Falling in Love

What if Addison never came to Seattle?
Derek has just finished brain surgery on Richard and Meredith tells him the truth about her mother. But Addison never came in episode nine, what will happen next?
Derek's afraid he will loose Meredith if he tells her the truth, if he tells her that he's married.

Ok, I know I shouldn't have to fan fictions going on at the same, but I couldn't get this idea out of my mind, so I thought, you guys will probably love it. Please review and tell me what you think of this story!?

Chapter 1

He open the door so Meredith could step out of the car. They walked slowly up to her house, Meredith where lost in thought and didn't hear Derek talking. Should she tell him that Richard had seen them kissing outside he's room.
"Meredith?"
Meredith looked up and faced Derek, she had been so lost in her thought through the dinner and the drive home, the fact that her chief had seen her kiss Derek scared her. He could cut her out of the program, he could make sure she never would be a real doctor.
"Sorry, I was thinking about something" she said, now looking down again, Derek slowly kissed her soft and long to get her back down at earth.
"What was that for?" she said surprised, looking at Derek.
"You're so beautiful, I just needed too feel you lips, taste you, I just had to" he said, he slowly stroke her soft skin.
"Derek, I need to tell you something, because you are you and I love you" she paused,
"Richard saw us, he saw us kiss, and when I came to check on him he said I should stay away from you. That I am making a big mistake" again she was looking down.
"Mer…" Derek said, trying to tell her the truth, if he didn't tell her Richard would.
"Yes?" she said as she met he's blue eyes
"Eh… Nothing…" he said and kissed her one more time before they walked inside her house.

How could he tell her the truth? He just knew this would break her.
"Did I do something wrong?" Meredith asked as she laid her head on he's chest. She just felt so safe in he's strong arms, but couldn't understand why he was so sad and confuse after sex, I wasn't like him, he always look happy after sex, but not this time. What was wrong?
"No, I'm just thinking…"
"Thinking about?... More sex?..." He could feel her small and soft hands move down he's naked body as she kissed he's neck.
"Mer… Oh… We nee… need to talk…" Derek said, struggling to resist her and what she was doing to he's body. She could se how much he really wanted her.
"Talk about what?" she asked as he lips moved down to the spot she knew he couldn't resist. Derek couldn't stand it and suddenly he let out a moan. Derek moved on top of her and started to kiss her.

"Oh god, next time you planning have sex, tell me before you do it. We didn't get any sleep!" Izzie almost screamed as Derek tried not to laugh. He crossed the room and gave Meredith a soft kiss.
"So, Iz are you and Alex ready to be parents?" she asked as she took another sip of her coffee.
"My little boy will be the best baseball player in the history!" Alex answered as he and George walked into the room.
"We don't know if it's a boy jet!" Izzie said as she gave Alex a kiss and turned around to Meredith, "Are you sure we can use one of the guestroom as a nursery?"
"Of curse, we will help you with the room after work" Meredith answered, now looking at Derek.
"Yes, we will help you with the room…" he said looking at George to see if he would help,
"Eh… Sorry guys… I have a hot date after work…" Alex started to laugh, "Serious?" he said trying to stop laughing.

They crossed the parking lot to find a empty spot, "Oh!!!" Izzie suddenly screamed
"… Oh my god!" Alex continued, Derek and Meredith didn't understand what was happening until Alex screamed, "Her water broke all over your backseat!"

Derek, Meredith, Christina, George and Callie sat in the waiting room, waiting for Alex to tell them about their new born baby. Derek where thinking about how to tell Meredith, suddenly he took her to one of the on call room to tell her, he couldn't wait another second, if he did Richard would tell her.
"Derek, what's wrong? If you think I will have sex with you when my friend is in birth, your wrong."
"I'm married!" he almost screamed, he said it so fast that he didn't understand what he had said, but Meredith had.
"What!!?"
"I'm married… But my wife, Addison, cheated on me… I left her and…"
"… And you find me…" Meredith continued.
"… And I find you…" Derek said now moved closer to Meredith. He kissed her softly to show sorry he where. But Meredith moved away from him.
"I can't do this… I can't understand why didn't tell me!?" Meredith took some more steps away from him.
"I was afraid to loose you… I love you… And I don't want to loose you…"
"I have to go… I can't do this…" Meredith said, she wiped away some tears and walked out of the room, leaving Derek almost crying.

Okay, Izzie and Alex are together, George didn't get syphilis and he met Callie instead of Olivia. Please review and tell me what you think!