I do not own Fairy Tail! (May turn into a cross-over with Ghost Hunt!)
I stood there, forgotten. They don't seem to notice me anymore. Seems that it was all a lie. Seems like only moments ago I was running around with Team Natsu with a crazy smile in my face. Will they miss me if I die? Will they miss me at all? When will they notice me? Is this real?
All of those questions are surprisingly hard to answer... None of them are as easy as they sound.
I felt tears well up inside of my eyes, I am glad that master knows me still.
Actually sorry, I lied. I am not happy. Now I can not die in piece, actually maybe I could? Maybe I could write my will and have him force everybody to go to my funeral.
Had they always lied to me? Were their smiles fake? I started to walk away towards the groceries store. I would buy some rope and then I would hang myself. I walked into the store, it had some rope on one isle, different lengths, stretch-ability, widths, I got one that was the length of my thumb and had no strench-ability. I smiled and walked over to the cashier. She was shocked that was the only thing I was buying and I told her it was only for a mission, indeed it was. My death mission.
I ran up to the park, it was one of the secluded places. With a beutiful pond and a tree with thick branches, I was nervous. I wrote my note and grasped it carefully before I climed up the tree then I shakily wrapped the rope around the thickest branch, closest to the floor. I made it into a slip knot then tightened it. I then made the bottom curl up and make a tight nose, I made it extend a bit and I fell upside down and sqeaked.
I soon made myself hang off the tree by my legs on the trunk and arms on a branch I made my legs let go and my body went forward and made my head go through the nose. Going on solo-missions for a while really is effective.
I let go, my head fell onto the rope, it tightened around my neck. I sputtered, I choked, I gasped for air, I clawed at my throat, I made myself bleed.
After a while I felt the red liquid travel down my limp limbs..
drip,
drop,
drip,
drop,
My vision was getting more hazy with each second, the thrashing stopped, my numb limbs went back and forth gently because of the wind.
I looked at myself, I had a soft smile on my face because of the bliss of numbness. I then saw a pink haired guy enter my vision... One of the only four who cared... He said something than ran up to me.
The note dropped out of my hand and fell to the floor I soon saw the floor touch me and gentle arms grab me to take me to the guild. I looked almost as if I was sleeping. I was almost dead.
Natsu's p.o.v
"Luce!" I yelled as I saw her. I ran over to her and grabbed her, before that I grabbed the note and stuffed it into my vest. I cut the rope off of her she started to fall, but I caught her, Princess style. Why did she hang herself? I pulled her close to my chest and ran over to the guild.
SLAAAAAMM!
The door flew off the henges, but it didn't matter to me. I was too upset and angry to care. I ran into the infirmary with Luce in my arms, murmurs ran through the guild. I layed her down on the bed gently. "WENDY!" Wendy came running in and gasped.
"Lucy-San..!" She ran over, ignoring Carla's cried telling her to stop. I sat beside her as she healed Luce I saw the skin on her neck return, I heard her heart beat return and I let out a sigh of relief I didn't know I was holding. I ran up to Gramp's office.
"Gramp's!" I saw him look up and I thrust the paper from out of my vest into his face. "She tried to hang herself. Look. I didn't read it.." He took it out of my hand and read it.
"Dear Fairy Tail,
I am sorry for doing this,
But you guys don't want me anymore,
So if you want me to die, that is what i will do,
You all ignore me so I will do as you all want,
Please don't cry for me,
Levy, I want you to read and publish my book,
Happy and Natsu, I have a whole bunch of food in my fridge, unless you already ate it all.
Sincerely,
Lucy Heartfilla"
He hesitantly turned the page over.
"Dear Natsu, Happy, Master, Wendy, and Team Natsu,
I am sorry, I know you guys care about me,
I know you guys would kill everybody if I said they told me to die,
they didn't though, they just acted like it,
Promise me you won't cry for me.
Sincerely,
Lucy Heartfilla"
We were in tears at the end, I was on the floor crying. "Luuuuusssshhhhheeeee.." I got up wiped my tears, but you could still tell I was crying if you looked closely. I walked down the steps with a 'strait' face and entered the infirmary. Lucy sat there, awake. I stood there dumbstruck then jumped with glee and hugged her.
