Dear Diary,
It's been a week with Anika, and I am exhausted. I can't do anything without this paranoia that there is something that will go wrong. I know that Nick feels the same way, although he is always trying to get me to sleep. It will never work though. I am a new mother with a healthy baby, and I want to keep it like that. Stella and Joe are always over here helping so that we can get a little sleep, and when we wake up, they usually have all their wedding plans sprawled out over the dining room table. Anika sleeps a lot, too, but that's what babies, do.
Nick is a great dad, he loves being around Anika. She is a daddies girl, though. She will scream, and scream, and scream, no matter what I do she won't stop. And then I will have her to Nick, and everything will be okay once again. It's like that with Joe, too. She's a daddy and uncle's girl. We get along great, too. A lot of the time, I can calm her, it's just when she get's fussy.
Right now, I am getting a break from sleep while Nick, Kevin and Danielle hang out downstairs with her. I'm not feeling so great anymore, so I am trying to sleep it off.
I Should Sleep,
Macy Lucassssss
She closed the small, floral covered book, and rolled over onto her pillow, wrapping it around herself. She felt drained and weak, probably from the lack of sleep she had been experiencing. She was just about asleep, when she heard the door crack open with a screaming baby. She rolled over to see Kevin carrying Anika close to his chest. He had a big smile on his face as he looked down at his niece. "Sorry, Mace. Anika needs a meal." She jokingly rolled her eye's and reached out her arms to capture her.
"Thanks, Kevin." She thanked, and watched him out the door. She flicked on a side light, and breast-fed the baby until she was full. Finally, Anika dozed off into a snooze. Macy reached around with her free hand for a blanket in her bed, and found a small pink one. It was wrapped around her, and she was then placed on her side right beside Macy.
Macy rolled onto her side, too, and faced her daughter. She stroked the little girls cheek repeatedly as she slept. Finally, she, too, fell asleep. The two girls napped.
A little while later, Macy woke-up to a "clickclick" sound. She opened her eye's to see Nick standing above her with a camera. "Nick, what are you doing?" she groaned.
"This is the cutest thing I have ever seen. My two favorite girls having a snooze. How could I not take a picture of this?" Nick laughed, and put the camera on the side table, and crawled into his side of the bed. "How is she?"
"Sleeping." She sighed. "Aren't you tired?"
"Yeah, but I have responibitlities that must be done. Speaking of, Joe Kevin and I are going to be doing a concert tonight. Stella and Danielle will be here, do you think you can handle it?
"Of course, hunny. Go have fun."
That's pretty much how the first few weeks were. Nick and Macy took most of the responcibility for their child, but they did have the much-needed help of their friends. Finally, 30 days came along, and it was safe for Anika to go outside. At 7am on a November morning, it was the first day Anika could go out. Macy found herself being shooken awake. She was used to it now. Being a mother, she was needed a lot. She didn't mind in the slightest. After a month, she was used to her sleep patterns.
"Yes Nick?" she groaned, and rolled over.
"It's Nika's first day out! I say we go and give her an early morning walk." Macy had just had a very serious conversation with a person on the phone last night, and still was not recovered from it.
"Sure, sure. Give me two secs." She said, and got out of bed. She had lost a lot of her baby weight, but there was still a lot there, and that was taking a while to go away. Se popped on a sweater, and sweats, and grabbed their smilie daughter from her crib. "Good morning, Nika." Macy said happily. She had only been sleeping in her crb for a few nights now, but still, the sleep for all of them was getting better. Macy was nervous not having her daughter in the room, but everything was going good so far.
"Look's like she's had a good sleep." Nick said, kissing his wife's cheek. "She's in a good mood."
"She most certainly is." Macy agreed while changing the diaper. "What should she wear?"
"This." Nick handed her a pink sweat suit that Stella had made her a little while ago. "I think she is big enough to fit in this now."
"Well… she is growing like a weed…" she said, concentrating on getting her daughter into the outfit. She instantly burst into a smile. "Hey, look at you looking all pretty like a princess." She picked up Anika, and kissed her cheek, making her giggle. "C'mon. Lets go!"
They went into the garage, and pulled out on of their fancy strollers, placing her in it. For a November morning, it with pretty okay out. It was all quiet, but the duo was all smiles. Anika was very interested in everything around her, the green tree's especially. "So," Nick started, keeping both hands on the stroller. "That phone convo last night sounded serious."
