Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step
Until I reach the door
You'll never know the way
It tears me up
Inside to see you
I wish that I could
Tell you something
To take it all away
Images of the war still came back to my mind every night... The ones we lost, the ones saved... It still pained me to see so many friends gone. If only we could go back in time to change it all...
Sometimes
I wish I could save you
And there's so many things
That I want you to know
I won't give up
'Till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know
"Don't take it all on you, Harry. It's not your fault." I said to Harry a few weeks later. "Don't you think they all made it because they wanted? Don't you think they knew what they were getting theirselves into?"
"But, Ginny... All the families without their loved ones? Fred, Remus, Tonks, Colin..." He tried to reason with me, show me his point of view.
"They will be remembered. Yes, I do miss them, but we have to keep living, Harry. And it's not your fault they're dead. We're alive. And I'm here for you. Whenever you need me." I paused and took a step closer to him. "I would never let you go, I love you."
When I hear your voice
It's drowning in whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
If I only
I could find the answer
To help me understand
"If only I had acted sooner..." he whispered.
Harry wasn't the same. He was taking it all too hard, thinking all of it was his fault, when we all know Voldemort is the one to blame; he was the one seeking power without caring about what he would have to do. Harry was just thrown into it all when he was a kid.
But he didn't care about what we had to say. In his mind it was, somehow, his fault all of them were dead, and we could see it sucking his life away, worrying his mind.
Sometimes
I wish I could save you
And there's so many things
That I want you to know
I won't give up
'Till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know
That if you fall
Stumble down
I'll pick you up
Of the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting
If you fall
You know
I'll be there for you
"Harry James Potter!" I exclaimed looking serious. "You listen to me and you listen well!" he seemed to have woken up from something, because he looked at me with wide open eyes, like a frightened little boy. "I don't want you saying things like that, ok? Don't you ever dare say something like that. Don't lose faith in you, Harry. No one blames you and you know it."
"Gin..."
"I'm not finished yet." I interrupted him. "I will always be here, by your side, do you know that?" he nodded. "So, if anytime you think you're going to lose it, tell me, and we'll go through it together. I'll be there for you; no matter if you try to push me away, you won't get rid of me that easily."
If only I could
Find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes
I wish I could save you
And there's so many things
That I want you to know
I won't give up
'Till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
"I love you, Gin." He said with a really small smile, but at least it was a start.
"I love you too, Harry."
I was bored so I couldn't control myself. And I had listened to this song earlier today, and thought of a songfic. Of course it was a lot better in my mind, but that was the best I could do, even though I really think it sucks.
Well, tell me what you think, ok?
xoxox