Hey Guys,
This is my first story and I hope you all like it, but if you don't it's ok! Feel free to leave a review and tell me how I can improve my writing. Thanks!!!! Disclaimer: I Own Nothing; Dick Wolfe owns everything except Brayden Elliot ( The Baby)
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Growing up with an alcoholic mother always made me question the type of mother I would be, But as I stand here drowning in your precious baby blue eyes every worry I ever had fades away. All I can see now is the bright and shinning future that I want for you, Dean and I in Washington D.C. as I listen to your sweet little snores, I feel the guilt rise in the pit of my stomach when I realize that you may never know your real father.
"Your father was one of the greatest men I've ever known, and the one who stole my heart eleven years ago. I hope that you and your father will be able to forgive the sin's I committed but, I could never ask him to give up his family for the one night our partnership changed and we confessed our love for each other, giving me the greatest gift I've ever known. I promise that you, Brayden Elliot Porter will never have to live through my mistakes again, sweet dreams my brave little man."
"God please forgive me, and the sin's I've committed." As I start out the door I bump into Dean "Hey, baby how's our little man doing today?" I sigh "He's fighting, but I don't know how much longer I can take watching him suffer like this." Dean wraps his arms around me as we look in through the window of the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit at the nurse's running around the room tending to the precious babies that need their care "He's going to be ok Liv, He's strong just like his mom." He states giving me a little squeeze "I hope he's stronger than me, God I pray he's stronger." Silently I wish for a moment that Elliot was here with me, holding my hand and whispering words of comfort in my ear regarding the son we created instead of Dean
"Olivia can you hear me?" "What I'm sorry." I state snapping out of my thoughts. " I said that you need to get some rest" "Oh yeah probably" "Come on Liv" we walk back towards my hospital room, When I hear the one voice that gives me hope and shatters all of the plans I've made for Brayden and I "Olivia" My eyes meet his blue ones and all my walls break back down. "Elliot" I whisper as the world fades to black.