Blasphemy

Author's Note: This story was started by Ayode and never finished. She allowed me to finish it. It is a GREAT story and I was so upset when she stopped. I hope you enjoy it. Please read some of Ayode's other stories, I promise, you will LOVE THEM! Thanks AYODE!

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. Sob and I never will. Leave me alone! WAAHH!

Part I

Bella POV

If I thought that anything that had happened to me in the past few months was painful, I was sadly mistaken. James could not have done anything like this to me. Nor could any of the Volturi. I stared into space, lying on my bed in my tiny room in Forks. Edward had been gone for… what was it? Three weeks now? I had lost count. He and the rest of his family had gone to Denali to visit the other vampire family, the one like theirs; Tanya's. He hadn't left a number and he hadn't called. Alice had told me before they left they were going to help Jasper out. They wanted to get him under control. He still felt awful about taking a snap at me my last birthday. I didn't blame him for it, it was my fault. Unfortunately it had caused Edward to leave me soon after for the longest several months of my life. I wished Edward would come back now.

Edward had been acting strange a few days before he left. I was suspicious now, if his family was being completely truthful about where they had gone, or why. Alice, when she said goodbye, told me they didn't know when they'd be back, but it shouldn't be long. I grew more and more worried as each day passed. I had a feeling something terrible was happening. I couldn't think of anything to think about that would ease this anxiety. All I had to do these days was my shift at the local sporting goods store, but that only lasted a few hours. I desperately wished I had school to occupy my mind.

I had decided not to go see Jacob. I hadn't exactly ended on good terms with him, especially now that he suspected I wanted to be one of his enemies -- and he was right. I wanted more than anything to be a vampire. But of course, Edward is as stubborn as ever. He had agreed to Carlisle changing me soon, though I would rather have him do it. But he was going back on his word now. As soon as I thought this, tears welled up in my eyes, and I tried not to think about him. Of course, that was impossible, so my mind wandered back to the last time I had seen him. Well, that wasn't entirely true, though I liked to think that. It was the last happy memory I had had with him, about a week before he left.

"Bella!" he groaned, looking at me in his arms, my nose an inch from the floor. "You are so accident-prone." I had been standing on a chair to get to the bread, which was on top of the refrigerator. I had been too short to reach. If I knew he had been here I would've just asked him. It wasn't a wise thing for me to further my distance from the ground. I had been making a sandwich for lunch before Edward and I went out to his meadow later today. I blushed furiously.

"What else is new?" I grumbled. I tried to get up, but his arms were still holding me. "Um, Edward? Can I get up now?" He just chuckled. He set me gently on my feet and pulled me against his chest. His lips brushed against the top of my hair.

"Hurry up with that sandwich; I'd like to get going."

I made my lunch and ate it quickly, barely tasting it. He pulled me outside and we got in his silver Volvo. In my truck it would have taken us twenty minutes to get there. With his insane driving we were there in five. He stopped the car and pulled me on his back and ran smoothly the rest of the way, arriving in the clearing in a matter of seconds. He helped me off him and we stretched out on the grass. It was a rare sunny day, and I stared at Edward's sparkling skin. I would never get used to that, it seemed. We lay there for hours, talking and just enjoying each other's company. When it started to get dark, he took me home, and sung me to sleep. I was out before Charlie was even back.

I sighed. I wished at least one of the Cullens had stayed home. They didn't usually all leave for things like this. It made me more anxious. Victoria was still running around, seeking revenge on Edward and I. Weren't they worried about that at all? But they wouldn't leave me unprotected. Alice would know if she decided to come to me. This relaxed me, and I closed my eyes and finally drifted off to sleep, dreaming about my angel.