First:I know that there are propably millions of stories written about his subject,but I hope that you will find time to read this. This is my version of what happened to Susan after the others died in the train accident and she was left alone. Enjoy !



Dear diary,today my world turned upside down. I don`t know how am I ever going to survive from this.I have cried before but it ain`t anything compared to ..Oh,why did this happen..?Why did the most important people in my life had to...

But she couldn`t go on. This young woman is having an extremely hard day. She lost her family in a terrible accident and becose of this,she is now sitting at home and crying her heart out.

Susan Pevensie is a 21 year old lady,who lives in London. Her mother and father,sister Lucy,brothers Peter and Edmund and even her cousin Eustace are all ripped out of her life. Everyone she loves are dead and now shes alone in this world.

On that night Susan couldn`t fall asleep,nomatter how hard she tried. The lost of her family hounted her. She wished that she had the opputurnity to turn back time. Just one short moment to tell them how much she loves them and how much she misses them..But that`s not possible. After crying for hours,she finally fell asleep.

A week went by and nothing had changed. Everyone had noticed the difference in her."You seem different than before" they said. Of course her friends knew what had happened but they couldn`t understand exactly how hard it is for Susan.
Susan who had always been center of attention and the most sociable girl people knew was now quiet,and avoided peoples company.
On that night when she went to bed early. Susan took her diary. She hadn`t written anything since the accident day,but now she felt that she really needs it.

Dear Diary,I haven`t written anything for a week.I just simply couldn`t.I`m trying to go on with my life,but I can`t. My life won`t ever be the same without them..without my family.I have always wanted to be an adult but now,if I could,I would love to be a kid again..To play with Lucy,Peter and Edmund,Live happily without any worries and drama. Why did I ever want to grow up..Why did I ever planned to get married when the only man I could ever love is...

Susan stopped."No..just my imagination.." she said to herself and rubbed of the last sentence. Then she closed her diary and turned of the lights.
Then she had a dream.
First she watched herself playing hide and seek with Peter,Edmund and Lucy. How they ran into a closet and suddenly everything turned white and cold.
They were at the Beavers`s house eating and soon they noticed that Edmund ain`t there. Ms. Beaver packed and packed and soon they were running in a snow.
Then Santa Claus arrived and gave them presents, and soon the snow melted.
Edmund returned,she and Lucy watching when a witch murded a lion.
The day when they took a place as a queen and all kind of things she did as a one.
And then the vision changed. She was sitting in the trainstation with the others and they heard a sound of her horn.
She watched her self swimming on a freezing cold water and how she and her siblings found theyre old christmas present from the Clair Paravel. How they met prince Caspian and helped him to take his place as a king.
Suddenly she remembered all of the adventures and people,all of the good times with her siblings,and re-lived them.