Title: Tireseus
Chapter: One/Three
Rating: PG-16
Pairing: Willow/Buffy
Spoilers: Season two.
Timeline: This is Angel becomes Angelus
and goes all grr.
Beta Readers: Scotty Welles
Shadow Mage
Summary: A spell sends Willow's life spiraling out of
control, and
no matter what she does things only get more and
more complicated.
Disclaimer: So not mine
PROLOGUE
She gulped at the two men pacing her living room. She
couldn't stop
the nervousness she'd been feeling since the two
Watchers had shown up
on her doorstep asking for her help. She
could handle Giles, who was
more of a father to her than her own
father, but this was different.
These were two freaky-acting
strangers.
"What kind of help? Because I doubt I could
help you, not that I don't
want to. It's just that I'm plain old
dependable Willow. There's
nothing special about me. Well except
my hacking, but no illegal
hacking because that would be bad.
Very bad, and I'm too young to go
to jail."
The
elder of the two men squinted at her over his spectacles. His
behavior reminded her of a retired solider. Under his intense
gaze she
was tempted to back up, but there was another part of
her, the part
that helped the Slayer that was keeping her
standing in front of him.
"There's been a recent series
of murders, all involving young men with
magical abilities. We
believe that a demon's behind them, however
there are too many
possibilities."
She let out a relived sigh. "I'll
call the others and we'll start
doing our thing right away."
"That's not what we need you for."
She had
a very bad feeling about this. "Th-then w-w-w-why do you need
me?"
"We want you to go undercover to catch it."
She blanched at the idea of her going... "Um,
why me? I'm just a
normal adolescent female, with absolutely no
magical abilities." Yep,
let's see them contradict that.
"Actually you do, they're simply latent."
Really.
She smiled at the idea of her, mousy Willow, a witch. Her
eyes
narrowed slightly and she crossed her arms. "But you said this
thing went after young men. In case you hadn't noticed...I'm
still a
woman."
The younger man smirked and held up a spell book. "Not for long."
CHAPTER ONE
He stood outside the library between the two Watchers he had
come to
despise. Not only had they forbade him to tell the others
about this,
but they had made it clear that she...that HE had to
work with the
others on this. He glared over at the younger
Watcher, thinking that
when this was over he was going to rip the
creep a new...
The older Watcher gripped his arm and yanked
him through the doors,
ignoring the cautious looks that the
others were giving them.
Giles stood and eyed the new
arrivals suspiciously. "May I help you?"
he inquired
archly.
The younger man snorted softly as he took in the
others, his eyes
lingering on Angel. "This is William,"
he stated. "The council sent
him to help you."
Giles
frowned at the young upstart, making him take a step back. "I
wasn't expecting him until tomorrow."
"We left
early. There's an emergency that requires us to get back
immediately. Now, if you'll excuse us..."
He watched
them disappear, suddenly wanting nothing more than to go
with
them. Slowly he looked back at his friends, and swallowed under
Buffy's gaze, suddenly feeling like a specimen on display.
Running his
hand through his short red hair, he smiled shyly at
them. "Uh, hi?"
"Will, huh?" Xander
chuckled. "Man, we lose one Will only to get
another. Talk
about a coincidence."
Cordiella smiled at him with a
strangely predatory glint. She
approached him and took his hand,
squeezing more softly and slowly than
a polite handshake
required. "I'm Cordiella. I'd be...happy to show
you
around."
"Yeah, she just loves to take men on a
tour of her body," Xander
muttered behind her. "Then
again, there's not that many men who
haven't seen...eek!"
He whimpered as Cordiella gripped him between the legs. "What
was it
you were saying?" she asked sweetly.
"Nothing! Nothing!!" He sunk to the floor when she let go.
Buffy
smiled at him and shrugged. "Welcome to the hellmouth." She
popped up and grabbed his elbow, stirring him away from Cordy. "I
don't suppose you know how to use a computer?"
