Prologue

The Last Goodbye

Olivia woke up as she heard a loud thud. She rubbed her eyes as she sat up in bed. She listened and she couldn't hear anything. Everything in the house was silent. She slowly got up and slipped on her sleeping beauty robe. She walked out into the kitchen and she saw the light on in her parents room. She looked at the clock and it read 3:32. She may only be 12, but she could tell something was wrong.

She slowly walked over to her parents door and she heard them arguing. She sucked in a breath as she heard something break. Her parents fought, but it was never this bad. They had such a good day yesterday. She closed her eyes and tried to remember back to their day at the park.

"Livvy be careful" He mother said as Olivia ran on to the dock.

"Mom I'm fine" Olivia said as she took off her cover up. She quickly smiled at her mom before she dove into the water. AS she surfaced the water she smiled as she saw her father and mother smiling. That never happens, the water can wait. She wanted to be with her happy family for once! She quickly saw and got out of the water.

"What happened to swimming?"

"I wanted to be with you" She smiled as she wrapped her towel around herself as sat down next to her mom.

"Well, then lets eat" Jayne smiled as she started taken the food out.

Olivia wished it was like that everyday, but I never was. She always got along with her mother and her father. They never really spoke, he had a unusual way of showing her cared. Like taking her to the shooting rage and making sure she knew how to take care of herself. He never said "I love you" or "I'm proud of you". Sometimes she wished he showed that he cared a little more. She was taken out of her thoughts when she heard her mother scream.

"Joseph let go!" She yelled.

"Jayne, you are not leaving and taking my daughter with you" He growled.

"You don't even love her! You don't even love me!"

"Is that what you think?"

Olivia jumped at the harshness in her fathers tone. She has never heard him that angry.

"Do I need to remind you of the night Olivia was conceived?"

"Shut up Jayne"

"No, you raped me that night Joe! Raped!" Jayne screamed.

Rape. What was that? Olivia thought. She had never heard that word before. Olivia heard a loud crash again. She heard her mother scream, then it as dead silent. There was no noise coming from her parents room. The door swung open her father walked out.

"Go back to bed Olivia" He grumbled as he walked past her.

Olivia was scared, but she knew she had to check on her mom. She walked into their room and didn't see her mother. She looked around and saw a piece of paper on her mothers mantle. It had her mothers necklace on top. Olivia slipped the necklace on. It said Fearlessness. She picked up the letter and the front said My darling Olivia. Olivia knew something was very very wrong.

The light in the bathroom was on and Olivia slowly opened the door.

"Mommy!" Olivia exclaimed as she saw her mother hanging from the shower rod. Olivia couldn't breathe. Her mother was just hanging there.

"Olivia I told you to go to bed" Her father grumbled from behind her.
"But Daddy, What happened to mommy" She asked.

"Bed. Now."

Olivia gripped the note in her hand and with tear filled eyes she ran into her room.

5 months later

It had been a couple of moths since her mother "Committed suicide". The police did a full investigation and they said she killed herself. Olivia knew that not what really happened. Olivia ran her fingers over her mothers necklace and looked forward as she walked up to a women with her fathers hand on her back.

"Olivia, This is you new mother" he said plainly.

"Hello Olivia" She smiled.

"Hi"

"'Hi' What Olivia" He said his grip tightening.

"Hi Mother"

"Let's go Serena we have guest to greet" He said taking her hand and walking away leaving a teary eyes Olivia.

6 years later

"You're just like your mother!" Joseph screamed.

"I don't see that as a bad thing" Olivia yelled back as she continued to pack her things.

"Olivia you cant leave!" He boomed.

"I can and I will" She breathed. She looked over and saw her little sister standing at the door.

"Dani come here" Olivia breathed. Her little sister only 5 years old, came running into her arms.

"You are going to be okay Dani, Your mother will take care of you." If only Serena would have taken care of Olivia, but of course Olivia wasn't Serena's blood. She let out a breath and kissed her sister head.

"Bye Livvy" Dani sniffled.

"I love you Dani"

"Love you too" She murmured holding on to her sister tight.

"Olivia you can't leave!" He said breaking the

"I'm 18! You no longer have control over me!" She said grabbing her bag.
"Olivia Hollister!"

"My name is no longer Hollister! I changed it to my mothers madden name. I'm Olivia Benson!" Olivia said as she tried to walk by him. He grabbed her arm.

"Let go"

"You aren't leaving"

"Yes I am" She tried to pull her arm out of his grasp. He pushed her and her head collided with the wall. She blacked out for a few minutes and woke up to Dani beside her crying and holding her hand.

"Livvy?" She questioned to see if she was actually awake.

"Hmm" Olivia grumbled as she went to move and her head started spinning. She leaned back against the wall. God that hurt shethought.

"Where is dad?" She asked quickly.

"With Mommy"

"Okay. I have to go, I cant be here anymore" Olivia breathed.

"Don't go" Dani pleaded.

"I have to, I'm sorry" Olivia said as she sat up and grabbed her bag.

"Bye Livvy" Dani said tears forming in her eyes.

"I love you Dani" Olivia said before she opened her bedroom Window and looked down. She threw her duffle before she took one last glance at her little sister.

"I wish I could take you" She mumbled before she jumped out the window. She grabbed her bag and disappeared into the night.