I am at Peace

Master of Codes
The Demon Download
I rule on this throne
By anarchy
Of circuitry
This is the end of all you'll know

I do not wish to die in vain.

I will die to spite of it all.

If at all my goals matter to anyone besides myself, I will die to spite those who are against me.

Yes, I understand that my manner of speaking is not to your liking, my dear.

I know this.

But does it truly matter at this point?

At this point in time, when everything has changed so much?

No.

No it doesn't.

For years I have longed to hear your sweet voice again.

To hold you in my arms at least one more time.

It was a shame that you died so early in your life.

I will never forgive myself because of that.

Never.

The scene replays in my head over and over whenever I think about you.

It haunts my dreams.

It steals them.

It won't give my dreams back.

I look forward to the day when I can dream in peace.

For this I have created my own dream.

The dream to take back what is truthfully mine.

To bring you back.

This is all I want.

All I ask.

I am doing all of this for you.

Don't you see?

I want you back in my life.

I want you back.

Don't you understand?

This is why I have to do it.

No.

I am not being forced to take the souls of others.

It is of my own doing.

The Orichalcos was merely a tool.

The opportunity presented itself and I took it.

Doesn't that sound familiar?

You often told me that I should be wary.

That I shouldn't be so impulsive.

In matters pertaining to both business and you.

Especially you.

What is funny about that is the fact that I was never called impulsive before.

You were the first to take note of this.

I was always called "methodical".

"Captivating."

"Systematic."

"Logical."

But no.

None of this mattered to you.

You saw the real me.

And I am eternally in your debt for that.

I love you.

I love you.

I truly love you.

Please come back to me.

By my own efforts, I will make sure that happens.

I will stop at nothing to do so.

Am I at peace, you ask?

Indeed.

I am.

I am at peace.

Thank you for asking.

Fin