This is my first real story, so don't judge on the first chapter. This story is about how Bella gets back at Edward for all the times he pushed her away, without realizing it at first but slowly ends up getting what she is doing by seeing Edward do things she would never expect. Hope you like it! (I do not own Twilight...)
Beautiful, the only thing that was flowing threw my mind when we first stepped in the huge condo. I couldn't help but smile as Edward picked me up bridle style and walked me in. I chuckled a little under my breath, I actually was a bride and my god looking husband was carrying me. Never thought that would happen.
" What so funny, love?" He asked, confusion on his face as he carries his randomly giggling bride.
" You..this.. Everything, it's all just so.. Amazing, I never thought this would happen. And now I have my vampire boyfri... Husband, carrying me into this condo mansion. I never thought I would be in this position." I smiled shyly.
" Do you not like it? Is there anything I can do? I didn't mean to put you in.." I cut him off.
" NO, no, it's not that, I'm happy I'm here.. With you. I've been waiting for this moment for so long and now it's actually happening. It's just hard to believe." I told him.
" Oh, Bella, you have no idea how long I've waited for this moment, I've only dreamt of marrying you.. Well, not dreamt, but if I could dream, you would be in every one of them."
We both laughed as he set me down on the wooden floor of the living room.
" Why don't you go look around while I get the bags."
I could only node as I look around the room in awe.
Just this room only must have cost a fortune. Everything just seemed so elegant and beautiful, It made the Cullen's house look like a regular home. I've never seen anything that could compare to just this one rooms beauty, and it was only the living room!
I decided to go explore the other rooms but each room I explored put my words to dust. This house was perfect, nothing could compare the living room... Except the other rooms. I laughed a little, even the bathroom looked better then my whole house. The bath looked like it could fit 5 people and the shower was one of those water fall showers. Never actually seen one of those before.
" Definitely gonna be using that." I thought to myself.
The last room I explored was the bedroom. I walked in to see Edward standing in front of the bed looking at it. I couldn't read the emotions on his face, worry maybe? He looked up at me and his face changed. "Love." I could read that emotion easily.
" How's the house, my love?" He walked towards me and held my hand.
" It was wonderful, I've never seen anything like it. It's all so beautiful Edward." I told him.
" I'm glade you like it, I'll have to send my thanks to Carlisle for letting me use it."
" Esme is very lucky." I said.
He lifted his eyebrow, " Maybe we should get an island for you."
" What? No!" I stopped his thought right there. No way he is buying me an island. He chucked in response, he lifted my hand up and put a light kiss on my skin. The slight tingle in me rises up like it always has.
" When are you gonna let me spoil you Mrs. Cullen?" He asked.
I shrugged my shoulders and rolled my eyes. I never liked to be spoiled, and he knew that, just the thought of someone spending money on me, just doesn't feel right. Even with everything that Edward has given me, I'll never be able to pay him back. The last thing I want him to do is put an island on the list.
" Why so stubborn." He said, as he pulls me in for a kiss. It felt nice, kissing my husband.
My husband... I could get use to that. I smiled and deepen the kiss. My hand slides into his hair pulling him closer, I can feel his tongue trailing my lips, asking for permission to enter. I gladly give it to him. Our tongues collide, fighting for dominance. He wins. He always wins. I don't mind it though, his taste is so amazing. I try to pull him closer, if that's even possible. His hands slide down my back to my butt. He squeezed it lightly, lifting me a little, pushing me more into the kiss. I gasp a little, surprised by the touch. It was such an erotic moment, I forgot I needed to breathe. He must have forgotten too because he showed no sign of stopping.
I push on his chest a little remind him what I needed. He pulls back and starts to leave kisses all over my face while I sit there catching my breath, only to be wanting more.
I start giggling as he starts to nibble on my ear, turning my head to make him stop, I see this huge white bed right beside us, the bed he was staring at when I walked in. I haven't really took the time to look at this room yet, but the bed definitely was he center piece of the whole room. He noticed how I was just gawking at the bed knowing exactly what I was thinking.