"I...think
I can mange." His stomach fluttered as she sat next to him,
her
hand still resting against his arm. She leaned into him as she
caught him up on the case. Her hot breath tingling his skin.
Every
once in a while he'd feel her leg brush against his. 'I'm
in soooo
much trouble. '
He leaned back in his chair, and rubbed his tired eyes.
The others had
left a few hours ago, but he hadn't been ready to.
The idea of being a
man for the next couple of weeks was
strangely terrifying, and he had
no desire to go home to bed.
"Hey, what're you still doing here?"
He
yelped as his chair fell over, with him in it. Groaning slightly as
the image of an amused Buffy standing over him refired the
hormones
that were so fickle.
"Are you okay?"
He reluctantly took the offered hand, nodding at her, not
trusting his
voice at the moment. Instead he righted his chair.
"I...uh..." He
cleared his squeaking voice and tried
again. "I wanted to check a few
more sites before I left."
Buffy hopped up on the table next to him, giving him a view
of her
legs. "I'll walk you."
He glanced
wearily into her face seeing the determined clench of her
jaw.
"All right, just let me shut down."
"So...you're from England?"
"Yeah. It's very...wet." He
stood up, hoping that his friend didn't
decide to question him
anymore. And that she wouldn't notice the
effect she was having
on him. The male anatomy he was adjusting to
made it harder to
hide his feelings.
The manners that had been drilled into him
as a young child came
rearing up, forcing him to help her off the
table. Her body slid
against his, sending hot blood rushing
through him.
"Thanks." She smiled at him, melting his heart.
"N-no p-problem."
She took his
hand and guided him out of the library. "I guess you must
miss
your girlfriend, being so far away."
He let his hand
drop from hers, way to aware of her proximity for
comfort. "Oh,
I don't have one."
The barest look of glee passed over
her face before she covered it.
"Oh? You broke up?"
"I've never...uh...dated." He cleared his throat
again. Trying to
pick up their pace.
"I find that hard to believe." She cocked her head at him and smiled.
"Why?"
"You seem to be a nice guy, not to mention cute."
'She thinks I'm cute...' He couldn't
stop the large grin from
splitting his face, giddiness over
flowing him.
"I...thank you." He blushed softly
ducking his head. "What about you?
Any special men in your
life?"
She sighed and leaned against him, hooking her
arm through his.
"It's...complicated."
"How?"
"I care about Angel, but..." She trailed off awkwardly.
"Is it the 'Vampire Slayer' thing?"
"Every time we're around each other, I have to fight my instincts."
He stopped outside his house and turned to
her. "But you love him, and
in the end that's all that
matters."
She hugged him tightly. "Thank you."
He watched her walk off, his body missing her warmth. 'Well,
at least
it can't get any worse...'
He should have known better.
He poked his head into the library, slipping inside after
determining
that it was empty. It was only lunchtime, and he had
no idea how he
was going to make it through the rest of the day.
So far he'd been hit
on by most of Cordy's clones and a number of
women he'd never even
known before today. Cordy and her group had
even ambushed him a few
minutes before trying to talk him into
having lunch with them.
He just couldn't understand it; as a
woman, everyone had made her life
miserable and ignored her. But
the second she was a man, he became the
very thing she'd always
dreamed about. Now, though, after seeing how
the other side
lived, all he wanted to do was become Willow again.
"There you are, I've been looking all over for you."
'Here we
go again...' He forced a smile as he turned to Buffy, weary
of
her after the day's events. "Hi."
"I heard you were having a little trouble with Cordy."
He rolled his
eyes. "You have no idea. I never knew that women could
be
so..."
"Predatory?"
"You could say that. I can't wait for school to be over."
A wicked statement crossed her face. "Why don't we leave?"
"You mean skip? I've never skipped in my entire life."
Buffy
grabbed his arm and lead him to the back entrance of the library
and
out into the parking lot. "Then it's about time you did."
