So iv thought about writing this a million times

But everytime I think 'what if no one reads it…'

But yet I find myself sitting here, typing away.

G e t t i n g over y o u

Same thing

Different day

Here I am.. yet again….in my room….on the phone…to Sora.

We're talking about Kairi, they broke up yesterday…but Sora wants her back. So what does he do? He calls me. Kairi's best friend. Namine Sadoh.

Its been like this for a while now. They've broken up plenty of times before. And each time I get the phone call from Sora, asking me what he should do next. Honestly my expertise in the romance field is…is pretty…nonexistent.

'Namine please, Kairi means everything to me, she's my princess….she's my angel….she's…everything to me, you have to help me, I cant lose her'

I role my eyes. I feel sort of bad, but iv heard the same thing over and over…its hard to talk to him, because the way I see it, Kairi doesn't feel the same way he does….but she pretends to? Im not sure. Kairi's always been weird like that.

'Sora…you love Kairi yes?'

'more than anything..'

I hear him sniffle..

'so prove it to her how much she means to you'

'how? Iv been trying'

hes frustrated…poor kid.

'well…maybe if you think very verry hard…and come up with an amazing way to prove it to her…without my help…she will see how…how persistent you are.'

Honestly I was making up shit. I just wanted to go to eat my dinner, snuggle up in bed, and sleep. Sora was making it extremely hard for me.

'yeah…I can try,….i mean I know she loves yellow roses…and that restaurant she always goes to…the Chinese or Japanese bar?'

I yawn

'yeah maybe Sora, try that…let me know how it goes.'

I can hear the smile in his voice

'yeah, thanks so much Namine', you're the best,…I'll call you tomorrow, goodnight'

I smile.

'night Sora.'

I chuck my phone to the end of my bed. And I sit there, I consider eating my cold Sheppard's pie, then realize iv lost my appetite, I sigh and flop back onto my pillows. My soft green bouncy comfy relaxing pillows. And I stare blankly at my star covered ceiling, but not for long. I close my eyes and think of Sora and Kairi. They fight almost all the time, yet they remain so close to one another, how can two people hate each other so much, yet cant go a night without thinking of the other.

Kairi says im lucky, that I don't have to worry about the hassle of it all.

Sora says im lucky to of never experienced the hardships of love yet.

My mum says im lucky to have a loving family to rely on.

How wrong they all are.

Then I open my eyes and think of him.

On reflex, almost unemotionally I grab my laptop, open itunes, and play that song. The opening tune tugging on my heart strings, even though its been so long.

I sigh. And slump into my covers, hiding beneath my four pillows and heavy doona, listening to the muffled lyrics as I drift into a deep sleep.

Same feeling.

Different day.

I Namine Sadoh, have an amazing best friend named Kairi Welsh, a goofy kid I call my brother, Sora Torren, a mum, a dad, a dog, I have a group of friends I see on a constant basis, and fight with more so often, I love apples and have 4 visual art diaries. And I have an ex best friend who I cant ever be mad at, and an ex boyfriend who I think about everyday.

Im lucky?

Hardly.

This is just the beginning. I hope you enjoyed it ^_^

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