This was our honeymoon, and this was our bed. This is where I knew we were going to make love. The thought made me kinda scared.
" What if I'm not good enough? What if he doesn't like what he sees?" He could see the worry on my face. To sooth my worry he changes the subject.
" Why don't we go for a swim?" He asked.
" That would be nice... I could use a minute though.." I said shyly.
" I'll be waiting." He gave me a smile, turned and started to walk out the huge door, which I haven't noticed either. He was unbuttoning his shirt and slides it off slowly. He looked like a god, I've never seen something so sexy then him walk away with his shirt off.
"Definitely could get use to that." I thought to myself.
I had to get my thoughts on track. I know I didn't smell that great, it was a long way here and my breath wasn't the most pleasant sent ever. I walked back to the bathroom, grabbing my toiletry bag. First finding my toothbrush and brushing my teeth.
After getting that done I looked in the mirror trying to think of all the things I need to do before I go out there. Is there anything I could perfect about myself. I didn't need to shave my legs or any other part or my body because I did that before the wedding so I should still be good. I grabbed a brush and started brushing all the nots out of my hair. After that I just stood there, not really knowing what to do. Why was this so hard, I'm just going swimming with my vampire husband that could potentially lead up to making love. Normal like always... Right?
What to wear? We were going swimming so I should probably start out with a swim suit, shouldn't be too hard.
I ran back into the bedroom to look for one. I open my suit case to find some thin material that looked nothing like a swim suit. "Alice!"
I can't believe she could do this to me, she knows how I hate wearing this kind of stuff. I looked up at the ceiling and gave a mean look, hoping Alice can see me right now. Showing her how much she's making me struggle. I knew I shouldn't have let her pack for me.
It was all my fault and now I'm throwing things out of the suit case, trying to find anything that wasn't see threw. A bra, panties, anything! I'll wear a damn shirt if i have too.
I was getting frustrated, throwing clothes everywhere from my struggle. " Might as well go out there naked." I thought sarcastically to myself.
Then it hit me. Why don't i just go naked? I mean, its not like anything he isn't going to see... Hopefully. He's probably out there naked right now and thought the same thing... Hopefully. I was really hoping for a lot of things, hope is the only thing that can save me from my struggle right now.
I finally worked up the courage to get undressed and grab a towel. As I walked threw the huge doors leading to the water from our bedroom, I couldn't help but notice how everything just seemed so beautiful and calm. The wind wasn't blowing, the temperature felt perfect and the water seemed at bay. The only thing that really caught my attention though was Edward standing waste deep in the water. The moonlight shining on his skin, making him glow a little.
It was so breathtaking, to see him like this. He had his back turned to me so I couldn't really see his face, I knew he could tell I was there, my heart was beating so hard, you could probably hear it standing ten feet away.
I checked to see if he was wearing any swimming trunks but could really see. He didn't go threw his suit case before he went to the water so he couldn't be wearing any. Or maybe he's just wearing his underwear. These thought went through my mind till I made the decision that he was not wearing any.
Their was no turning back, I will not back down and be a coward. This is my husband, I shouldn't be shy to show him anything. Soon he will see everything anyway if he keeps to his promise to make love to me.
The thought of it still scared me... " What if he doesn't want to make love to me? What if he's only doing this because I made him promise me..."
The last thing I want is to make him have sex with me, just because he feels like he has too. I will never do that to him, I will control myself and stop him if I have to. Well... I'll try.
I get so lost in him when we kiss. It will be hard but I won't do it until I feel like he's ready. At least then, I can prove to him that I care for his virtue and what he really wants.
With that decision made, it still didn't stop me from walking out their with him. It was the least I could do for going through all that struggle.
" Well, here goes nothing.." I dropped the towel and started walking in the water towards him.
First chapter done, I hope it was good. Leave comments on how I did or anything I could do better! Thanks!