Disclaimer: I don't own NCIS or its characters or the song 'Tim McGraw' by Taylor Shaw.

A/N: I know this plot has been done before but please bear with me.

A/N 2: This story is set three years after Kate's death. Kate and Ari are still alive. This is just so the story matches the song.

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You said the way my blue eyes shine

Put those Georgia stars to shame that night

I said that's a lie

I'm so modest. The day Tony told me I was beautiful, I told him I wasn't and kept brushing off all of his compliments thereafter.

Just a boy in a Chevy truck

That had a tendency of gettin' stuck

On back roads at night

And I was right there beside him all summer long

And then the time we woke up to find that summer gone

Tony and I had been seeing each other for a while when I 'died'. He had this old crappy truck that would break down in the middle of nowhere. When I found out Ari was trying to kill me, the FBI put me in the Witness Protection Program. Someone impersonated Ari and 'shot' me on that roof. For the last three years, I've been living in Philadelphia as Meredith Clark.

Tony and I had good times together. We knew after a while we were meant for each other. I know it sounds corny but it's the truth.

But when you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think my favorite song

The one we danced to all night long

The moon like a spotlight on the lake

When you think happiness

I hope you think that little black dress

Think of my head on your chest

And my old faded blue jean

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think of me

We'd dance to our song in his apartment in our pajamas. We'd watch movies only to fall asleep half way through. Once, he took me out to some lake at night. He thought it'd be romantic. And it was, until we got bit by mosquitoes.

September saw a month of tears

And thankin' God that you weren't here

To see me like that

But in a box beneath my bed

Is a letter that you never read

Three summers back

It's hard not to find it all a little bittersweet

And lookin' back on all of that

It's nice to believe

I lost contact with all of my family and friends. I'd cry for hours. I was all by myself, hoping Ari wouldn't find me and Gibbs would find him first so I could come home. I'd try to write my family letters that I'd give them once I was safe. But I could only write one to Tony.

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think my favorite song

The one we danced to all night long

The moon like a spotlight on the lake

When you think happiness

I hope you think that little black dress

Think of my head on your chest

And my old faded blue jean

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think of me

According to the FBI, Ari wasn't far behind and was on my trail. He was coming to kill me. So, I get a new name and a new home. They told me I could tell one person that I was alive. Anyone. I didn't pick my parents, my siblings or even Gibbs. I picked Tony. I had to give him that letter.

And I'm back for the first time since then

I'm standin' on your street

And there's a letter left on your doorstep

And the first thing that you'll read

They drove me to Tony's apartment. I knocked on his door and waited.

And waited.

The more I waited the more nervous I became. I had no idea what he'd do or say to me.

No answer. He was at work.

I slid the letter under his door, walked back to the car and headed for a new life.

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I've got chapter 2 done. Just tell me if you want it.

And I know that the FBI probably doesn't let people tell their family that they're alive but let pretend they do.