He flopped back onto the beach in his soaking wet swim
trunks, laughing
harder as Buffy landed on his chest. His arms
naturally surrounded
her, hugging her to him. "I can't
believe we did this."
She propped herself up on her
elbow so that she was inches from his
face.
" It
must be hard not having a boyfriend that can do this sort of thing
with you."
She nodded, her fingers playing over his
chest. " We're not exactly
dating anymore."
" Why what happened?"
" There's so much angst between
us, and...somethings missing."
Buffy stared down at him
slyly. Her blue eyes drilling into his. Their
bodies melded into
each other instinctively. " Something I experience
when I'm
around you."
His laughter faded away as he became aware
of her wet body pressed
against hers. "Uh...maybe we
shoul..."
Her lips silenced him, chasing any thoughts from his mind.
'This is wrong, she's your best friend. Bad,
bad
Will...oh...that's...' He moaned involuntarily as she ground
into him,
both of them quickly losing control. His hands began to
wander over
her back, pulling her closer to him.
She
moved her lips to his neck, sucking the skin. "I feel like I've
known you for a long time. Like you remind me of someone..."
He shuddered under her hands. "I've...never felt
anything like this
before."
He crushed their lips
back together, stripping off her swimsuit as she
rolled over. All
senses lost in a daze of hormones, and passion...
Chapter: Two
He quietly went downstairs, hoping that Buffy would be too
worn out to
hear him. After the last few hours he needed sometime
to himself. He
just couldn't concentrate around her. It was
disturbing to have the
feelings she'd so desperately tried to
deny force their way to the
surface, and she wasn't even sure
what those feelings were.
'I'm a bad, bad, evil person. I
slept with my best friend. I let my
hormones control me.' He
covered his face with his hands. 'But
was it really my hormones?
Or just this body's...?'
His heart kept aching with every
thought of the blonde Slayer, and when
he actually saw her... It
was almost painful. Then of course there was
his stomach, doing
all kinds of acrobatics inside him, and when they'd
kissed that
first time, a warm tingling had invaded his body.
'If I
didn't know any better I'd swear I was in love with her...' His
smile faded off his face as he ran over his feelings again. 'Oh,
goddess forgive me, I am.'
Oh, she was a bad, bad person.
She... HE'd betrayed his only female
friend. Oh, she was soooo
going to hell. The only question was what
did she do now? Or he.
Whatever.
He walked into the kitchen, reflecting that he now
knew what Xander
went through all the time. A growing teenage
boy's developing libido
was a serious matter.
He grabbed
an apple, pausing to look around. He had the strangest
feeling
that something was off.
He shrugged and took a large bite of
the apple, the juice running down
his chin.
Sharp pain
shot through his back, forcing him off balance. He tried to
grab
the table, but his juice covered hands slipped free, sending him
head first into the table. A powerful presence behind him took
hold of
him...
"Hey. Rasputin, over here."
Buffy's smirk faded as the older man
disappeared.
The presence vanished, retreating from the sight of witnesses.
He
moaned pitifully as Buffy kneeled over him. What was it with
Slayers
and timing? Why couldn't she have waited another minute? His
job
was to get captured, not rescued.
"Are you okay?"
He nodded, reluctantly letting her help him. "What happened?"
"I'm not sure but we're going to find
out." The determined tone in
Buffy's tone told him one
thing. His assignment had just become
harder.
He half-heartedly fought against the Slayer as she
dragged him into the
library. The early Saturday morning rays
were lighting the two-story
library, making his already
sleep-blurred eyes wince.
"What took you so long?"
Xander swallowed the bite of doughnut,
glaring at the Slayer.
"So, do you mind telling us just why you
dragged us all out
of our warm beds at such an ungodly hour?"
"Oh my god, what happened to you?"
He grinned uneasy as Cordy
raced over to him, gently checking the bump
on his forehead,
totally oblivious to the jealous glare that Buffy was
giving her.
"Will was attacked last night," Buffy replied.
He
frowned slightly at Jenny Calendar coming out of Giles' office, the
confused look on her face was setting off alarms.
