A/N Alright, I promised I would tell you guys the story as to why I've stopped writing for a while. I've been putting it off but its about time. Hope you enjoy!
Alright so since I can't use any real names were going to call my ex boyfriend ray.
`Ray was... not a good person while I was dating him. He cheated,
lied, argued constantly, and was super suicidal. Now I dont really care if someone is suicidal, I mean I feel bad that they feel that way but theres really nothing I can do.
Anyways he was always dragging me down every chance he got. He would go out of his way to criticize me (not in the constructive way), piss me off,
yell at me, and make me cry.
Now how would he make me cry? He would try to commit suicide, start doing drugs, and get mad when I tried to help him. (If you dont like dark shit you should stop reading now)
I remember one time I was talking on the phone with him and he decided he wanted to "huff" cleaning spray. I heard him huff the shit and when he was done he started choking! He was literally dying while on the phone with me. I sat there in a panic trying to call his mother while I listened to him pass out and nearly die. I got ahold of his mom and told her 3 times what happened.
She couldn't understand me because I was crying. He had to be taken to the hospital and I remember before he passed out he typed to me on Skype: I love you. I was balling my eyes out until I found out he was OK.
So a couple months go by, he still hasn't stopped huffing cleaning shit. One day I get a text from him and it went like this.
RAY: Hey
ME: Hey whats up
RAY: So i have something to tell you
ME: What is it love?
Ray: Im so sorry
Me: What are you talking about
Ray: Im commiting suicide
Me: NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
ME: PLEASE DONT NO NO
ME: PLEASE I NEED YOU DONT DO IT
ME: BABE PLEASE ANSWER THE PHONE
ME: BABE PLEASE I NEED YOU YOU'RE ALL I HAVE
ME: I DONT WANT TO DIE ALONE PLEASE
ME:NO
ME: NO
ME: NO
ME: NO
ME: NO
I basically just repeated the same thing over and over again through a corse of 70 to 80 text messages. So now im in full panic mode and I call 911. I tell them whats going on and they send parimedics to his house. Im crying my eyes out the whole time. I think I cied for a full 5 hours. Finally at midnight I get a text that says, "Im sorry babe, im fine im at the hospital getting stitches on my wrist. I was so glad he was alive and I imediatally tell him I love him like 40 times. But little did I know the relationship was about to end.
Fast foward to about 3 months. I get a text from Ray
Ray: Hey whats up
Me: Hey nothing much jusyt chilling playing black ops 3 wanna play with me?
Ray: I have something to tell you
Me: Shoot me the question
Ray: so... im a poligimist and i date multiple people and i choose who to marry, Im hoping your ok with that Maddison is alright with me dating you
Me: ARE YOU FUCKIN SERIOUS YOUR CHEATING ON ME WITH SOME DUMB BITCH?
Ray: Its not like that
ME: YES THE FUCK IT IS WTF!
ME: Look I dont want to say this but i have to. I dont like the idea of u dating her and me at the same time. I proposed to you and you're basically saying fuck you.
When you accepted my proposal we promised to get married but now you're dating some bitch? This isn't going to work out if you're with her. You're basically saying my proposal means nothing. Im crying when i while im typing this but i have to put my foot down, Either you lose her or you lose me. Your choice.
GUESS WHO HE CHOSE. SUPRISE SUPRISE THE DUMB BITCH HAS TAKIN MY MAN AND IM HERE ALONE. LEFT WITH NOTHING BUT A FUCKING RING AND SADNESS.
Thats why ive stopped writing for a while. I honestly dont know if ill ever start writing fanfiction again... Well just see how this goes. Thanks for reading if you stuck around you are the true MVP
Love you all
-Mike