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This was an idea that went further than I thought. I'm still working on my other story's just give me time I want the next few chapters to be good not just half fast crap. Read and Review let me know what you think! I want some feed back otherwise I'm going to chuck it okay, so review don't just add to your subscriptions okay.. though I appriciate it I need feed back... ENJOY

I was sitting back watching my classroom of children run around like wild animals. It was fun to watch my TA run around trying to round them all up. There little screams really made my dead heart beat frantically. Yes that's right my dead heart.

I have been a Vampire for about eighty years. Mastering my thirst was the smartest thing I could have done right off the bat. Now I only drink from animals and I am able to do what I missed out on in life before. These kids are everything to me, and I couldn't imagine life without them. Especially my very special little student.

He has been one of the cutest little boys I have ever met in my life. So charming and grown up. I suppose a nine year old would start to be a little more mature but Edward, well he was a very special boy. He had bronze hair, and these beautiful emerald green eye's. I was quite envious of his parents to have such a caring child.

Edward just moved to this lovely town about a year ago, with his mother and father. He is an only child, looks just like his mother. On his first day of class he was a bit timid and stuck by me the majority of the time. All the little girls fell inlove with him instantly and I had to giggle internally as I watched them 'flirt' with him. It was just to cute, as he backed away from them and blushed.

I learned that Edward was a very smart little boy, he may be nine but he act's more like a thirteen year old. I have gotten to know him very well in the time he's been here and I hope that he has a happy life. I will be truly sad when at the end of the day, school lets out for the summer. perhaps I will run into him again some day, when he is a briliant pianist. Sure how will you explain that you don't look a day over eight-teen.. if that..?

Yeah that would be a problem wouldn't it? Ah well a girl can dream can't she. Yes I have wanted to check up on many of my students in the past but never could because I couln't bare it to be so close and yet so far away. And I couldn't risk being caught, they'd think I was some sick wacko freak stocking children.

I was smiling at the memory's and looking around the room as Jill helped the students finish up there art work. I was just sitting back and enjoying the site before me when my favorit -yes my favorite- student stumbled his way towards me.

"Uh. Ms. Swan?" He asked shyly at me from under his lashes.

"Yes, Edward?" I asked smiling sweetly.

This earned a big grin from ear to ear from him. "I just wanted to tell you that I'm going to miss you this summer. Can I see you next year, even though I'll be in a older grade.."

"Edward, don't you know your not supposed to miss your teachers?" I joked. "What will your friends say?"

"Oh I don't care about them Ms. Swan. I lo-"

"Eddie!" Becky called from her desk in the center of the room. Both our heads snapped towards her. "Come look at my picture I made you."

I couldn't help but smile at how hard she tried to get his aproval on all her work. Edward groaned in disatisfaction. "I really hate that name." He rolled his eye's.

"Don't keep her waiting Edward. Remember to always be a gentlymen." I reminded him, then I decided to get a rise out of him. "You never know that could be your future wife, right there." I laughed silently as he cringed.

"No. I already know who is going to be my wife, Ms. Swan." He blushed.

"Oh really." I laughed. "And who is the lucky girl?"

"It Really should-"

"EDDIE! Come here PLEASE!" Becky stomped her foot.

"I better go before she ties me up." Edward sighed.

I watched as he made his way over to where Becky was sitting, saying Ooh and Aah at her work of art. I had to hand it to the kid he really was the sweetest thing in this class. I couldn't help but imagine him and Becky some day growing up and getting married. I laughed at the thought, what a cute little pare they would make.

I called the class to order to start cleaning up and getting ready to go home. Everyone started to clean up there project's and put there coats on. I smiled at them as they lined up at the door. When the dismisel bell rang they ran like the school was on fire. I'm guessing they couldn't wait to get home and start there summer vacation. Oh how I'm going to miss them..

"Ms. Swan?" Edward came over to my desk.

"Hmm." I said gathering up my personal's.

"Uhm.. So I was wondering.. I will see you next year...Right?" he asked hesitently.

"We'll see." I said, internally cursing cause I couldn't tell him I was planning on moving.

"I have a strong feeling that I won't, and I just wanted..." He was looking down at the ground doodling with his foot on the carpet. "Well.. I guess I just.. Have a good summer Miss Swan."

"Thank you Edward. I hope you have a good summer to, and stay out of trouble." I smiled as he walked to the door with a sad look on his face. "Edward." I called before he left.

He turned around trying to smile. "Yeah."

I didn't really know what to say to make him feel better so I unlached my necklace and handed it to him. It was a silver chain and at the end was a stone that resembled my eye's. It wasn't very old, and was pretty expensive but I really didn't mind giving it away to Edward, just to see that smile again.

"This is to remember me by. Just in case I don't see you next year, okay. And then someday you can give it to your girlfriend, and she will love it." I smiled teasingly at him.

"Here." He said, pushing his picture into my hands. "I drew that for you, I was afraid to give it to you." He blushed. Cute kid.

"Thank you Edward. Have a good summer." I dismissed him

After he thanked me and walked out of the room I unrolled the picture and gasped. He really was a talented little thing. First with his piano and now with his art. It was a self portrait, though not as good as a professional but pretty damn close if I say so myself. He managed to make his eye's shine like they were in love. and I couldn't help but trace it with my finger tips. He was going to make some girl very very happy.

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A few Weeks later....

Everything had already been shipped off to my new home in Canada and I was just finishing up putting a few smaller things into my car, when Mrs. Masen stepped out of there car with a very upset looking Edward following behind them.

"Hello Isabella!" Called Elizabeth .

"Oh! Hello!" I smiled, that quickly faded as Edward came closer.

