My first CCS fic. I hope you like it.
Chapter 1: My Immortal
My immortal
I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
The school bell had already rung. Sakura stared out the classroom window. Nothing particularly interesting was going on outside but she had to do something to avoid his eyes. Syaoran fixed his eyes on Sakura from the other side of classroom, a guilty look on his face. Just as he was about to walk over to her, Tomoyo beat him to it. "Sakura-chan. Cheer up, won't you? It's clear that we all miss your smile. Could smile again, just for me?" She pleaded.
These wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
"It's not that easy Tomoyo-chan. I feel like I have lost everything, like there is nothing left for me in this world."
"Don't speak like that! You have everything! You have good friends, you're a great student and you have a family who loves you." At that, Syaoran came over.
"Sakura-chan." He began. Sakura cut him off.
"Leave me alone Syaoran." She didn't add a suffix because she didn't know what he was to her. "Just go. Nothing you can say will make me feel any better." A tear trickled down her cheek. "You know how I feel but I know you love Meiling. I, I know it seems selfish but I really thought you loved me, and in that time, I was the happiest I've ever been but now." She stopped speaking and put her head in her hands. Then without warning her sadness turned into hate. "How could you Syaoran!? I'm 16 now. 6 years I've been by your side, helping you, and now this!? I hate you Syaoran! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!" She shook him and the fell to her knees sobbing.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you scream id fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me.
Syaoran knelt down by Sakura and went to put his hand on her shoulder but she pushed it away.
"Don't. Let me speak. When I realized my feelings for you were more than that of friend and friend, I looked deeper into them. It was like you put a spell on me. I was mesmerized by every part of you, your aura glowed. I love you so much that I don't know how I'll live without you by my side. I dream about you but now instead of them being happy dreams, they're more like nightmares slowly making me go insane." Sakura's face was pale and lifeless. It became even paler when Meiling walked over.
"Hey Sak." Meiling began. Sakura turned ghostly pale and calmly walked out the classroom door to collect her school things. "What's up with her?" Meiling asked,
"You wouldn't want to know, Meiling-chan," Tomoyo responded.
You used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now I'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
Tomoyo grabbed her things and dashed after her friend. "Hey, wait up Sakura-chan!" Sakura stopped and turned around. "Look here, maybe we should talk about this. You never know, maybe we can help you get over him." "I won't Tomoyo-chan because I love him too much. Being without him is like bleeding forever, it won't stop."
These wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
Tomoyo retorted. "Well let me say I think you have extremely bad taste in guys." Sakura looked offended. "It's not your fault though, it's Syaoran's. To think he'd do this to you after all you've done together, and where is he now? Talking to Meiling I bet." Sakura looked heartbroken.
when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
and I've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
"I have already tried so hard to get over him but I still feel so alone without him." Sakura said despondently.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me I've been alone all along.
Well that's chapter 1. Hope it wasn't too bad. 'Til next time, Koneko- chan
Chapter 1: My Immortal
My immortal
I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
The school bell had already rung. Sakura stared out the classroom window. Nothing particularly interesting was going on outside but she had to do something to avoid his eyes. Syaoran fixed his eyes on Sakura from the other side of classroom, a guilty look on his face. Just as he was about to walk over to her, Tomoyo beat him to it. "Sakura-chan. Cheer up, won't you? It's clear that we all miss your smile. Could smile again, just for me?" She pleaded.
These wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
"It's not that easy Tomoyo-chan. I feel like I have lost everything, like there is nothing left for me in this world."
"Don't speak like that! You have everything! You have good friends, you're a great student and you have a family who loves you." At that, Syaoran came over.
"Sakura-chan." He began. Sakura cut him off.
"Leave me alone Syaoran." She didn't add a suffix because she didn't know what he was to her. "Just go. Nothing you can say will make me feel any better." A tear trickled down her cheek. "You know how I feel but I know you love Meiling. I, I know it seems selfish but I really thought you loved me, and in that time, I was the happiest I've ever been but now." She stopped speaking and put her head in her hands. Then without warning her sadness turned into hate. "How could you Syaoran!? I'm 16 now. 6 years I've been by your side, helping you, and now this!? I hate you Syaoran! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!" She shook him and the fell to her knees sobbing.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you scream id fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me.
Syaoran knelt down by Sakura and went to put his hand on her shoulder but she pushed it away.
"Don't. Let me speak. When I realized my feelings for you were more than that of friend and friend, I looked deeper into them. It was like you put a spell on me. I was mesmerized by every part of you, your aura glowed. I love you so much that I don't know how I'll live without you by my side. I dream about you but now instead of them being happy dreams, they're more like nightmares slowly making me go insane." Sakura's face was pale and lifeless. It became even paler when Meiling walked over.
"Hey Sak." Meiling began. Sakura turned ghostly pale and calmly walked out the classroom door to collect her school things. "What's up with her?" Meiling asked,
"You wouldn't want to know, Meiling-chan," Tomoyo responded.
You used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now I'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
Tomoyo grabbed her things and dashed after her friend. "Hey, wait up Sakura-chan!" Sakura stopped and turned around. "Look here, maybe we should talk about this. You never know, maybe we can help you get over him." "I won't Tomoyo-chan because I love him too much. Being without him is like bleeding forever, it won't stop."
These wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
Tomoyo retorted. "Well let me say I think you have extremely bad taste in guys." Sakura looked offended. "It's not your fault though, it's Syaoran's. To think he'd do this to you after all you've done together, and where is he now? Talking to Meiling I bet." Sakura looked heartbroken.
when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
and I've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
"I have already tried so hard to get over him but I still feel so alone without him." Sakura said despondently.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me I've been alone all along.
Well that's chapter 1. Hope it wasn't too bad. 'Til next time, Koneko- chan