A/N: This is my first Fan Fic so please read and review. I'm in school so I'll update as much as I can. The chapters are already written, it's just finding the time to type them out. I hated how the finale ended so this is my take on it & what I want to happen.
Disclaimer: I do not own Rookie Blue or the characters. If I did McSwarek would have done been back together a long time ago. Enjoy!
Andy saw Sam fall. He doesn't have a vest on! She feels herself run to him in a daze. She falls on him to shield his body and help stop the bleeding. She hears another gunshot and looks up. She watches as Kevin Ford fall. "Andy… I need…" "No Sam. Just stay still. Don't talk. It's going to be ok." Andy knows she's rambling but she just can't stop. She hears other officers asking where the medics are. She can fell the tears falling down her face as she begs Sam to just hold on. She hears other voices but none of them register; she is completely focused on keeping Sam awake. She feels hands on her shoulders as Oliver tells her she needs to let the medics help him. Andy looks around and realizes the voices she heard were the EMTs arriving at the station. She allows Oliver to pull her off Sam, but she stays right there with him.
They start to rush Sam to the ambulance and she takes off with them. She hears Nick call for her but she doesn't even glance back. The medics try to stop her from going with them but she jumps in anyways. In the ambulance Sam starts calling her name. "I'm right here, Sam, I'm here." She takes hold of his hand once more and he relaxes back against the gurney. They arrive at the hospital and Andy runs alongside the gurney still holding his hand. A nurse tells Andy that she cannot go in the room and Andy sinks along the wall.
Her eyes remain focused on the door they took Sam behind. Her mind races with questions and what-ifs. What if Sam doesn't make it? Will he know I still love him? What if he asks for Marlo when he wakes? Will he remember that it was me with him? Will I get the chance to tell him I still love him? All these questions keep rushing through her mind that she doesn't even hear Traci walk up. It isn't until Traci sits down with Andy that Andy realizes almost all of 15 Division is there. Traci takes her hand and doesn't say a word. Oliver rushes in and seeing her sitting in the floor across from Sammy's room, he sits down on her other side. He puts his arm around her and she realizes she's still crying. She has no idea how she still has any tears left. Ollie pulls her into a hug. "He's a fighter you know. He still loves you and he'll fight to come back to you." Andy doesn't know what to say so she just nods.
After a few more minutes Andy pulls out of Oliver's embrace; she gets the nerve to ask how long they've been there. Traci looks at her watch; "almost two hours." Andy starts to get up but her legs still won't hold her. What if I'm not on his contact list anymore? Oliver seems to read her mind; he pats her hand and then gets up. A couple of minutes later he returns; "A nurse said he is almost out of surgery. He'll be stable but in a medically induced coma to allow his body to heal." Andy nods but still can't find the words to speak. "Andy, you're still on his list. He never changed it, even after you left for Project Dakota. The doctors can tell you anything regarding Sammy's care." Andy doesn't know what to say. "I'm going to get some coffee. Nash you or McNally want any?" Traci nods for both of them because Andy seems to be lost in her thoughts. Traci seems to have an idea that Andy is thinking about what Oliver said, but before she can say anything the door to Sam's room opens and the doctor walks out.