Disclaimer: Pride and Prejudice belongs to Jane Austen.

A/N: My first time writing in this era... I had troubles with it, but I hope you guys we'll appreciate the hard work in it... especially my editor's hard work His Last Walk . Thanks to her, I finally get to post it!

Chapter one: My Visit To Longbourn

It was a cold night when I entered our house and I heard mother, Mrs. Bennet, calling out for me, "My dear, Jane! For heaven's sake, my lovely child, you shouldn't spend time outside without my and father's consent. " She spoke to me spitefully as I made my way to the kitchen where I would find my lovely sister, Elizabeth, sitting. She gasped as she made her way towards me.

Oh! How endearing it was to see my sister so well. I would never have thought that Darcy and my dearest Lizzy would be together as for the past months; all she spoke about was Darcy's faultiness and prejudices in life. I thought I would never have a chance to be with my dear Lizzy. Having with such a married life with my loving husband, Mr. Bingley was, I thought, one of the most remarkable days of my life. Especially, by the way our affections both conclude our synchronized way of life. I never thought I would be this blissful, as though at first... I thought of my dearest Lizzy for not having someone with her, but now everything was well. I was glad into thinking that both men came here in Meryton to find themselves wives! Oh, my lord! How fervent I was to examine Bingley's perfection in my eyes. Everything in him, I found faultless. His amiable personality brought up my passion for him. Those keen smiles made me smile, and think of how much I cared and longed for his...touch and his gentle lips, lingering in my satin skin.

"Jane, my dearest sister! Oh, how I long to see and be with you. How are things with Bingley?" Lizzy's eyes lit up with joy, and hugged me closely to her.

"Everything is... falling to where it should be. I must say, he is indeed very much in love with me as I am with him. Oh, Lizzy! I just hope you are there to witness all my silly smiles and actions. You would have teased me about it all day." I sighed, taking her hands with mine as we stared into each other's eyes. It has been a long time without her; it was such a lonesome time for me. I spent my life with her and did everything with Lizzy and at this moment she was here, speaking to me like the old times. I wish to live with my sister.

Beyond those fine brown eyes, I could see her eagerness to announce her life with Darcy, and I was too, was very much indeed, ecstatic for it. For I have never seen my sister this happy, since the very last time I saw her smile was of our wedding day together. "Come what may! I must now tell you my life as the mistress of Pemberley and as of Mrs. Darcy." With much affection in her manners, she held out her hand for me to take, which I did. She led me to our old room, where we both slept in and shared. I remembered the old times where Lizzy and I would cover ourselves with a blanket and speak of Bingley and Darcy, especially my sister- in- law, Caroline Bingley, who despised my sisters' manners and silliness.

It was all coming back to me now, the good and ill will momentum of our lives. Though I still could not believe that my Lizzy and Darcy, together! It has been such astounding news to my family and I, for I always hear Lizzy complaining of Darcy's judgemental prospect in life. It made me smile, every time I caught a glimpse Lizzy's loving smile of hers. No one has ever made her this content, and Darcy had done it. I should be thankful for it, but I cannot let go of Lizzy for she was my sister and now we are both married!

"I have tons of things to speak of! Jane! You and your husband must visit me and Darcy, soon I must say in Pemberley! We are planning to host a masquerade ball for everyone! Mr. and Mrs. Collins should be given an invitation!" she laughed softly as she shared her happiness with me.

I returned her laugh with a grin, "That's wonderful, Lizzy. We shall all wear our masks and dresses where none of our husbands would recognize us! It would be a delight if you let me help you make preparations. Now, tell me, how is life being a Darcy?" I asked her, watching her carefully.

She gave out a sigh, and said, "I have no words to explain it, Jane. I'm too happy to begin with, and I'm looking forward to each day spent with him. And you and Bingley, should I say that you two are perfect for each other?" She heaved an eyebrow while both of us laughed in surprise.

She knew me perfectly, "Don't underestimate me, my little sister! You and Darcy! You two are quarrelling for most of the time and I never expected that you would end up, marrying him! Now, you tease of Bingley and I, how outrageous of you to speak of that matter!" I sighed in ridicule, mimicking our dear mother.

Her eyes danced in excitement, "Jane, I will never get tired of you. I too never suspected that I would accept an arrogant man's proposal but it all turned out to be wrong. He was as perfect as the way you and Bingley are together. Oh! Dear Papa, he was quite shock when Darcy went to speak of him of our marriage!" We both smiled in remembrance.

Papa was very dear to Lizzy; both of them have the same persona. And I felt content just seeing both of them happy as ever. At first, Papa didn't want to agree but as my family both watched her grow in bliss, that was where it all began. Our happiness as sisters couldn't be measured she was as important to me as I am to her.

"Indeed he was, and the cause of it? It was such a pleasing memory as I remember it," Lizzy said, thinking deeply within her thoughts.

I frowned suddenly remembering something and she placed her hand on top of my hand, "What is it, my dear Jane?" she asked, feeling sympathy for my unrewarded actions.

I stared at her, with a worried visage. Should I tell her my troubles in life or not? I didn't want to ruin my sister's delightful smile, but I must say so because I tell her almost everything in my life! Dear Lizzy, I didn't know what to do!

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