"We just thought we would stop by. Edward has done nothing but talk about you sense school let out." She hugged me.

"Oh really?!" I said happy and sad at the same time.

"Where are you going Ms. Swan?" He asked in a heart broken tone.

"Well..." I hesitated. "I transfered to Chicogo, so I won't be back next year." I said sadly.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He questioned. "Why are you leaving?"

"Edward, dear, can you grab my purse from the car?" Elizabeth asked.

He huffed and stomped off. "I'm sorry about him. It seems he has a bit of a crush on you." She smiled. "When did this happen?"

"Oh. Well, I've lived here for a few years now and just wanted to start somewhere else. I enjoy different experiences." not to mention I can't stay much long, seeing how everyone is already questioning my age...

"Oh. I see. Edward is going to be-"

"Here mom." Edward handed her purse to her. "Ms. Swan you can't leave. I thought that I would be able to see you next year.." He wined.

"I'm sorry Edward. I just couldn't turn this opportunity down." I tried to sooth. "But hey. I heard that Mrs. Cope was a really nice teacher." I smiled.

"I don't want Mrs. Cope, I want you!" He growled.

"Edward, dear. Don't be like that. Miss. Swan has to do whats best for her... Now come on we should probably let her finish up, don't you think?" Elizabeth tried to calm him down.

"I don't want you to go. Why can't you just stay... for me.." His emerald eye's started to water a little.

I felt my undead heart start to break. "Oh Edward." I bent down so I was face to face with him, brushing his crazy bronze hair out of his eye's. "If I could stay.. I would. I'm going to miss you, and if I ever get the chance to come visit I will." I only fibbed a little.

He shook his head quickly and a few tears escaped him. "Your lieing. Your never coming back. Why!?"

"Edward.." Elizabeth put a hand on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry Edward." I sighed. "I'll miss you. I can't live here forever, dear. You'll understand better when your older."

"Shut up!" He yelled, causing both I and Elizabeth to gasp at his sudden hostility. "Just go, leave! I hate you!"

"Edward!" Elizabeth said with shock on her face.

"No!" and with that he turned and stomped back to the car, arms folded over his chest.

If I could cry I would have, for the hurt I saw in his eye's. Elizabeth started to appolagize for his behavior and all I could do was shake my head. "No. He's upset, I understand. I wish I wasn't leaving on this note with him. He is one of my favorite students."

"I'm sorry. Maybe I'll talk to him.. When are you leaving?" She asked.

"I'm leaving tonight. He'll be okay.. I know it. He is a strong boy." I sighed again.

"Alright. Well, how about I get an address so he can write you.. Would that be okay?" She asked hopefully, wanting to make her son happy in some way.

I quickly wrote down an address and handed it to her. "All my mail will be going here until I am settled..." I explained when confusion etched across her face. I had given her a P.O box number.

" I hope everything works out for you in Chicogo." She hugged me tightly.

I thanked her and she started off towards her car. I glanced at Edward who was in the pasenger seat with his hands fisted to his eye's. I felt a sob rip from my chest and turned away, back towards my house. As I was stepping inside I turned to see Edward staring at me, once our eye's met he looked away quickly.

I knew I had hurt him, but there was really nothing I could do. If I stayed any longer, the humans including him would find out what I am or at least suspect somthing wasn't right. This is the one thing I regret about being a Vampire. I hate that I can never see these kids grow up and live a life. I hate that I can never have my own, and grow old.

I know Edward is upset now, and I know that later he will regret leaving things on this note, but in time he will forget me. He will forget the teacher he wanted to stay... I only hope that I can one day forget the little boy who touched my heart.

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Now this goes against everything that I have ever believed, but I just couldn't get that heart broken face out of my mind. So hear I am at this un-Godly hour, sneaking into my nine year old student's bedroom. Now I know this seams a little perverted, but my intentions are pure as snow. I had to make sure he was okay. And I didn't know why.

I hopped into his room, and found him asleep with dry crusty tears on his cheaks. I felt even worse that he was so worked up about this. His mother probably gave him a good talk to for the way he was acting. So I had to make sure he would be okay. Now what I was going to say to him if anything at all I did not know. This plan was not thought out very well at all..

No

No it wasn't.

He looked heartbroken still as he slepp and I moved his hair ever so gently, and looked at his face. I then looked around his room at all the dinasore poster's and the many book's around his room. Suddenly the bed started to shift and I closed my eye's hoping he would stay asleep. He did and that's when I decided I would leave him a note.

I saw that the necklace I gave him was resting on his nightstand. I looked around and found a note pad and pencil on his desk. I smiled as I saw the half finished sketch of me at my desk in school. Poor boy..

Edward,

I know that you are angry with me for leaving. I wish so badly that I could stay and watch as all my students, especially you, grow and live life. Please take care of yourself Edward, you are a wonderfull student and I know that I will never forget you. I hope that one day you will understand to the best of your ability why I had to move and that I care for you and only want whats best.

Forever yours,

Miss Swan

As I finished the note I couldn't help but sigh as I knew he would not be the only student I had that was upset I was leaving. But then I remember that humans have depleating memory's and soon he'll forget all about me. I hope that day comes sooner rather then later.

I layed the note under the necklace and placed a small kiss on his forehead. I looked at Edward on last time, comitting his sleeping face to memory and smiled. Some day I will read a newspaper and Edward will be in there, recieving some award for his artistic side, or maybe a wedding anouncement... I'll miss him... I thought as I lept from the window down to the ground.

Never again shall I attach myself to my students it's too heart breaking for both party's. Edward was a lesson I needed to learn about not getting to close to people. They could never know what I was, for there own safety. I shook my head and made my way to Canada.. hoping that the ache in my chest will ache less once I arrive..