"Yeah, it was." Macy said. "It's honestly something we should discuss."
"Well, it's just us, and we got nothing but time. Talk to me." Macy bit her lip and sighed.
"You know, that day while I was still pregnant, I told you about the skating thing?" she asked. "And how I got a call from a trainer, and they want me to train with some of the best?" he nodded. "Well, turns out that they can't come out to California,, but they would be willing to come to New Jersy to train. I don't think it's worth it, do you?" he looked shocked.
"Do I? Do I? Macy, you must be amazing at this sport, and you deserve your shot to continue with it. So my answer is, yes. Yes it is worth it." He said. "To tell you the truth, I don't like it much out here. It's a nice vacationing spot, and with everyone else living out here, too, we can come out here all the time. But this isn't something you can just pass up." She once again bit her lip.
"It's confusing." She stated. "But you do know that your parents are moving back, too, right?" he looked at her with wide eye's.
"No way! That's too insane. Why?"
"I guess Frankie wasn't enjoying school anymore." He stated simply. "They found out that he is brother of JONAS and now he is expected to be some amazing, talented musician, even though that's not what he wants to do with his life at all."
"That's horrible, but we are moving, okay?" she nodded nervously. Yes, we are!"
Welcome to the new story! As you can see I am making Macy into some amazing athlete again, and yes I am going to use people from real life, but they won't be big characters. I must say that these next chapters will be good, defiantly some unexpected twists, and you will just have to wait and see what happens.
So, pretty much I only have one rant. And it's not even about Nick/Nicole or Nick/Macy *GASP* It's about Joe/Stella. First of all, I must say that I am TRULY ANNOYED with them. Okay, you either love each-other, or you don't. I hate to say it, though, I have been in a relationship EXACTLY LIKE THAT and finally after a few years of everyone saying we should date, and flirting, but continuing to be best friends, we did date. It lasted a happy 5 months, but sadly, it just didn't work out in the end. I couldn't wrap my head around the fact that we were dating, even after that long, and I realized that I liked other people. We both are now dating other people, but we still talk about an hour a day and are still best friends (honestly). But enough about me, these two.
Kiara was right, there is something obviously going on between them, and I can't wait until that episode until they kiss (although I have a feeling it won't be for a while) but it will still be good.
But here is the ACTUAL point of the rant (yes, ^^^ was all filler =P) The Song "Make It Right". That is what has made me think that they are meant to be. There are a couple of lines though….
I Didn't Know, How Good You Were For Me,
Now It's Clear, I'm Seeing All That We Could Be
I Know That It's My Fault, But I'm Gonna Treat You Better.
'Cause If I Had One Wish, You'd Be With Me Forever!
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ That is the CUTEST THING EVER! I MEAN AWWWWWWWWEEEE!
And In the last episode, the Secret, everyone was so cute. I'm sorry if I am being repetitive (P.S. I am driving to a City in the USA From Canada, and is has taken 15 hours straight. We are about 2 hours away And I can't wait to get out and stretch! I have no internet, but I do have a laptop with Word, so that's what I am on right now) BUT I REALLY LOVE THAT LAST EPISODE WAS JUST THE ORIGINAL 5! NO BEN, NO VANESSA! And Kiara, well she is my new hero, so she can be on the show whenever she wants =) It was all about Nick and Macy (with the side of Joe and Kevin. FYI I THOUGHT THAT WAS FREAKING HILARIOUS!) But yeah, anyways, Imma get started on the next chapter. So I will have the first… maybe three chapter up this week, k? But I will be on Vacation (Seattle, BTW) and I will be chilling pool side and shoppin! So talk to you later!
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xoxo
Mols
P.S. Sorry About the looooooong rant, but that has been on my mind for the longest time now, and I needed to get it out to someone.
P.P.S. Mary's Song Is finished and should be up tonight, too (well the first chapter). Just so you know, there will be LOOOOOONNNNGGG chapters and there will be short chapters all the same. They are very unconsistant in that story.
P.P.P.S. THIS ONES IMPORTNANT. WHAT SHOULD THE TITLE BE? SOMETHING'S….? I am stumped.