Blood, so much blood. It's everywhere. Everywhere...
Why is there all this blood? What happened? My heart is racing. What happened?
It's coming from... Me? No. Not me... But, then why is it...all over me? I don't remember anything. I walk forward in the dark trying to find something. Some sign of what had happened. I trip suddenly and fall on my stomach grunting softly.
Wet. Warm and wet. A bit sticky. What the hell did I just trip on? I look over my shoulder and squint my eyes making out an object of some sort.
I feel sick suddenly.
No.
Nonononono.
Oh fuck. Please tell me I'm dreaming.
"N-Nep?" I ask in a wavering voice feeling everything around me start to crumble.
Wait. If she's here then Equius isn't far behind. Or, was. Where is he? I look around my heart racing inside my chest. I see him.
Not how I wanted to. No. Not him too. Not again. Oh shit.
"No..." Hot tears start to roll down my face as I lay there in my friends blood. I'm shaking violently and suddenly I throw up, acid burning the back of my throat.
This isn't the first time this has happened. Won't be the last.
That's what makes it worse I think.
Nothing can stop it.
They can put me in a fucking ward and I'll get out somehow. Problem is, I can't remember how.
I look over at the small girl who is lying dead next to me because of the fuckong disorder I have.
How have they not just killed me already? It would be so much better on society if they did.
They'll find the bodies in...maybe three days? I'm not sure where I am so that's my best guess. They'll find me in... I don't know, maybe a week or so.
"I'm sorry Nep. I'm sorry Equius..." I mumble out before getting up on shaky legs and walking away. Like I said. Not the first time it's happened. Won't be the last.
I've become almost indifferent to it now. It makes me sick.
Well, I better hurry up and get out of here before my emotions do set in and I can't move.
OK. So. Hi! This is kinda just a test subject to see if anyone likes this or seems interested, if so then I'll continue with it but if not then I won't do anything with it. So, this is my first fic on here! Yay! Well, teaser trailer of sorts. So yeah! I hope you enjoy!