Forgiveness?

Sequel To 'Temptation'

By: Jessica-Senpai

Angelica was still on the fence about forgiving Chuckie even though it has been a month since the incident. She just couldn't find it in her heart to forgive him, it just didn't feel right to her. She was start to become paranoid, she couldn't stop thinking about if Chuckie was still seeing this girl and she never felt like this before. She never felt like she wasn't good enough before, it just wasn't in her nature. However Chuckie makes her think stupid things and he had just changed her completely and it just wasn't fair. She had this line from everyone 'Once a cheater, always a cheater'. It just made her blood run cold and she couldn't trust him anymore.

She started looking through his phone and emails, she just couldn't leave him. It was hard to leave than to forgive him for his mistakes. Couples were suppose to work things out and fight to be together, but she barely speaks two words to him. She just felt broken and it was bad for her health after finding out she was pregnant a month and two weeks ago. She was now a month and two weeks pregnant which was basically six weeks. She just didn't want to feel like she was staying just because of the baby in her stomach.

She leaned back in the computer chair near Chuckie's computer, she just finished going through all his emails and found nothing. She wanted to trust Chuckie she really did, but it was hard. She placed her hand on her stomach and looked up at the ceiling. Could Chuckie tell she wasn't trusting of him like she use to be? It was all his fault her should feel bad, about this about everything. The two have been avoiding each other and only speaking about the baby, it was like the two weren't even in a relationship anymore. Was it really worth it? She didn't have to stay with Chuckie.

Angelica thought about leaving so many times, she thought about packing her bag and going to stay with Susie fall a few days. However she couldn't manage going pass their bedroom with the suitcases, she just couldn't leave. It wasn't healthy for her to be torn between staying and leaving, but Chuckie wasn't showing her anything. He would come home, kiss her, eat, sleep, then go to work the next day. He really wasn't making much of an effort to make her trust him anymore. It was just driving her insane slowly.

"Why are you doing this to me Finster?" Angelica mumbled covering her face with her arm. She felt weak, unless even and this is something she never felt in her entire life. She was a strong hearted girl who can take anything that was coming to her, she was a warrior for crying out loud. It had to be the pregnancy that was making her overly emotional, she is surprised she didn't break down in front of him. She hated to show any type of weakness but it was all coming out.

Suddenly the phone beside Chuckie's desk started ringing snapping her out of her own thoughts. Even her thoughts were jumbled and all over the place,stupid pregnancy. She reached over and grabbed the phone placing it to her ear, she just wanted to lay in bed all day eating her favorite ice cream which so happened to be cookie dough. She was planning on watching-

"Hello? Chuckie?" A female voice came through the phone. It didn't sound familiar to her, who could this be calling her boyfriend's work phone. "I wanted to talk about last night..-"

"What the fuck? Who the fuck is this?" Angelica's voice came out as an anger shouted. Who the fuck was this lady calling her boyfriend wanting to talk about last night. What happened last night? Angelica could never longer control her anger and just let it all out. "I don't know who the fuck you are calling about my boyfriend! That's right Chuckie Finster is my fucking man and I'll be damned if a slut like you tries to steal him from me...forget all about last night because he won't be seeing anyone, anymore after I cut off his p****. Don't you dare fucking call this number or any of his numbers again!" She slammed the phone down and wiped the tears rolling down her cheeks.

This was the last straw for her, how long has he been giving girls number? He clearly didn't love her as much as he claimed he did because he would have girls calling his work phone. She knew the voice of all his female workers, so she knew she wasn't one of them. This call had finally give her enough courage to pack her bags and leave out the house with a note on the kitchen counter. She thought moving in with him would help out their relationship, but if obviously didn't help anything. She need more time to think, how could she even come close to forgiving him after this bullshit.

Angelica is far from done with this, how could she trust him? Maybe she should her let the girl talk, she could have been mad for no good reason. But she couldn't control the rage she had boiling up in her system. She had to tell off the next person she was going to talk to and that next person so happened to be that girl. She threw her bag in the trunk of her car and slammed it shut getting into the front seat. She banged the wheel a few times crying out in frustration. Chuckie had broken her, she was no longer that strong girl from back then. She was just a small weak girl and she just needed some comfort from her soul sister Susie.

She just needed to spend some girl time with Susie. It was probably for the best, it would help her clear her mind and worry less about the whole Chuckie thing. She just needed a relaxing week without Chuckie, and without thinking of ways to fix her broken relationship. Whatever she chooses at the end of the week, she just known she wasn't going to regret it. She started her car and drove off down the street towards Susie's house. Susie lived miles away from the city,having a house on the beach. It was a perfect get away from all her trouble. Plus Susie was a doctor and she could have regular check ups from her to make sure her baby was health.

Angelica realized that she needed to focus on her baby, she needed to stop thinking negative things and stop stressing out because it wasn't healthy for the baby. She didn't want to have a miscarriage, that'll bring her deeper into her depressed mold. She had to stay positive, she had to stop stressing for the baby. She couldn't think for herself anymore, she had to think for the baby. In all honesty Angelica wanted a baby girl,just so she can be her little princess and because she always wanted to name her daughter Angela, it was close to her name.

