A/N Its back. Kinda. This is a 2016 update don't know why it doesn't count as an actual update because it is but whatever. I'm reworking these chapters because I feel they could've been much better now than what they were back in 2013/14. Some changes are big while others are small. So enjoy this rewrite!
A Night of Confessions
It had been another day of studies at Ylissean College for Lucina. Another day of dreaming of her crush, Robin. And of course another day of listening to complaints from her roommate, Severa. Lucina had nothing against her, Severa was just a bit, well, difficult. One minute she would be as cold as ice during the brink of winter, the next she would be trying to apologize by making light excuses while blushing like a shy school girl.
As the evening started to set in, Lucina lay on her bed, reading the new book she had checked out from the library called "Blue Rain" and listening to "Foggy Girl" by QALBM on her YPod. Five minutes later Severa stepped out of the bathroom wearing a crop top and a pair of short shorts leaving very little of her body to be imagined. She looked over at Lucina, "Really princess? Only you can do something as boring as reading on a Saturday night", she scoffed.
"I'm guessing you're going to another one of those parties," said Lucina, "I don't judge what you do so you shouldn't with me either, right?"
"Come with me."
"Those kind of parties aren't really my thing, I prefer attending one with people who are actually sober you know. Besides I really want to read this book. It's by L.R Sten and people say it's really good, a masterpiece even!"
"Gawds Lucina books are gonna be around forever ok, parties like these are only once in a blue moon! Look you need to make some new friends ok? Hm, ya know, I heard Robin will be there too", Severa said with a smirk. She knew about Lucina's crush on him thanks to her talking in her sleep a few times. It was quite intriguing for her to find out Lucina had a naughty side, as Severa would call it.
At hearing this Lucina lightly blushed. Her crush on Robin wasn't even that huge, or at least she'd liked to think that. Given a chance she didn't know if she would honestly kiss him but she always blushed when he was near. Did she even really like him? She at least had to go see if he would be there to try and set herself straight. "Fine I'll go. But just to keep you from doing something you'd regret."
"Alright yeah yeah whatever, now come on the night's still young."
It was nearing midnight. The party wasn't as lively as when the two first arrived; now mostly containing people looking for sex or just wanting to get drunk. Lucina sat next to Severa, watching her drink whatever number of drink she was on. Surprisingly, she made little to no effort attempting to flirt with any of the guys who attended, not even that cute boy Inigo, although they both heard he was a womanizer so that was a bit expected. Instead she just danced for awhile then went straight to the drinks.
Disappointed at not seeing Robin at all and not wanting her friend drinking herself away, Lucina decided it was time to go.
"Come on Severa, I think you've done enough partying for one night. Or drinking rather."
Severa turned to Lucina, cheeks shining with bright red blush when suddenly something unexpected came from her mouth, "Mmm…wow Lucy…you're so beautiful", she slurred.
Taking it as a sign of being too drunk Lucina carried on, "Um, well thank you but we really need to leave now", with that she hoisted Severa up, helping her keep her balance as they walked to their dorm.
They walked into their room with Lucina closing the door behind them. She guided Severa to her bed but she refused to move, instead she simply stared at Lucina.
"Your hair's so shiny and luscious Lucy."
How many drinks did she have? Thought Lucina.
"I can stare into your eyes like all day ya know, and…gods your skin is so flawless, and mmm…you're so..gorgeous" Severa slurred.
Lucina didn't know how to handle this, she'd seen people who have been drunk a few times and how they acted and behaved, but did Severa really mean all those things or was it all just the alcohol? Severa moved forward, closer to Lucina, while she in turn continued to step backwards until they had reached the wall. Severa then began eyeing Lucina's breasts.
"Mmmm…your boobs have gotten a bit bigger ya know, so supple now…". It's the alcohol definitely the alcohol, thought Lucina. Inching closer she reached out and held Lucina's waist.
Lucina began to slightly panic inside. This is crazy, gods this is crazy.
She tried to lightly push Severa off her but as soon as she tried the other girl instantly pinned her hands to the wall with her free hand. Severa then moved her other hand from Lucina's waist to her rear, causing her to blush.
"Your ass is so perfect aha", she whispered slurry, face a mere inch away from Lucina's.
I-I can't, her h-hand is on m-my, she-she's so close now wha-, Lucina couldn't fight back; she didn't know what to think. She could smell the scent of the sweet alcohol in Severa's breath. Was she really going through with this? Severa's actions could be excused to an extent due to her being intoxicated, but what of her own? Wasn't she saving her first kiss for Robin to see if those feelings were real? She had no time to think about any of that anymore.
The kiss was different than she had imagined. It wasn't a rough or forced smashing kiss. Instead it was gentle, light, and tender. Severa's lips were so soft against hers, she enjoyed the feeling, loved it in fact. Hesitant at first, Lucina felt that Severa could've broken the kiss at any moment, so she returned the gesture by deepening it as best she could. But her form was clearly inexperienced since she had never kissed anyone before.
Tongues entangled, each exploring the other's mouth. Lucina held Severa, one hand on her waist, the other on her radiant creamy red hair. Severa in turn moved her own hands from pinning Lucina's to twirling her velvety blue hair. The other still on her lower end gave a light but none too soft squeeze causing an enticing gasp to emit from Lucina, slightly breaking the kiss but immediately reforming it.
All of Lucina's worries seemed to just melt away and disappear within that kiss. The expectations of being her father's daughter, her exams and studies, even her own now questionable love life. She wanted this. She needed this. She didn't want to let go of Severa, she wanted to hold her in her arms forever. She didn't want to break this kiss; it was such a sweet escape, like nothing she had ever felt before.
Eventually it had to be broken with both girls needing to come up for air. At a loss for words of what had just happened and at what she had done, Lucina stood staring at the ground thinking of something, anything to say. Breathing a bit less heavy of the two and becoming a bit more sober Severa spoke first, pouring out whatever she could.
"Lucina…I'm sorry, I-I'm so sorry, I really am. I mean I didn't know how drunk I was and how I could get that way so quickly and you were the first person I saw a-and I mean you really are pretty and I've always l-liked you but then there's your whole crush on R-Robin and I didn't think you would like me in that way because I act like such a-mph!?" She was interrupted by a pair of soft lips.
After hearing Severa explain herself, bit by bit Lucina began to think that perhaps she may not have wanted Robin all along. Maybe she wanted her.
"Severa," Lucina began, "I do like you, but this...I need time to figure this out. But please know that what we just did..I rather enjoyed it." She gave an attempt at a flirtatious wink to the other.
"Oh gods...don't go getting a big head just because the hottest girl ever kissed you."
What an ironic thing to hear from her.
"But I understand..you need time. But since you enjoyed kissing so much how about something else too?"
She led Lucina to her bed and tiring from the energy she wasted at the party and over what had just happened she immediately laid down.
Ugh seriously? This is where I wanted to get you to from the beginning, thought Lucina.
But feeling the onset of sleep and much too tired to start a small argument, she laid there with Severa. Both embracing each other as the night had reached it's peak.
A/N I'm releasing this one now to see if any of the old readers have a new opinion on this chapter and because I just felt the urge. Yes I know it's been a very long time since I updated this story but I was going through writer's block as the new chapter I had written was far too sexual to be in the story at that point. But maybe I'll release it as a standalone fic. This story has been hounding me in the back of my mind for ages and I always meant to return to it but hey time flies when you're having fun. Next rework will hopefully be next week as I have finals for my first semester in college(loving it)this week and watching Rouge One over the weekend. But please let me know what you think and I hope you liked it!
