Disclamer: I do not own Twilight.

A/N: Just so you know, I'm terrible at beginnings. Like when you're riding a bike and everything is kind of wobbly and unsure? Well, just like riding a bike as well, towards the middle and end the I get the hang of it and it starts to make much more sense. But hey, I'm trying my best.
Warning: This story is very deep and dark. For the most part, anyway.

Sometimes you get yourself into a situation where you don't understand the problem at all. Not a bit. Like, you know something is not your fault, but everybody else says that it's your fault, and you end up feeling really guilty anyway.
Let me introduce myself.
My name is Isabella Swan. I have a deafness in one ear, I can't get a hearing aid because my parents don't have enough money, my mom hates me, my sister can't stand being near me, I'm adopted, I love playing the cello but can't because I infuriate my cello teachers, and everybody thinks I'm just a stupid, deaf idiot.
So do I.
I can't seem to do anything right. Everything I touch breaks. And disaster follows me everywhere I go.
I only have, like, what, 2 friends?
But all that changed when I met Edward Cullen. He encouraged me, helped me, and gave me a shoulder to cry on when things went wrong.
Most of all, I loved him. And he loved me back.
The problem was, my sister, Jessica had a HUUUUUUUUUUUUGE crush on him. And I am not exaggerating. And Edward acts like he doesn't know she exists.
Jessica insists it's all my fault. The thing is, I think that Edward really doesn't know that she exists. He had so many girls swooning after him I lost count.
Needless to say, Jess was furious. She was willing to do anything to get him, including playing on my sympathy, seducing him, flirting with him…
Oh, and hiring someone to torture me until I was screaming and then kill me.
Who knew people could be so cruel?
Truth is, I still loved her.
No matter what happened, she was still my sister, and nothing can tear us apart, even though she treated me like a piece of junk.
I know what you're thinking.
Let me take you to the very beginning.
And believe me, we've just scratched the surface here.

I'm really starting to like this plot so far. For those of you that think I gave too much away, believe me, I didn't. If I did give too much away, (which I didn't) this would be about 20 pages long.

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