"Kyaa!" She squeaked at the sudden gester. Her face turned red and she started to hug me back, I heard a small squeal and knew that some of the guild was watching.
"Lushcee!" I got back up and started scolding here. "Don't you dare do that again! Don't you dare try to kill yourself!" I heard a gasp, and she nodded, looking at me blankly as I scolded her. "You were stupid! And an idiot, and if you thought I wanted you dead, you are even more of an idiot than me." I heard a gasp but ignored it. "You are a complete idiot!" I started to cry and then I hugged her. "Don't do that EVER again!"
"I know... I know.." Erza walked in and nodded in agreement.
"That was some pretty good scolding you did Natsu." I looked at her then back at Luce who now had 50 shades of red on her cheeks. I place my hand on her forehead.
"Luce you need some rest.. Your face is red too, you better do something about that." Her face got even redder and then I looked at Erza, she had a tint of pink on her cheeks too, then back at Luce. "I am going to get something to eat, and your letter. Master read the whole thing to me," her eyes widened and I got serious "It was a stupid reason, we would never want you dead. So don't ever hang yourself like that, you were lucky I got there in time." She smiled at me and hugged me. I stiffened and my face felt unusually warm. I smiled and got up.
"Thank you Natsu.." I turned sround to her.
"Your welcome Luce." She nodded, turned over, and went to sleep. I forced Erza out, well more like threw her out, then walked out and closed the door silently. I walked into Master's office and went in. "Gramp's we should tell the others not to go into the infirmary because she tried to hang herself." He nodded and we went onto the balcony, me right behind him.
"BRATS!" Everyone's attention went over to Gramp's and me. "LUCY HAS RECENTLY TRIED TO HANG HERSELF BECUASE OF THE WAY YOU GUYS LOOKED AT HER, SPOKE TO HER, OR EVEN IGNORED HER! WE ARE LUCKY! NATSU WAS ABLE TO GET TO HER JUST IN TIME, OR ELSE WE WOULD HAVE ONE LESS MEMBER AND A GRAVE IN HER PLACE!" Murmurs went around the guild.
"So that was why he was so serious..." "No wonder he was angry." "We are lucky to have Natsu..."
I glared at the people to silence them. It worked. They got quiet almost right away with a few 'hush'ing noises.
"DONT GO IN TJE INFIRMARY NO MATTER WHAT! PERMISSION GRANTED TO NATSU, HAPPY, WENDY, TEAM NATSU, AND ME! SO DONT EVEN TRY GOING IN THERE! SO PLEASE MAKE HER FEEL MORE WELCOME! NOW TIME FOR MY TO READ HER NOTE. DEAR FAIRY TAIL-" I lept off the balcony onto one of the tables and walked into the infirmary.
"I don't want to listen to her note again.." I entered the infirmary door quietly. "Hey Luce.. How are you?" She stirred making little shuffling sounds in the sheets and I smiled. I sat down in one of the chairs and fell asleep. Rest well Luce..
"Shh! Don't wake him up!" I heard a voice say, with giggling being muffled. I then heard a scoff.
"Yeah, we don't want to wake Pyro up when he is finally not destroying something." I can't mistake Ice Princess's annoying voice anywhere, I then heard another person shuffle.
"Like you are one to speak. Gray, clothes." A young voice stated calmly. If anything, Wendy.. Or Carla..
"S-S-SILENC-CE!" I heard some "eep"s. That is Erza for you. Even when stuttering, she is fierce. I snuggled closer to the strange warmth blowing on my face. My eyes snapped opened. I then sat up quicker than lightning and put my hands to my head. How the heck did that happen? My face was a few inches away from Luce's face. I wonder if she moved of if I somehow got closer to the head of the bed.. I then looked to my side, the giggling team was standing there, muffling laughter. I began to chase after them, yelling insults.
A shuffle caught everyone's attention. I was at the side on the bed as quick as when you snap your fingers. I was looking at her intensely waiting for her to wake. She didn't move and I sighed before plopping myself down in the chair again. I wonder when she will wake..
"Please wake up soon Luce.." I didn't even know I said it out laud before I was asleep again.
First chapter! Hope you liked it!