The dark haired teacher stopped a few feet from him. "Willo..."
He grabbed her arm and pulled her out into the hall.
"William," he
hissed. "Name's William, okay?"
She shook her head, unfooled. "Willow, what happened to you?"
"It's a long story, just please promise me that you won't tell them."
Jenny pursed her lips
together and nodded tightly. "Fine, but you are
going to
tell me everything. Now."
"Uh, everything?"
"Ev-er-y-thing," she enunciated clearly.
"What about the others? They're expecting me to help
with the
research. In fact, we should probably go back right
now." He popped
up from the living room couch, preparing to
make a dash for the front
door.
"Willow, sit down."
He automatically plopped back down next to Miss Calendar.
"How did you
know it was me?"
"For one
thing, I could sense your aura. Secondly, if I didn't know
better,
you could be Willow's fraternal twin. Now, I believe you have
some
explaining to do."
"Oh, well, see, these two Watchers showed up at my house..."
"What Watchers?"
"They didn't tell me their names, but this one guy had
this tatto
on the side of his neck, like a horned goat or
something. They
said that this demon was killing teenage boys,
and they wanted
me to go undercover."
Jenny frowned at him. "Why would they want to use you?"
"They
said something about my having abnormally strong latent powers,
and
that it would lure the demon to me."
Jenny stood and
moved to the long line of bookshelves built into the
wall, her
finger tracing each book, mumbling under her breath. Half
way
down the ancient looking shelves she pulled a large, dark green,
leather-bound book out. She absently walked back to the sofa,
while
rapidly flipping through it. "The only reason that
adolescent males
would be needed," she reason aloud, "would
be for the transference
ceremony."
"But they
said..." He trailed off, trying to remember specifics of the
men who'd showed up. They'd known all the correct information
about
the scoobies. Who was who, what they did, how much each of
them were
needed. But when it came to the Slayer, they had been
coming off as
though they were proud of her. A Slayer that
disobeyed the Council's
orders, who had a group of mortals
helping her, who was also getting
help from a vampire. "They
weren't Watchers...?"
"No, they were probably
members of a satanic cult. They need the
transference ceremonies
to drain the magical properties from males
going through puberty.
Females are no good to them, because of the
inherent yin
qualities, as opposed to the male yang."
"You make it sound like they're some kind of vampires."
"They
are, in a way. Most of them don't have true powers, they depend
on
the ceremony to get the powers they need."
Will groaned into his hands. "And I fell right into their trap."
Jenny
rubbed his back. "You didn't know. What you did was one of the
most unselfish acts I can think of. I can't think of much that
would
make me agree to be trapped in a male form, and all the
macho crap that
comes with it." She paused. "Although
there are a few days a month
when...well, let's not get into
that. Now, we better tell the other so
that..."
"NO!! Miss Calendar, you can't! You promised!"
"We need their help if we're going to stop all this."
"I
know, but if they found out I was really..." He wanted to die at
the thought of Buffy learning who she really was, after what
they'd
done together...
Jenny stared down into his eyes
and sighed. "All right, why can't I
tell them?"
Will
ducked his head, trying to control the deep blush that engulfed
his
face and neck.
"IsortafellinlovewithBuffyandweaccidentallyslepttogether."
Jenny collapsed back onto the couch, gaping slightly at the
painfully
shy young man. "Oh, Willow, you didn't?"
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, but you can't just tell
them. Please,
Miss Calendar?"
She sighed heavily. "All right, on two conditions."
"Anything."
"First, you agree to let me begin teaching you how to
control your
powers. The male form focuses them differently than
the female, same
reason only boys are targeted."
He
nodded. Discovering the different centers of gravity in this form
had given him new appreciation for the necessary adjustments.
"Okay."
"Second, we tell Giles. We'll need his
wisdom and guidance to deal
with the cult, and you can trust his
discretion with the...other
matter."
He gulped. "Yeah, he'll be cool about it. He'll be calm..."
