He was my desire, my love, my motivation to continue living my pathetic excuse for life in this damned world. Regardless of the amount of danger we were putting ourselves in I didn't care. James was my mate, and if my family had a problem with that, then it would be easier for me to just go.

It all started on my first day of high school. I, along with my adoptive cousins, Ariel, Josh, Mariah and Drey headed out and as soon as we got there everyone started staring. Apparently our family has had a big impact on this school one way or another and since we're next in the line for the family's generation I guess it's our time to shine.

''Jeez this people go way over themselves.'' Ariel commented. She resembled Alice, even though they weren't exactly related in blood. She had short pixie hair, with highlights in them(she claims that she was born with them but obviously she wasn't. They wash out everytime she showers) and she's 2 inches shorter than me. (5'8).

''If I wasn't a vegetarian vampire I would've just about sucked their brains out right about now.'' Josh smirked, and out of the corner of my eye I saw a couple cheerleaders swoon. Josh had this air about him that as soon as you laid eyes on him you'd either faint, scream, swoon or do all three at the same time. He was so...beautiful...so to say that even males have been looking out at him, but whenever someone would bring that up with him he'd just wrinkle his nose and be on his way. He had curly black hair and gorgeous golden eyes. I have to say if he wasn't my cousin I'd date him right about now.

''Josh we're vampires, not aliens. We don't necessarily eat brains.'' I rolled my eyes.

''I knew two vampires who ate the bones-''

''Dude, I just ate breakfast, don't start with any of that shit right now k?'' Ariel pleaded.

''Yeah, save you stories for people who actually do care about your paranormal activities.'' Mariah said, flipping her hair over one shoulder.

''You're one to speak.'' Josh growled, and I smiled at him. Mariah wasn't a favorite cousin of ours; she was the adoptive daughter of Rosalie and Emmett, and all the traits Rosalie had, somehow got either passed on to Mariah or they're actually twins from another universe.

Mariah was 5'6 and her platinum blonde hair stood out from the crowd of every day browns and blacks. She had golden eyes,( of course) and had a frenzy for shopping. She would often go with Aunt Alice or Rosalie, and with the amount of bags she came home with we had to buy at least 5 recycling bins to keep them from covering the house. She didn't like us and we didn't like her. She usually kept to herself but maybe this year she'll find people who actually give a damn about her interests.

''I'm so excited! I've never been to a high school before...ooh I hope the teachers here are nice and all!'' Ariel squealed.

''Ariel, we're probably going to be in high school for the rest of our lives.'' I told her. ''Don't get so keen on this.''

''So? First years are almost always fun. We should at least make our first four years here memorable!''

We all groaned and trudged inside to our first class.

Our teacher wasn't there yet but a handful of our new classmates were. We decided to sit in the back since it was less noisy and we wouldn't attract immediate attention to ourselves.

''Humans are so undignified.'' Mariah said, putting on what must be her 18th coat of lip gloss.

''Um, weren't you a human once too?'' Drey said pointedly. Drey was a hybrid, like me, so it would be natural that the two of us bonded more than any of the others. He was more into motorcycling though, like Jacob and he knew how to fix anything and everything that was broken in the house, so we wouldn't have to.

''No my birth parents were once human. Then they both got turned into vampires and at the time I was being carried in my mom's stomach.''

''But that still makes you human then. Or once was.''

''NO, I am not and was never human. I was born a vampire. Look at me now.'' Mariah said, gesturing to her body.

''Whatever you say...''

I stopped paying attention to them and let my eyes wander around the classroom. There were jocks, cheerleaders, nerds, your everyday groups that usually made up a classroom. But my focus was currently on a group of boys over by the computers. They were bad, right away I could tell from the way they acted, the way they dressed, and I could see their personalities. One of them looked up at me and he had the most gorgeous eyes I had ever seen. They were blood red, which made me assume he was vampire since you couldn't be born with red eyes, and there aren't red contact lenses going around.

He smirked at me and gestured for me to come over to him. I looked at the others. They were debating over vampires and humans again. I honestly don't understand what there is to debate about. So I got up and made my way over to him. The boys in his group started whistling when they saw me and I smiled a little.

''And what's your name?'' The boy asked me. He lifted my hand and kissed it and I heard my heart beating rapidly in my chest. I could tell he noticed it too.

''Renesmee. Renesmee Cullen.'' I replied, and I could feel the gazes of my cousins on my back. So now they pay attention to me?

''Well, Renesmee Cullen, my name's James. Would your friends mind if I took you away from them for just a little bit?'' I looked back at my friends who were silently telling me to come back. I could tell they didn't trust James but somehow I did.

''I think not.'' I smiled. He grinned. With one swift motion he picked me up and placed me in his lap, wrapping his arms around me so if I couldn't leave.

''Why don't we get to know each other...a bit more?'' He whispered in my ear slightly squeezing my chest with his arms. The feeling was so good I closed my eyes and almost moaned but remembered where I was.

''I barely know you. I don't know if I should be doing this...'' I tried to slide off of him but he held me by my arm.

''I won't hurt you.'' He whispered. I looked into his eyes and found his words to be true. He wouldn't hurt me.

''I'm all yours.''

this is my first twilight story and i want to be bold and experiment. I might add my own views on vampires in this story so let's see how things take off! Thanks 4 Reading...Review and Sub Please :)