Hello, all. Brilliant day isn't it. Soooo….. I've been gone for a bit, ne? Heh. Well… Hope you enjoy this little thing. It's just something I wrote a while back.
Pairings: Not said. Chose for yourselves.
Summary: Denial. We all are in it at some point in our lives. Funny thing is, every one else can see it before we can. Well, unless it's the person you're in denial about, of course.
Denial of Sometimes
I sometimes think about you. Sometimes I imagine you caressing my face or kissing me. Once, I even imagined you ravishing me.
I don't like you like that, though. I really don't. I just have an overactive imagination. It's not like I want you to lower me down on a pile of soft, fluffy pillows and lay so close to me that I can smell your sweet, tantalizing scent. I really don't.
Once, I had the image of you dragging me off into the janitor's closet at school and ripping off my shirt. In the image, I wasn't complaining.
But I really don't want you to do things like that to me. Really, I don't. I'd be traumatized if you did. For the first minute. After that I'd probably beg for more. I mean, no! Don't! Oh, damn…
Sometimes, I space out as you talk to me and I imagine what your luscious lips would feel like against mine. Then you'll snap me back to reality and get mad when you realize that I wasn't paying attention. You're so cute when you're mad at me. You're even more adorable when you're exasperated. Though, you are quite amazing when happy.
Sometimes, also, I'll look at you and listen to what you're saying, but I'll pretend that I was spacing out. Then you'll repeat yourself and I can listen to your wonderful voice that makes me melt some more.
I don't know anymore. Maybe I do like you like that. Maybe I don't. I do know that I'll keep these thoughts to myself, though.
For now, I'm just going to admire you from afar and try to sort out my emotions. Hopefully I'll sort them out soon. With my luck, though, I probably won't. Insert dramatic, teenage, jaded, broken hearted, confused, emotionally broken down, emotionally unsure, and sad little sigh.
Eh, not too bad. A bit short. Well, hope you enjoyed. Reviews are very much appreciated.