Angelica pulled up to Susie's house with a bright smile, it had been awhile since she had last seen her best friend (or Soul Sister). The last time she talked to her, she was crying on her shoulder about Chuckie. This time was different, she wasn't going to mention Chuckie once this was a vacation away from. She didn't even want to think about him at all, the whole she is here. She looked over to her right noticing Susie's car was parked in the driveway, however Harold's car was gone.

She walked up to the house and knocked on the door waiting for an answer, a small boy around the age of five answered the door and looked about at her with his big jade green eyes. He was the spitting image of Susie and Harold it was ridiculous. "Henry!" She shout dropping her bags and holding out her arms to him. Henry was like her nephew, he'll probably be her only one because she didn't have any siblings to have nieces or nephews.

"Auntie Angie!~" Henry shouted with a giggling jumping into her arms. He missed her a lot and hadn't seen her since the last time she was here. They really didn't get to hang out since his mother and aunt were having 'adult time'. He didn't like to see his auntie crying like that,it broke his heart. "How long are you staying this time?" He asked with a cheeky grin.

Angelica carried him into the house and closed the door behind him, "hopefully for the whole week, we can finally go swimming like I promised." Henry's face lit up at this comment and his eyes filled excitement, he was happy she didn't forget her promise. She kissed his cheek and placed on the flood, "where is your mom?"

"She is in the kitchen," Henry said jumping up and down before running into the kitchen with Angelica following close behind him. He runs over towards his table and grabbed his coloring book showing his aunt the page he colored, "look auntie Angie, I learned how to color inside the lines."

Susie chuckled at her son and placed a hand gently in his curly soft dark brown hair, "I'm sure auntie Angie is very proud of you, how about you clean up your mess huh?" She watched as her son walked over towards his table and started packing the crayons back in the box. He even put them but in their original spots.

Angelica watched Henry with soft eyes before looking over towards Susie with a smirk, "I still can't believe Harold's sperm made that adorable child." She chuckles softly and walked over towards the refrigerator getting herself a bottle of orange juice. She closed the refrigerator and looked over towards Susie, "how are things going?"

Susie smiled softly at Angelica and crossed her arms over her chest, "everything is going great, instead of getting a divorce we decided to work this out with a relationship therapist... It is actually working and I can see progress in our relationship, we just want what's best for Henry." She waited to ask about Chuckie,but she didn't to skip over that subject, "how is the baby doing?"

Angelica sipped her orange juice before looking down at her stomach, she was really having a baby. This was just the craziest thing in the world, she had never liked children before. The first child she has ever connected with was Henry, and it was amazing. Honestly, Henry was the reason she wanted a child. "My last checkup was a week ago and they said my baby was completely healthy, they said I should cut down on fast food and snacks...however I just can't let go of my cookies..." Her cookies were one this she'll never stop eating.

Susie laughed at her cookie comment, it was funny that still to this day Angelica was in love with cookies. She grabbed her cup of coffee and sipped it slowly, "oh Angelica, I'm glad to hear the baby is doing fine and that he or she is completely healthy." She felt a small tug on her pants and looked down at her soon. "Are you finished cleaning up?" She asked him and he slowly nodded his head.

Henry looked up at his mother with a huge grin, he was such a mama's boy it was adorable. He barely went to his father or asked him everything and when his mother wasn't around he would cry for her. Hopefully he would grow out of it when he gets older, "can I have some gapes?"

Susie looked down at her son studying his face carefully, she just noticed something...his eyebrows were thick, not too thick that they would be brushes but thick enough. And his skin color was lighter than hers about two shades lighter. He looked more like Harold, to be honest. She reached down and runs her fingers through his hair, "sure sweetheart."

Angelica watched how Susie acted around her son, she was so gentle and caring. It was so sweet or kind of made her sick. Was she going to be that type of mother? Or would she turn out just like her mother. Barely paying attention to her own child and husband, she wasn't surprised when her parents divorced three days after her sixteenth birthday. Everyone had seen it coming, her mother had only cared about her job and nothing else.

She didn't want to be like her mother, she wanted to be just like Susie even though it killed her to admit it. She wanted to be caring towards her son or daughter, she wanted them to grow up better than her. She want the best for her child. She just didn't want to ended up like her mother. She didn't want to become like her mother. For the first time in her life, she would admit...she wanted to be like Susie.

Note: You I know! Jessica this was suppose to be post in February! I'm sorry guy I kind of got distracted with Bodyguard: Volume I. I have decided to postpone this until now. For the people that have been waiting for this her is it, if you want more...let me know in reviews. This story will mostly be in Angelica's point of view while she deals with a few things. We will have a few glimpse in how Chuckie is dealing with this. Until next time, please have a good night or day? Tehehe... (: