I own nothing. I only own the plot and a laptop to type this.
I do not own the song Foolish Heart. It belongs to Steve Perry.

Hey! Guess who finally managed to write something! So, this is inspired by Foolish Heart by Steve Perry. It's an old song (made in 1984, to be exact) and I'm sure none of you heard of it. So, enjoy!

Warning: Contains one-sided yaoi, or boy x boy love. Slight AU.

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Feeling that feeling again.

Every time I see him. My heart stops every time he sets his gaze on me. I get dizzy when that warm smile graces his lips. His beautiful lips.

I flop down on my bed, the soft fabric comforting me slightly. My mind wanders.

Don't you remember the last time you felt this feeling?

I wince slightly as the memory pours into my mind again. My vision blurs with the familiar liquid that usually spills down my cheeks.

I wipe them away before they could escape, switching my thoughts back to him.

You're so tired of being alone, aren't you? Won't your heart play the part of the fool again?

I shake my head. No… He would never do that to me. He would never abandon me.

And how do you know that?

I clutch my head, digging my face into my pillow. I hate this annoying voice that discourages everything. I really, really like him! He's amazing, no, perfect…

Such a foolish boy with a foolish heart.

I just want a love that's strong! Someone, somehow, will be there, ready to share. And that's him.

I hear the soft squeak of the door and I flip over, my gaze set on the ceiling. How interesting.

"Hey Lucas!" A wonderful voice rings cheerfully.

I push myself into a sitting position, looking at the other.

"Hi~!" I greet back, a soft smile setting upon my features.

"Toon decided to cheat again…" He mumbles softly, a hint of annoyance lacing his tone.

My smile disappears and is replaced with a frown. "That's not fair." I state.

He nods in agreement. "Exactly!" He exclaims. Releasing a huff, he collapses onto the bed.

Silence swirls around the room, an awkward silence. I hate these kinds of silences.

"…Can I ask you something?" I ask.

"Sure! Shoot." He says, averting his gaze to me.

"…Do you like anyone? Romantically" I question shyly.

A light pink is placed on his cheeks. "Y-Yeah…"

"Who is it?"

"…It's…"

My heart starts to thump wildly.

"…Paula."

Everything stops. The world seems to freeze around me. The oxygen is knocked out of my lungs and my vision blurs.

"L-Lucas?" Comes his voice.

My gaze focuses to see him, worried. "I…I'll be right back." I breathe out, getting up and stumbling out of the room.

My body is walking, but my mind is swirling. He likes Paula.

He likes Paula.

The thought makes my head pound and it continues the echo through my head, leaving no space for any other thought.

My mind processes that my body has taken me outside. I let myself collapse, my body feels numb.

He doesn't like you back.

A soft, cool liquid spills down my cheeks. I feel more liquid pour on my back and I realize that it's raining.

My mind is still spinning, my vision blurs again. Slowly, I processed what just happened.

Ness likes Paula. Not you.

My breathing slows down.

Not you.

Right there and then, I become the shell of the person I used to be.

'Foolish heart, hear me calling. Stop before you start falling. Foolish heart, heed my warning. You've been wrong before. Don't be wrong anymore.'

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Until next time!

-LLB