Intro!-

This is our first Joint story... After reading LastOneStandingInDarkness', story 'Friends To Lovers', I felt it ended too soon. So, I gave the idea that we have Gamzee and Tavros meet again, L.O.S.I.D gave the idea of putting it on :) ... You'll see what happens in the Story.

Italics are a person thinking , in some cases maybe over the phone, or in a dream. Gamzees age : 19 , Tavros' age : 17. This happens 6 years after Tavys death. (Any Questions Pm (L.O.S.I.D) or (Y.O.L.O.). Rated T for Now… Here's The Prologue !

Homestuck belongs to Andrew Hussie. Ideas and storyline belong to LastOneStandingInDarkness and Myself, YouObviouslyLoveOreos. :)
Enjoy!

The years had passed from Tavros' death, many had gotten over the tears and the heart break, all but one. Gamzee. He had too many memories of Tavros in Alternia. So with out anyone knowing he escaped to the human world, he didn't want to forget Tavros completely, but couldn't stay. It hurt too much. Each day, he'd wake up with an empty feeling. It made him look weak. Unstable. A wreck. He drank and got high daily. Anything to ease the pain he felt from the loss of Tavros. The one who loved him even with his addictions and crazy antics.

Gamzees appearance had changed upon his arrival on earth. His horns had disappeared, his hair turned a brown blackish color and his skin was no longer gray, but when he goes to Alternia to visit Tavros, his normal features return. On the anniversaries of Tavros' death, he'd go back to Alternia, to remember all the times he had spent with his Matesprit. Today, is the 6th year Anniversary of his lil bro's death... Yeah, Tavros died on this day around this time. Gamzee look around the graveyard and saw the setting sun through the still blooming trees. 'It's April ... Tavros loved the spring...' Gamzee lit a cigarette and leaned on the tree whose branches hung over Tavros' grave. He stared solemnly at the ground at his feet, and inhaled.

'Ah, Dammit...' Gamzee huffed out cigarette smoke. 'You know. It's hard to forget someone who gave you so motherfuckin much to remember.' He tipped the butt of the cigarette, and raised his head to the sky.

Flashback.

"No... No, no, no! Motherfuckers!" I had punched the floor making my knuckles bleed. I wanted to die, I wanted to hurt myself so badly. It wasn't fair.

"Why did they take him! Ahhh!" I screamed loud, I was an emotional wreck, I remembered every ounce of love I ever gave Tavros. Every kiss, every time I made him blush ... All the things I loved about him. I looked up to his body and saw Tavros moving his arm, I immediately grabbed his hand.

"Tavros! dear motherfuckin god don't die on me please..." I picked him up onto my lap and held his head. I saw the hole in his chest. Blood poured onto the floor and my legs. Tavros became paler and paler due to bloodloss, he looked up at me but couldn't speak, all he did was mouth...

'I'm sorry you went crazy', And continued, 'I'm sorry I didn't chase away your nightmares, I'm sorry I couldn't give you more... I love you'.

That's when I pulled him into one last kiss as Tavros held my cheek, I got his blood all over my lips but I sure as hell didn't care. It was the blood of MY lover, MY Matesprit. Tavros's hand drifted from from my face and hit the floor, making it splash in his own blood. My eyes went wide as I saw it fall.

End.

'When I found him... That fucked up hole in his chest... His cold blood on the already cold tiles, I flipped. I was so motherfuckin set on getting revenge... That I lost myself... '

He stared down at Tavros' head stone and kneeled. Gamzee kissed his name, and bit his lip, holding back the tears that he so desperately needed to fall. He stood, taking a final look at his matesprit, and left the graveyard to return to his home on earth. Tears flowing as he walked.

Y.O.L.O ~ Eh? Good?

L.O.S.I.D ~ Just Shut It ... *tearing*

Y.O.L.O ~ ...