.: I've been concentrating on this fic for quite awhile.. and it may take a while because I want this fic to be perfect for you all. I don't really like this prologue that much, but I couldn't find any other way to improve it. Plz read and review(btw- I know nothing about aircrafts and stuff relating to that.. but hey, I tried):.

Summary Ever since Heero told is all about the new mission, I felt nothing… sort of a Silent Hill version, yaoi (of course), Relena Bashing. Rating may increase

Thy Heart Shall Bleed

PROLOGUE

Numb…

That's what I felt all over but I had no idea why. Ever since Heero told us about the new mission, I felt nothing. It's strange considering that I haven't felt this way before. I can't feel anything in my body. I sat in my seat in the cockpit; doing nothing, just sitting there.

"Duo, are you alright?" Quatre asked me with a high concern, looking down at me.

I tried to smile, "Yeah, I'm fine."

It wasn't a complete lie. I can't feel anything actually. He didn't believe me though, heck, I don't believe me. I just don't want him to worry about something that I don't even understand. He left me alone reluctantly. What is wrong with me today? I haven't don't anything different at all.

I closed my eyes and relaxed as best as I could in the seat. Why am I feeling like this?

We've all changed a lot since the war. Well, we're still completing missions for Une against Oz, but we've grown a lot closer, kind of like family.

Quatre and Trowa are together now. It's a good thing too, they tech each other how to live. Quatre changed Trowa to be more social and to build confidence in himself and Trowa showed Quatre that nothing really was ever his fault. They pretty much suite each other like bacon and eggs… ok, that was a bad analogy but hey…

Wufei has changed too. He doesn't belittle the opposite sex anymore, and he has even respected some of them. Plus, he's shown his true nature, his gentle, caring self. He's even cracked some jokes at sometime or another.

Heero… well, he's still the same, kind of. He's not suicidal anymore, he doesn't threaten all that much but that's about it. I haven't been able to open him up; all he does is shut me out. But I haven't given up. to tell you the truth, I love him, even though he's cold. I don't know what drew me to him but I know it's real. It hurts me a lot to see him smile and laugh. Why? Because it's not because of me. It's to that spoiled brat, Relena. Ok, I'm not being fair but it's so obvious she likes him and despite my feelings, I think he likes her too. He never really acts 'normal' around anyone except Relena, of all people. Me, jealous? Of course! I have every right to be! It's unfair! How did she do it? Why couldn't I help him to live? I think I hate Relena, really. Achieving something I could not! Sooner or later, they'll go out, maybe they're already doing that! I guess they will be together… as everyone suspected. She's not really nice to the rest of us, only to him. she's really bitchy towards us, even Quatre agrees with me. She sometimes acts like Heero's the only visible one on her sights. She even shrieks Heero's name out to call him still. She's like a bloody fire alarm! Why would Heero like her?

Only Quatre, Trowa and Wufei know that I truly liked him. They supported me by making fun of Relena behind her back. It's hilarious. They're really great friends.

Right now, everyone is settling inside the aircraft. It was just us and most unfortunately, Relena. Heero told her it could be dangerous but she had put up a tantrum and declared that she will follow him wherever he goes no matter what. She always flings herself in his direction, why can't she just fling herself through a window!

Heero sat at the front where the steering was. He liked to be in command. I sat behind him on the right side to check if our surrounding and coordinates are ok, Wufei sat on the left side looking at the meters, while Quatre and Trowa were far behind us, sitting and waiting for their turn to shift with me and Wufei. As you can see, Heero doesn't want to change at all, claiming that he can "take care of it" on his own. Relena was sitting near Quatre and Trowa much to her own disappointment. Ha, tough luck!

Our mission was clear and simple, fly to a town called Silent Hill, and see what the problem was over there. That was then I felt weird after hearing it. Silent Hill somehow felt familiar and yet, I've never heard of it. I hope it's a good thing why I feel this way but somehow, I doubt it.

TBC

.:most importantly- HAPPY NEW YEAR:.