I don't own Bleach but damn I wish I did : )
I'm Sorry
Just by knowing me you'd never think I have such terrible secrets
You'd never see the blood that has been washed clean from my dirty hands
Never hear the tinge of sadness that is ever present in my voice
Never guess the madness threatening to break loose
I harbor a murderer inside me…a monster
For I killed an innocent man…One that I protested to love
When I ran him through with my sword the words "Thank you" fell from his lips, his last words
Why? How could such a small phrase fill me with so much guilt and yet, still give me the strength to continue on…Moving on…so easy to say much harder to do, until…
One day, I met a man
This man, so different in appearance in personality but, somehow very familiar
Time passes and slowly the same feeling I once had returns to me.
His intense amber eyes, boisterous ways…He deserves more than a monster more than an empty shell
He deserves to give his heart to someone who can give theirs in return
I won't let him love me; I have no heart to give
Because mine was buried long ago beside my mentor, friend and love
And there it will stay until this body fails me
I'm sorry but my soul wants to rejoin his and together we can be reborn anew
Wait for me…
Kaien Shiba….
I'm coming for you