When people say your perfect match is out there, is that really true? Or do they just tell you that because they know your going to die alone. Cause it sure as hell feels like I'm going to die alone. I don't understand what I always do wrong. I treat the girl like a princess and we both feel a connection, but when I ask the girl to be my girlfriend she always says she wants to be friends. I just don't get it and I feel sick of it. I'm sick of getting rejected girl after girl, I just want one that accepts me for who I am and not just the brother of Drew Torres. I want my real princess. I use to think she was out there but recently I doubt it. After the last girl I don't know if I can let another in my life.
Today was the first day of grade 11 at degrassi. Oh joy I thought to myself. Another year to get rejected or worse have my brother steal my crush. Which is why I decided that this year I'd say single, that was I wouldn't get my heart broken.
I walked into first period where of course Drew was in the back with Bianca. I wish she would have accepted me. She's smoking I mean look at her. I envy Drew because he's with her. I sat in the middle of the classroom beside the last empty seat of the classroom. Sitting by myself again this year.
I was tapping my pencil against my desk bored when suddenly she walked into the room. I dropped my pencil to the floor lost in my gaze at her. She was beautiful. Her silky brown hair, her deep blue eyes made me fall under her spell. She probably didn't even realizes she was putting one on me. She was stunning.
"Is anyone sitting here?" I heard a voice say beside me.
"huh?" I looked over to her standing there. Only a metre away from me.
"Is anyone sitting here?"
"Oh no, I mean no one is" I had to force myself to stop talking before I blabbered on.
"Mind if I sit here then?" She smiled softly.
All I could do was nod. I was afraid something embarrassing might slip out. She nodded and took the seat beside me.
Stupid. Stupid Adam. Now she's definally going to think your stupid. I looked over at her for a second to find she was looking back at me. I smiled quick then turned back around.
Something inside me told me to break my promise and ask her out, but I couldn't, even if I knew this girl was the one I couldn't let her or any other girl break my heart again, And also Drew couldn't have her. I'd just have to keep my mouth shut. Plus I didn't even know her name.