What is in bold below is what Stephenie Meyer wrote in eclipse :)
I didn't get very far before driving became impossible.
When I couldn't see any more, I let my tires find the rough shoulder and rolled slowly to a stop. I slumped over on the seat and allowed the weakness id fought in Jacobs room crush me. It was worse than I thought- the force of it took me by surprise, Yes I had been right to hide this from Jacob. No one should ever see this.
But I wasn't alone for very long- just exactly long enough for Alice to see me here, and then the few minutes it took him to arrive, the door cracked open and he pulled me into his arms.
At first it was worse.
Actually it was worse, this isn't what I wanted, I wanted him, no I needed not wantedhim. Jacob. I pushed away from him and looked at his face, a face I loved unconditionally and always will love. But I wanted to grow old and have children and live a long and happy life as a wolf girl. It was true what Jacob said about the magic nonsense, if it didn't exist I would be with him but with all the monsters and magic in the world I still am going to be with him.
"Edward, please get out of the truck." I whispered. He looked at me in confusion, and pulled me close to look into my eyes, I looked away from him. "Get out the truck, Please? I need to see him again."
"Bella, you've been through so much today, you need your rest, go and see him again tomorrow."
"No Edward." I glared at him. "I'm going back now, either get out the truck or come with me, your choice. But the second option will probably hurt you more." I didn't mean to sound so angry towards him. Slowly Edward opened the door and climbed out the truck.
"I will always be here Bella." He whispered before shutting the door. I couldn't put the key in the ignition faster, I failed twice and dropped it in the foot well before I finally start up the truck, then i was speeding back towards Jacob. My Jacob.