"YOU WHAT...?!!"
He quickly ducked
behind Jenny's back, trembling slightly from the
anger radiating
from her mentor. "I didn't mean to. I was only trying
to
help."
"If you'd simply come to me to begin with,
none of this would've
happened." Giles jerked off his
glasses and began to wipe them.
"Actually, it would've
happened anyway. These men have targeted
Willow, since the others
probably weren't strong enough to work in the
ceremony. Even if
Willow had refused, they still would've cast the
spell on her, so
that they could use her."
Giles stared hard at Jenny,
his eyes flashing in frustration. "And
you're saying that
Willow is..."
"Yes."
"And just how, may I ask, do you know this?"
Jenny dropped her
gaze briefly before meeting his intense gaze. "I'm
from the
gypsy tribe that cursed Angelus. I've known for a while how
strong
Willow was."
"Y-you're..." Giles sighed,
running a hand through his hair. "Just
how strong is she?"
"Strong enough to be a part of my tribe."
"Oh
dear." Giles pinched his nose, mumbling to himself. "Very
well,
we'll need to inform the others, so that we can correct
this mess."
"I'm afraid that's going to be a problem."
"What now?"
Oh boy, here came the really embarrassing part...
Jenny chuckled slightly.
"It seems Willow has been, ah, playing
'Romeo' with Buffy."
Will braced himself for another explosion, but after a long,
long
silence, Giles simply took off his glasses, rubbed at his
eyes, and
muttered, "These horny teenagers will be the death
of me..."
He felt guilty. No, he felt like he should be damned for
all eternity.
His one favorite part of his personality was that
he was a good
person, one who just didn't give into temptation.
Except for a few
hours ago, when he'd...no, let's be honest,
SHE'd made love to the only
woman to befriend her, and worse,
she'd loved every second of it.
There was a connection
between them that had been there when he was a
'she', but now it
was even stronger, drawing her to her friend with an
intensity
that scared her. But none of it really mattered. In a few
weeks,
he'd go back to being plain old Willow, best friend. Buffy
would
be none the wiser. And these feelings would go away when she got
her
old familiar body back. Wouldn't they...?
Things were just so
complicated, and she hadn't even figured out what
she was going
to do now.
The hairs on his neck stood up, it felt like
someone was trying to use
their eyes to drill into him. He
swallowed and subtly began to glance
around himself, keeping up
his slow pace.
His eyes paused for a second, then dropped
back to the ground. In the
shadows across the street was a man
with white hair and gold eyes that
glowed dimly, just enough for
him to see them. From the sides of his
eyes he could see the man
moving across the street, a long, metal,
detailed staff in his
right hand.
As the man drew nearer, Will was certain he could
sense something dark
radiating from the staff like the rumblings
of a storm cloud.
He struggled to remain conscious, but the
blackness had already begun
to settle over his mind...
Jenny was tired. Giles had been very unhappy with her
over keeping her
identity secret. He'd been even more unhappy
when she'd told him about
the 'happiness' clause in the curse,
but he'd been downright shocked
and saddened when he'd found
about Buffy and Willow.
The blonde Slayer had been so
ecstatic in the last two days. Her
performance had improved
greatly, and she was lighthearted in general.
Both adults knew
that the truth would come as a terrible blow to her,
but they
couldn't afford to deal with her heartbreak and depression
under
the current circumstances. They'd both agreed that, for the time
being, they would allow Willow to keep this a secret, though they
both
believed that Buffy needed to know the truth. Sooner or
later.
She sped up as she approached Willow's block, having
decided that the
young man should stay with her until this whole
thing was over. That,
of course, required some discretion, as a
student living with a teacher
of the opposite sex was pure
scandal-fodder at the best of times. But
desperate times called
for desperate measures.
She turned left, and nearly slammed
on her brakes as she spotted the
elder man picking Willow up. She
slowed down, turning off her
headlights.
The man didn't
seem to notice her as he climbed into a black van that
was parked
nearby.
