This is my new story...
First chapter is just a little teaser, but next will be longer. Promise.
And I dont own anything...
It was a clear night.
The only sound to be heard was the clucking noise the waves made when they crashed into shore, and the calm heartbeat of two lovers. The moon was up, making the sand, that usually was golden, become light silver blue. The wind was softly touching there body parts the blanket couldn't cover, making her shiver beneath his arms. Holding her tighter against his chest he looked up at the stars and gave a hopeless sigh. Praying to god that this would all be a dream. That she would stay forever in his arms where she belonged.
He loved her. He loved her so, so much. But it didn't matter. Not even love, that they say can conquer all, could help them now. There love was domed, never meant to be. Yet, he would never regret it. Never ever think a bad thought about it. Always remember the happy, untroubled times, which for the moment seemed so far away. He would hold on to the memories of them dancing and laughing whit not a trouble in the world. When it all seemed dark, he would memorize her adorable giggle, her loving smile and passionate eyes. Then, he knew, everything would feel better.
He felt tears pricking in his eyes again, threatening to fall. He had cried so much for the past week, he was surprised he even got any water inside of him left. But whenever he started to cry, it wouldn´t end. Only when she comforted him. Hugging him and telling him that everything would be alright, that they´ll sort this out. They both knew it was a lie, but somehow it brought them solace. A little moment of peace before reality hit them again.
But he wasn't the only one to cry, she did to. For him, for her and for the things that could have been, but would now never be.
The fact that she would never be his made him sick. Knowing she would be whit someone that wasn't him. They would never be together and the thought made him wanting to die. It was no meaning in living if she wouldn't be whit him. She was his everything and so much more.
His life.
But now it was taken away from him.
It would be so easy to just jump in the cold dark water and never come back. But he knew he couldn't do that. Even if he was all alone she would know.
And she would follow.
He couldn't do that. He couldn't kill her. So he would live for her, numb but living. Empty but breathing. She had told him that he would found someone else, that he would love again. That would never happened, because he only got one place in his heart. And that place was since long taken and could never be replaced. He didn't want to replace it.
If he would marry someone, it would be her.
If he got babies, she would be there mother.
There wasn't an option.
It was only her.
Tears were freely falling down his cheeks now. He gave a quiet sob, giving away the fact that he was actually crying, again, to her.
But how could he not cry today, when this was the beginning off his infinite suffering, and the end of such a beautiful thing.
She would leave him tomorrow. It was there last day together.
It was a pretty good excuse for a tuff guy like him to cry. Anybody would cry if they knew they would never see her again. Never see her magnificent smile that just dragged you in, never again hear her musically giggle that left you breath taken, never kiss her warm and soft lips that tasted better than heaven itself, and never again hold her in your arms and protect her from everything that was unsafe and not.
Yepp, he had a pretty good excuse to cry.
For in less than twenty hours she would be in another part of the world.
For in less than a week, Gabriella Montez, his only reason to live, would be a married woman.
What made his heart split over and over again in thousands of pieces was the fact that she would never be Gabriella Bolton, like they had planned.
No, she would be whit another man.
She would say "I do" to someone else, than that someone would touch her the way he did, kiss her soft lips and protect her in his arms. And, eventually, she would fall in love whit that man. And there was nothing he could do to stop her.
When she, that nightmare like morning, had walked up to him at his locker, and told him the horrifying news whit tear strained cheeks, he panicked. She had taken him to the beach instead of next class to explain everything and to calm him down. They were crying together, and out of desperation he had asked her to run away whit him. They would move to another country, where nobody would find them again. Then they would start collage and get married and buy a house and have babies and buy a dog and… She had interrupted him, telling him that it was her biggest wish for them to be together, but that it was impossible. That it was her family and that she couldn't just leave them like that. And that she couldn't do that to him, to make him break whit all of his friends and family. That she didn't want him to suffer for her sake, even if it meant that they would be together.
The waves really seamed tempting. Just to walk in there, dive under the surface, and never come back up. But he knew he couldn't.
Because if he did, she´d follow.
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