Pain in Loss

Ohayoo Minna-san! Lily here. This is my first story in here so be a little gentle please! I hope you all like it. I know its a bit cruel, but maybe things will look up soon? Oh, and this place is a GIANT Relena basher, so if you like bashing Relena, come on in!! If you absolutely love Relena, and dont like to see her bashed, then kindly leave. Arigato minna-san! Ja ne!!
Water-chan

Disclaimer: I dont own Sailor Moon or Gundam Wing, for if I did, I'd be shopping right now. -

Usagi sat on the edge of a pier going into Lily Pad Lake. The wind blew slightly and moved her bright blonde, almost silver, bangs from her heart shaped face. Tears trailed down her cherry cheeks.

--Flashback--
Giggles were heard in the park. Usagi sat with Mamoru as they whispered jokes into another's ear. Usagi grinned and stared at Mamoru. Her pet name for him was Mamo-chan. She really saw him as a big brother rather than a lover. He also felt the same way.
--End--

--Flashback--
Usagi walked down a street, on her way home from school when she heard a beep. She turned around to see Mamoru's car driving slowly next to her. Inside was Rei and Mamoru.

Hey Odango-Atama! Wanna ride? Rei yelled from the passenger's side.

Yeah, you can hop in the back. We'll give you a ride home. Mamoru said, coming to a complete stop and leaned over the window.

Yeah, sure! Usagi said while hopping into the back.

They drove towards Usagi's home first, listening to music and making small talk. Usagi smiled to herself as she watched Rei and Mamoru argue about who knows what.
They make a great couple', she thought, I'm happy for them.'
Hey ODANGOOOOO! We're at your house!! Rei had yelled while knocking on Usagi's head.

Hey! Don't hit me like that Pyro! Usagi yelled back while rubbing her head.

I wouldn't have to if you weren't SPACING like you always do! Rei said, starting their usual argument.

Rei, you're so mean!!! wailed Usagi.

Oh get over it Usagi! You know I love you anyway. Rei said while rolling her eyes.

Usagi sniffled and pouted.

DUH! was Rei's reply.

I love you too, Rei! Usagi squealed and hugged Rei.

Yeah yeah, I know. I mean. Who couldn't?! Rei said , cocking her head to a side. She received a playful punch from Usagi.

Usagi hopped out of the car and grinned.
Take care of yourself Usako. Love you, lil sis. Was all Mamoru said as he drove away, leaving behind a waving Usagi.
--End--

That was the last time she talked to them. The next day, she received a phone call from Minako. Minako told her that after they had dropped Usagi off, they got into a car accident where a 16 wheeled truck mauled them over. The car was in pieces. Mamoru and Rei were rushed to the hospital, but died 10 minutes after they arrived. Minako had talked to Rei's grandpa just recently and was devastated. Minako told Usagi to meet at Ami's.

Usagi rushed over to Ami's house and as soon as Ami opened the door, Usagi fell over in tears. Ami cried too, and soon, Minako and Makoto were there. They all cried in each other's arms. They spent the next few days grieving over the loss of two great people. On the third day after the accident, October 16th, both funerals were held. There, everyone said their last goodbyes to two of the goddess's wonderful gifts.

Usagi silently bowed her head and shook as she cried her last tears for her dearest friends. She promised herself not to cry anymore. She promised herself to move on, but hold onto their memories.

Taking a deep breath, Usagi looked up towards the full moon and fell into it's warmth. Although it was a chilly night, the October Moon always soothed her and made her feel most comfortable.

Taking in a deep breathe of the crispy night, Usagi made her way back towards home. She walked quietly in the dark night, passing the dark alleys without fear. Suddenly, she heard a fire truck squealing its way past the empty night's street. Usagi watched as the truck came closer to her. It passed her and started to slow down. It made a halt and turned left.

Usagi stared in fear. Oh Goddess, please, no!' She thought as she made a quick dash for the street the truck turned on. She ran as quickly as her legs could carry her. She turned left on the street the fire truck just turned and stared in horror as she saw a house on fire. The flames licked the sky, hungry for more to feed on.

Usagi made a mad dash for the house and tried to run in. A fireman saw her attempt and stopped her before she could run into the blazing house. Usagi broke down in the man's arms and cried uncontrollably. She watched as her house, her memories, her family, be burned down by an evil flame.

WHY?! WHY GODDESS?! WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS?! HAVE I NOT DONE NO WRONG?! Usagi yelled towards the sky. She bent her head down on the pavement floor and cried. Beating the ground with her fists. The sobs shook her body as she bent over with her head in her hands. She started to shake her head and rock back and forth.

No... No... It's all just a bad dream. I'll wake up and then I'll see Mom, Dad, and everyone. Then they'll laugh at me of my ridiculous dream and tell me that it's all right and that they'll never leave me. This can't be happening to me... No... No... She kept repeating to herself.

Finally, a fireman came up to her, wrapped her in a blanket and carried her to an ambulance truck. New crews came and asked questions, all of which Usagi did not answer.

Usagi stared dumbly ahead of her, her eyes blank. Inside her mind ran the past 3 week's events. From Rei and Mamoru's death, to her own family's death. Inside, deep down, she knew that they were dead, all of them, but she just refused to believe it.

Finally someone she recognize came to her rescue. Makoto made her way past all of the news crews and the firemen, shoving and pushing when she had to. She had seen what had happened on the news and rushed her way to Usagi's aid. She also called Minako, Ami, Michiru, Haruka, and Hotaru over her apartment.

Makoto reached Usagi after shoving some hot shot news reporter woman to the floor. You could almost hear her scream over all of the other reporters, sirens, and sounds. Makoto reached for Usagi and pulled her up over her shoulder. Then she proceeded to shove and push and nudge everyone out of the way.

Out of my way you jerks! Can't you see she's hurt?! Makoto screaming angrily at the people, her green aura practically glowing in anger.

The reporters ignored her angry yell and continued to bombard her with questions and shouts. Makoto way very pissed. She made a mad dash straight ahead of her, running over anyone in her way. She made a beeline for her apartment, with Usagi still over her shoulder with a dazed look.

When she reacher her apartment, she was heaving from her run and extra weight on her shoulders. She ran up the stairs to her 2nd floor and found the rest of the scouts waiting for her at her door.

Oh Goddess!! Michiru cried as they saw the state that Usagi was in.

Usa-chan! Minako gasped and ran towards Usagi's limp body.

I've got her. You open the door. Haruka said taking Usagi into her arms, worry in her eyes.
Ami, Michiru and Hotaru were holding each other, crying at the void look Usagi had on her face.

Makoto opened the door and let everyone in. Haruka laid Usagi on Makoto's queen sized bed. Everyone crowded into the room. Makoto walked out and came back with seats. Everyone got as comfortable as they could and waited. The clocked ticked and hours past.

Haruka impatiently walked around the bed, pacing back and forth, stopping every 5 minutes to see if Usagi was up yet. She grew im patient and grabbed Usagi's body, vigorously shaking her.

Damnit Koneko! Wake-up!! Haruka yelled at the voided looking Usagi.

Usagi blinked a few times, she looked around her, and passed out.

Hope you like it!! And I expect PLENTY of reviews! If I dont get any, Im not continueing!!!! Love you all. Water-chan