So I decided after alot of procrastinating that I should write this fan fic because I'm so sick and tired of Elena, honestly latey she has only annoyed the heck out of me and I really want Stefan to be happy and not have to be alone.

It is my first time writing like this so go easy on me.

This leaves off after the last episode.

Why am here, I know there is nothing for me here but I guess I just want to say my goodbyes maybe get some answers, I miss her.

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Stefan was in the woods, the news Caroline told him was devastating, how could Elena do that to him, sire bond or not it was careless on her part and Damon his own brother!

Everything Stefan has ever done was for Damon! I could have just let him die! But no I went away for him... I went away for Elena... he takes another swig of the whiskey letting it burn it's way down. He wants blood, he wants to tear into flesh and let it consume him, but he won't. He can't let that happen, he doesn't want their actions to weaken him and make him stoop that low. But he does need to feed...

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I was walking in the woods trying to collect my thoughts, it was raining slightly and a slight breeze came across carring a strong smell of alcohol, I also smell animal blood. My curiosity is starting to get the best of me; I want to go see who it is... I have this strong urge but I shouldn't, I need to stay hidden. To hell with it I'll stay in the shadows.

I walk up the smell is toxic; I see several deer drained of blood.

I could see a body lying on the ground and a couple empty bottles of Crown as I get closer I recognize him.

Stefan Salvatore the Ripper.

I've only meant him once, my dear friend Lexi had brought him under her wing and helped him gain control...

What should I do? Should I show myself, should I wake him up, I should just leave. Ok I'm going now... why isn't my body moving... come on Alison! But maybe I should see if he needs some help.

Damn here it goes, Alison crept out of the darkness, she felt flighty and somewhat giddy.

"Hello" she said no reply... She stepped closer. "Wake up, Stefan." Still nothing... She was hesitant to do anything else, again she willed herself to leave but she just couldn't. She reached out and touched his bare shoulder wake up she said once more still no movement. She stared down at him; he looked like he was in alot of pain and he looked very sad.

It was 2 in the morning already and now it was pouring rain. Why isn't he waking up! She was getting angry and so she thought of what she could do...she knew she wasn't going leave him, she couldn't.

Luckily it was late, hopefully no-one would see her... A woman carrying a man over her shoulder... the thought made her cringe.

She got to her hotel room and set Stefan down in the bathtub... What the hell was I thinking! I should have just left him be. She started pacing back and forth, running her figures thru her blonde hair. I don't even really know him; if only Lexi could see me... she is probably watching me and laughing.

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Ugh my head hurts! I feel sick, vampires shouldn't get this sick. I think I drank too much… Stefan gets up fast where the hell am I! How the hell did I get here... Shit who did I kill; I don't think I did... he gets out of the tub and slowly opens the cracked door.

Should I keep going?