Disclaimer: I don't own FFVII

A/N: Kadaj is dead sexy, I don't care what anyone says! I love him! Here is some Kadaj angst. Short, sorry!

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He looked down at his reflection again. Growling in disgust, he slashed at the rays of liquid with his Souba. What a shame it was that his double bladed sword couldn't rid the tainted water.

If only, Kadaj thought, if only Mother could see how capable I am of doing my job. We wouldn't need a reunion to bring him back. I wouldn't be just a... just a remnant.

"Kadaj," Loz's voice cut through his thoughts. "The young girl escaped. Probably during the battle with Big Brother." The short, spiky haired man's voice seemed nervous and trembly. He knew the short circuit of his younger sibling.

The youngest brother once again growled. "Check around here. She couldn't have gotten far." He grounded out. Yazoo appeared next to Loz and heard the dark tone in which he was spoken to.

"Don't cry Loz. We will find her." The two disappeared into the glow lit trees. The young teen sighed for the umpteenth time that night.

He had shamed Mother. Shamed himself for letting Big Brother escape their hands. If only he could show him. Show him how wonderful Mother's power is! Show him how much she does for them! Then he would see, he would realize that he too, needed to help get what She wants.

Kadaj looked up toward the sky. He had kidnapped the children and was now getting ready to bring him back. Him. Sephiroth. Mother's son. The favorite. Not Kadaj.

He was just a puppet. A tool, to help bring her beloved son back. He could be like Sephiroth. He was, literally, a part of him. Why could he not make Mother, make anyone, see him as him. Kadaj. Not remnant. Not puppet. Just, Kadaj.

He would never be the one to make anyone proud, make them understand. Not his Mother. Not his brothers. Nobody. He was alone. Alone in this Planet that was soon to be destroyed.

Poor little remnant.

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I just love Kadaj!!! I felt bad for him! Plus, he is way sexy!