She slammed her foot onto the gas pedal to follow the
van racing off.
With her free hand, she quickly dialed Giles'
number on her car phone.
'Come on, pick up...'
Buffy was almost giddy as she sneaked into Willow's
house, clutching
her overnight sack to her body. She couldn't
believe any of this was
happening. The minute she'd meet Will,
she felt an intimate connection
to him that was so strong that it
was impossible for her to fight.
Then again, she didn't want to
fight it.
She silently opened the bedroom door, and entered
the dark room, her
eyes running over the nude man, now asleep. He
was so beautiful in her
eyes. Lean, pale body...
Unmoving...
Chapter:
Three
He moaned from where he lay on the damp, wooded soil. A deep
pain
inside his head pounded away, sharp intense knives cutting
through his
mind. The pain kept intensifying until he was
whimpering loudly.
Bright dots of light flashed on the inside of
his eyelids. Falling
into a black pit of unconsciousness, he
struggled until the pain was
all consuming and burst. He screamed
out as he felt something in his
mind give way.
"The block's removed."
"Then it worked?"
"Yes, sir."
"Very well, begin the ceremony."
He muttered in protest as once more he faded into darkness...
"Damn," Jenny whispered. Giles still wasn't
there, and the cult had
just lifted the block that was keeping
Willow's powers latent. If they
didn't stop this now, they'd be
too late.
Chanting under her breath, she concentrated on
Willow. 'Awaken, child.
Before it's too late...'
The
young male stirred, slowly opened his eyes. He glanced around him,
and took in the situation. The speed with which his mind regained
consciousness and clarity might have surprised him, if he'd been
safe
at home in bed. He wasn't.
"What the...? He's awake!"
The taut muscles in his body responded with
dynamic vigor as he leapt
to he feet, shouldered by the two
figures like a football player, and
took off into a sprint
towards Jenny's hiding place. The impulse in
his mind guided him
there even before he registered her presence.
The two men
chased after him, but Jenny held her hands out and chanted
in the
Ancient Tongue. A dark aura flashed out around them, leaving
them
both on the ground to weak to move.
"What did you do?" he gasped, the sudden exertion catching up to him.
Jenny led
Willow towards her car. "I released the powers they'd
stolen."
"Yes," a chilling voice declared, "but you haven't taken mine."
They stopped short of the elder
wizard standing in front of them. His
eyes spiraled red, glowing
at them. They caught a glimpse of a thin
forked tongue, and two
small horns on his forehead.
"Uh, Miss Calendar. Now would be a good time..."
He smirked at them. "Your
teacher's skills are limited, young one.
Besides, I'm afraid
that, while it's simple to release borrowed magic
from students,
a Master's powers are inherent. They cannot be stolen,
especially
when the master is a demon."
Will stared down at his
feet and frowned. "Oh, well I guess that idea
is out of the
question."
Jenny smiled at him. "Maybe, but there's
one thing you didn't count
on."
"Oh? And what's that?"
"Me," said a new voice.
The
wizard had just begun to turn, when the sword drove straight
through
his back and out of his chest.
"That...hurt..." he
rasped, staring at the blade. The wizard gasped
and fell face
first into a mud puddle, dead.
Buffy withdrew the blade
quickly. "Serves you right for that
clone you left to kill
me."
Willow squeaked in surprise as the blonde Slayer
kissed her
passionately. 'My hero...'
His hands began to
slide under her shirt subconsciously, before
remembering that
they weren't alone. The Slayer sighed into his mouth
as they
broke off, sensing the same thing. Giles appeared behind her,
glanced at the dead wizard in satisfaction, then turned his
attention
to them.
He swallowed at the way Giles and
Jenny were looking at him. "Uh, we
should probably go."
"Mmm-hmm." Buffy hugged him tightly to her,
burrowing her face into
his neck. "I was so worried about
you."
"Come on, let's get out of here."
