Free, Free at Last
One Shot
"What the hell were you thinking, Jenna? Being all flirty with that guy!" Those words don't seem to affect me anymore because I hear it everyday. "KC I wasn't flirting with him! Yeah I hugged him and yeah I did laugh around him, but I did not flirt! Do you not trust me? Seriously do you not freaking trust me?"
Ever since I accused him of cheating a couple of months ago he has been accusing me of flirting non stop. I want to break up with him but I love him. I can't. A lot of people have told me to get rid of him. My family, my friends, and even people I don't know! "KC, why are you doing this to me? Ever since I accused you of cheating you've accusing me non stop of flirting! I know how it feels now I wish you would fucking stop! I love you and I'm never going to cheat! What part of that do you not understand? You make me feel horrible about myself almost everyday and your okay with that?"
Tears started flowing out of my eyes like a silk stream. "No I'm not okay with it and yes I trust you! You just have no clue how much you hurt me by accusing me that one time and being flirty with that guy right afterwards and calling me by your ex's name! God you have no clue how much you hurt me!" I just stood there and laughed. "That was 3 months ago and I've apologized so many freaking times! Why do you hold this grudge with me! I was flirty with that guy after I accused you because I was hurt! And calling you by my ex's name was a complete mistake and I've apologized about all of this more than enough times! Stop holding this grudge with me!"
I could tell I hit a nerve with him. For a couple of seconds he just gave me a silent death glare. "But it hurt like hell do you honestly think I'm going to forgive you?" All I could do is laugh. Being with him was hell and yet some how for 4 months I lived through it. "KC I'm done. I'm done with us and you and everything! I'm tired of being pushed around for no reason! I'm done." I'd never felt so much relief in my life.