Sorry if these chapters are short guys. I try, but I'm having a hard time removing senioritis from my system. Lol.

Forgive Me Father, For I Have Sinned...

Chapter One: Envy

Sirius watched as another man hugged Remus; a Hufflepuff if he remembered correctly. The boy was slightly taller than Remus was with blonde curls and bright blue eyes. He looked rather wimpy in Sirius' opinion, too lanky and long, easy target for Slytherins. Definitely not strong enough to protect the best werewolf. No. Remus and the boy smiled and laughed and held hands before walking down the hallway to their class. The very sight made Sirius' blood boil.

"Why is Remus with a Hufflepuff anyway?" Sirius asked James. A shrug of the shoulders was his only response as they made their way to divinations. Remus and his badger boy were off to arithmancy. Last year, Remus had came out and told them that he fancied the male population. James, Sirius, and almost all of Hogwarts welcomed the declaration with open arms. The Slytherins and Peter were a different story. Along with a few stray Ravenclaws and Hufflepuffs.

"Why does it bother you? You should be happy that he is with someone," James said as the climbed up the ladder to the classroom.

"I am happy for him, but why a daft Hufflepuff? He could do so much better than that. He should be with a Gryffindor!" James looked over at his friend and sighed.

"Just get over it." Sirius couldn't. For that whole class he sat there fuming. He couldn't accept this. He wanted… He wanted…. What did he want?

As the classroom emptied, Sirius slowly rose. Maybe it was the anger, maybe jealousy, maybe it was the fumes in the room, but Sirius decided then and there that he wanted Remus J. Lupin. He wanted to be in that relationship with Remus. He didn't want some dodgy Hufflepuff with his Remus. That thought alone scared him more than any crazed fan girl ever would.

While walking down to potions, Sirius ran into the Hufflepuff he wanted to destroy.

"Oh! Sorry about that, Sirius! Didn't see you there," The boy replied as he picked himself up off the floor and began to collect his things. The boy looked up at Sirius to see him glaring at him. "Are you okay?"

"Stay away from Remus or I will make the rest of your years at Hogwarts a living hell. You think I'm horrible to Snape, I'll make your life a million times worse." The boy paled at him.

"I'll tell Remus that you're threatening me. He won't stand for one of his friends bulling his boyfriend!" Sirius would've admired the courage that the boy was showing, but right now, he just wanted Remus.

"You tell on me, and I'll get James and Peter in on this as well. Besides, Remus would never believe you. If he asks me about it, I can always say that you don't deserve him. Remus understands my temper. He knows how I fly off the handle and hurt people when I get pissed. Go ahead and tell you little coward, but I'll have to hurt you for it later." The boy shook a little and ran down the hallway. Sirius smirked happily. Hopefully the little bugger got the picture.

Sirius smiled as he made his way to the Gryffindor common room. Every time he saw Remus, the Hufflepuff was nowhere to be seen. Maybe he had scared off the little bastard. His smile slipped as he came into sight of the Fat Lady's portrait. There was that blasted Hufflepuff, snogging HIS Remus. Remus didn't look like he was that into it.

"Oi!" The Hufflepuff turned to see Sirius running at him. The boy whispered something to Remus and ran down the hall. By the time Sirius caught up with Remus, the boy was gone.

"Sirius, are you alright?" Remus asked. Sirius turned away from Remus and folded his arms over his chest. "Padfoot?"

"Oh! I'm absloFUCKINlutely fantastic!" Sirius yelled. "Kuchizuke!" The portrait swung open and Sirius stomped into the Gryffindor Common room.

"What's his problem?" Remus asked. He was still standing in the hall, a confused look marring his features as he looked into the room.

"Well are you going to enter or not!" The Fat Lady complained. Remus was stirred from his thoughts.

"Sorry," he muttered as he entered and closed the picture. Upon entering the common room, he noticed Sirius looking out the window, glaring at offending raindrops on the window.

Sirius glared at the raindrops on the window. He didn't want the damned things there. It blocked his view of the outside. He wanted to see stars. He wanted to find his star, his dog star. He also wanted to clear something else. His mind. Why was he suddenly having feelings for his best mate? Surely Remus didn't feel the same as he did. He sure hates that boyfriend of his; his blood boils at the very sight of him. He feels overly protective of Remus. He wants to be with Remus. He wants to talk to him. Merlin, damn it all! This was getting too frustrating for him.

"Are you okay, Sirius?" He stiffened at his name and turned to face Remus.

"Piss off, Remus," He replied icily.

"What's your problem?"

"Your boyfriend."

"What about him?"

"He's a Hufflepuff."

"So?"

"So, he's not good enough. He's not…."

"He's not what?"

"Nothing," Sirius said as he turned to face the window. His eyes softened and he smiled a false, cheery smile. "It's nothing. Forget it." Remus frowned but let the subject drop.

"Okay. I'm going to go to bed now. See you tomorrow." Sirius, still smiling nodded and waved to Remus. When the werewolf disappeared from sight, the frown from prior to Remus' arrival replaced the smile and he continued to glare out into the dark night, trying to work out his feelings for his furry friend.

Ta da! Chapter one! Chapter two will arrive shortly. If you can tell me what kuchizuke means and I'll give you 15 house points! Make sure you tell me your house. Let's see who can rack up the most points by the end of the story!