Jenny grabbed his arm and whispered into his ear. "I
think you should
know, Giles and I conferred earlier. We're
reversing the spell
tonight."
"Hey, are you coming?" the Slayer called.
He smiled sadly at Giles. "Can we have a minute?"
"Of course." The older couple drew a discreet distance ahead.
Once alone with
'William,' Buffy jumped him again, kissing him deeply.
"I
knew you had a exhibitionist bone."
Willow eased the
young blonde woman off himself. "I'm leaving
tonight,"
he said without preamble.
Buffy stepped back as though she was slapped. "W-what?"
"The Council is
arranging for me to have a tutor to teach me how to
control my
powers." Just enough truth to excuse the deception.
"Why can't you do that here?"
"The Council wants to keep
me in a controlled environment until I reach
a certain level of
control."
"I don't want to lose you."
"I know. And I...feel the same, but..."
"But what?" She didn't understand, but then how could she?
"It
doesn't matter." He smiled sadly and kissed her lightly. "I
will
always love you." He walked past her, ignoring the
tears running down
her cheeks. In that moment, he knew just how
true his statement had
been. He also knew that he would never
forgive himself for hurting
her.
Willow leaned against the living room window watching the
stars
twinkling. Hugging herself, she found the return to female
form odd;
she'd just become used to the male body, and now she
had to relearn her
own skin all over again. Giles and Jenny
assured her it wouldn't take
long to readjust, but it was more
than just the physical aspect.
She'd prayed that the memory
of her love for Buffy would fade along
with the male hormones,
becoming a bittersweet memory at most. But it
hadn't. She had
complete recall of their lovemaking, and how it had
felt, both
physically and emotionally. The former might be impossible
now,
but every part of her yearned for the latter.
"When are your parents coming home?"
Willow snorted angrily at the
reflective image of Jenny. "Sometime in
June."
"That's four months away."
"They decided to make it a short trip."
Jenny walked over to
her, laying a hand on her shoulder. "How would
you feel
about living with me?"
She sighed. "I appreciate the invitation, but..."
"I'm serious. You obviously
don't have real parents, and it would make
it easier on me
tutoring you."
That it would. Venturing a tiny smile,
she nodded. "Thank you, Miss
Calendar."
"Jenny."
Sympathetic arms encircled her shoulders, with the comfort of
a
mother's understanding.
"Jenny." Willow leaned against the gypsy, lost in her thoughts.
"Maybe you should tell her."
"No. She can't ever know."
"Why not?"
"It...it wouldn't be right.
I betrayed her trust by deceiving her.
And anyway, I'm a girl
again. She wouldn't want me this way."
"Are you sure?"
Willow snorted. "You think I don't know if
my best friend is gay or
straight?"
"Perhaps.
But I wonder if her attraction to you was merely physical,
or...whether she recognized a familiar spirit, if only
subconsciously?"
The young woman shook her head. "I wish this had never happened."
"Wish what you want, Willow, but you've received a rare gift."
"Gift?!"
Jenny crossed to her bookshelf and withdrew a volume on Greek
mythology. "Something in here you might appreciate,"
she said, handing
it to Willow. "Look up Tireseus, the
advisor to Oedipus. Same thing
happened to him."
"What same thing?"
"Zeus and Hera had a wager about who
enjoyed sex more, the man or the
woman. They changed Tireseus
into a woman so he could settle it for
them. After experiencing
it both ways, he said Zeus was right, a woman
had more fun."
Willow took the book, intrigued. "Was he in love with
his best friend,
too?"
"It doesn't say.
But...you never know." Jenny turned to leave her
alone with
the book and her thoughts.
The young witch settled into a
chair, but then said, "So what happened
to him after the bet
was settled?"
Jenny smiled ruefully. "Hera got
angry and blinded him for taking
Zeus' side. Talk about a sore
loser." She left.
Willow laughed for the first time in
what felt like ages. She imagined
some similar fate befalling her
if Buffy ever found out who she'd
really slept with.
But then, as Jenny said, you never know...
