I do not understand in which the world I live in. The cruelty and hostility I happen to experience everyday. Some say everyday is a new day with a new beginning; others say that life gets harder as you get older, but which is it? I do not believe in either of these sayings. I believe that life is what you make of it. Some things you can't change other things you are in control of. I see that I am an unlucky child who desperately seeks a way to hide from my fears and cover up my tears. As each day goes by I wonder why I have not taken the opportunity to fix my life. As I get older I grow stronger and now that I am 17 I need to do something for me and that's make a change. How will I? It may sound crazy but recently I have decided that I shall escape from this world somehow and live the life I have always dreamed...