Disclaimer for I do not own Beyblade Metal aka EXTRME SPIN TOPS!
Part I of my insanity series
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Schizophrenia
My stomach felt as though I'd swallowed a ship's anchor and was drowning.
Too much pressure.
I had to do this, I didn't want to die but at the same time it made my mouth water in temptation. To embrace death would be to achieve freedom and triumph.
Too long have I lingered where the darkness held me in its arms and whispered orders of sin. I have hurt the ones I hold dear in my heart yet they stand by me trustingly. Death would be like opening a brightly crimson painted colored on Christmas morning. My gloves are soaked in sweat and my mouth is as dry as the sands of Egypt.
'You're going to kill yourself? How…cowardly.'
I shuttered at the sound of his voice. Is it possible for a voice to sound so condescending? I believe so.
"Shut up!" I snapped bitterly, trying to refocus my vision to the crashing waves below.
Here on this bridge is where my life began and this is where it will end.
'Alright, Tsu-chan, if you're done pretending to be a big boy now come down from the ledge.'
The voice sighed sounding a little irritated. I in took a breath and inched closer.
My whole body was shaking.
Was it fear? No, excitement.
The idea of being free.
'Just come down from there.'
"No! For too long you've controlled my life but now I will be rid of you."
I could hear him shout something- a threat no doubt but I didn't hear.
I couldn't.
All I could hear was the sound of my head splitting with a sickening 'crack' off a rock.
Crack.
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