Disclaimer: Nope, Profiler don't belong to me…sucks though, doesn't it?
As you might have noticed, I took off the previous version of 'Pain'. One reason is because I wasn't certain if FF.Net automatically bumped up a story with a new chapter added to the top of the list. Another reason was because I felt like it. Any songs are the property of their writers/bands, and I would like to thank Sammikatt1 for some info. she generously provided me with, thanks amiga.
Pain.
That's all I feel when I look at those two together, talking in his office or at a crime scene.
They think the rest of us can't see what's developing between them, but they're wrong. I see what's going on, and I guess I should have always known.
I blew my one and only chance at true happiness a few years ago, so I guess I shouldn't complain…but I can't help myself. Could you? Could you be happy when the chance of a lifetime slips through your fingers? Yeah, I thought not. Unfortunately, neither can I. I wallow in my self-pity every single chance I get, hiding my true feelings for her behind my nearly indestructible wall of sarcasm, even though I can barely stand doing so.
Every day I don't tell her is another day of hell for me. I don't know if I can take it anymore…
Both of them come out of his office with smiles on their faces, and I look on emotionlessly as they call everyone together to announce…their engagement.
I gasp, feeling that word twist in my heart like one of Jack's knives, and one by one everyone offers their congratulations. Getting a hold of myself, I plaster on a happy face and congratulate them also as I decide to leave, walking towards the elevator doors.
As soon as they close shut behind me, I put my head in my hands, wondering what went wrong.