A/N. AU This is set from there 4th year on, but because Hogwarts is a senior only school (because this works for this story lol) this is technically there 1st year. Also Voldermort Never Existed. Harry's Parents Are Alive & Friendly With The Weasleys.

Warnings: *Self Harm* *Suicide* *Character Death* * Yaoi! (guyxguy)*

Disclaimer: I Don't On These Characters They Belong To Someone Else.

Chapter 1 / Year 1

It was their first year at Hogwarts the anxious first years had finally been sorted into their houses and the excitement of the day was beginning to wear off. Whilst they were tucking into the feast prepared by the house elves it was when two people noticed each other for the first time those two people go by the name of Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy. Harry had untidy short black hair and dazzling emerald eyes. He had been put into Gryffindor house along with Hermione Granger and Ron Weasley who he'd known since he was younger due to their parents being friends they had both met Hermione on the train who was exceptionally talented for a muggle. Draco had sleek white blond hair and stormy grey eyes. He had been put into Slytherin house along with his friends Crabbe and Goyle.

Staring across the great hall Draco caught Harry's eye he had never seen a pair of eyes so startlingly green he noticed the other boy staring back at him and immediately dropped his gaze. He tried to catch a look at the boy again but it was at that point that the prefects started rounding up the first years to take them up to their dormitories, oh why couldn't the green eyed boy be in Slytherin? On the way up to the dormitories Harry was looking around for the boy with the stormy grey eyes but he couldn't find him.

Over the next few weeks Harry and Draco tried to avoid each other which was hard to do seeing as Gryffindor and Slytherin shared many of their lessons. Neither of them were comfortable with what they felt for each other, seeing has neither of them had been attracted to a guy before.

As the year progressed neither Harry nor Draco could pluck up the courage to talk to each other settling instead to stare longingly at the object of their desire only to drop their gaze when the other one noticed what they were doing. Quidditch matches when there teams were playing each other were always the hardest though, since they were both seekers for their team. More than once they nearly missed the golden snitch because they we're too busy trying not to be caught staring at each other. Harry and Draco spent many sleepless nights in their dorms imaging what would happen if they plucked up the courage and went and introduced themselves to the other. To see if they felt the same way even if they didn't it would be better than not knowing.

On the morning of the last day of school before the summer holidays began Draco fed up of spending yet another night imagining what would happen if he actually talked to Harry, decide to pluck up the courage and talk to Harry. Draco waited till Harry had left the great hall after breakfast and followed him out. Harry moved faster than Draco expected and he was almost at the top of the marble staircase. "Harry!" shouted Draco running up the stairs to catch up to him. Harry stopped at the top of the stairs a blush slowly rising up his face. "Umm hi" stuttered Harry looking down at his feet. "Harry- I-I like you" blurted out Draco who immediately blushed. It took Harry a few moments to register what Draco had said "Yeah I – I like you to" they both smiled glad to have it off their chests. Harry flung his arms round Draco glad to finally know that the one he loved, loved him back. Students started coming out of the great hall and they immediately broke apart Draco rummaged around in his robes and pulled out a tattered piece of parchment

"Draco could I-" Draco stopped Harry mid-sentence and handed him the piece of parchment. "Harry, write to me in the holidays I want to know everything about you" Draco said emphasising the word everything. Harry nodded

"Yes I want to know about you as well" he smiled pocketed the address and headed up to the Gryffindor common room.