Story: Coked up and lonely
Chapter One: The final straw
Rating: Mature (Drug use, language, lemons, etc.)
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach or the song.
Authors Note: Never fear, I haven't given up on 'Playa Playa' I am just having trouble focusing on it because I have so many other stories I want to write, so I am taking a little break to write this one. Hope you like it. This is loosely based on Akon's song 'Lonely'.
Rukia stared at the mirror Ichigo was holding in his lap, the powdery substance he had just purchased formed a small pile in the center. Tears poured from her lilac eyes, leaving wet stains on her cheeks, "Ichigo don't please! I have had enough of this, I love you, but not when you are this junk!" Rukia shouted as she threw her hands in the air, she had had enough.
Ichigo looked back and forth between the pile of coke, and Rukia "Rukia, I promise this will be that last time." Ichigo replied as he reached for something on the nightstand.
Rukia had heard this little line many times before, she had tried many times to get Ichigo to stop, he would say he would and this would be the last time, but the next day he would buy more. Rukia's eyes followed Ichigo's hand, and she dropped to her knees when he grabbed the razor blade from his nightstand. She dropped her head and stared at the grungy floor for a moment before taking a deep breath, and focusing her attention back on Ichigo.
She wiped her tears, she knew what she had to do "Ichigo, I have tried to help you, I love you with all my heart, you will forever be the only man for me, I know I will never ever love any other man like I love you, but clearly my love for you is not more important than your love for this. I love you Ichigo, but if you do this, I am gone. I will go back to the soul society for good, and you will never see me again." Rukia replied, her voice was strong and her decision had been made.
Ichigo stared at the big beautiful eyes pleading for him to make the right choice; he looked down, "Rukia just one more time."
All Rukia heard when she walked out the door was the ear piercing sound she grew to know so well of the metal scratching against a shiny surface.
With one big sniff, Ichigo was high and alone.
Ichigo went on a two-week drug binge, staying coked up for days, while drinking himself into oblivion. Those who knew Ichigo, wouldn't even recognize his run-down self, except family, because family knows best. Ichigo was knocked out as he made his way into his apartment, someone sucker punched him hard to the face when he walked in.
Ichigo awoke a couple of days later, he rolled over expecting to wrap his arm around a soft warm shinigami. Ichigo opened his eyes when he realized the space next to him was cold and empty. It was then that he realized he wasn't even in his bed, nor was he in his apartment. He shot up and immediately grabbed his aching forehead "What the hell? What is going on?" Ichigo muttered to himself, as he took in his surroundings.
"I am in my old bedroom, I am at my Dad's house, shit how the hell did I get here?" He asked himself.
Just then Ichigo's dad walked in, Ichigo looked at him in horror, Ichigo knew his father knew what he had been up to and had the look of pure disappointment on his face. Isshin pulled up the desk chair that still resided in Ichigo's room and scooted to the edge of the bed. "I went to your apartment and when you walked in I knocked you the hell out." Isshin replied.
Ichigo, figured his father knew everything, but was not about to divulge any information without knowing for sure. "Why the hell would you do that?" Ichigo asked, making sure to not look his father in the eyes.
Isshin lowered his chin, raised an eyebrow and then gave his son a look that said 'are you fucking kidding me?' Isshin gave his son a slap on the back of his head 'Gibb's style' and replied "Son, I know you are not that stupid, your latest actions though, are making think otherwise." Isshin replied sternly.
Ichigo had suddenly found his hands very interesting, "So you know, huh?" Ichigo asked, not looking up.
"I know everything, I bumped into Rukia, I asked her how my idiot son was doing, not knowing you were truly being an idiot and she broke down like a tortured child. Ichigo how could you?" Isshin asked.
Ichigo looked up to his father as he gripped the sheets tightly "Rukia? Shit, what have I done, she told me she was going to leave me, and I didn't even stop her. I lost the only person I have ever loved." Ichigo replied as he openly cried in front of his father.
"Ichigo, how could you do this to yourself, you are going to school to be a fucking doctor for Christ's sake!" Isshin yelled as he stood up hands in the air.
"Dad, I know, I am sorry I fucked up! I got in over my head, and couldn't get out, I couldn't stop." Ichigo shouted, gripping his hair out of frustration
"All the drugs are out of your system now son, it is up to you fix this, your are strong, remember that, you are strong enough to get your life back together, and anything you need remember I am here for you." Isshin replied as pulled his son's head to his chest and gave him a fatherly kiss on the top of his head. For the first time in months Ichigo actually cracked a smile.
A/N: This will probably be a few short chapters, about Ichigo remembering his past with Rukia, and figuring out what went wrong and why he is alone. Not sure how this will go, I am writing the rest of the chapters right after this, hope enjoy! Please review!