A/N: Yola! So here is my new story. I hope you like it :) I was inspired by a song ;)
disclaimer: NO! I don't own icarly. The only thing I own is the laptop i used to make this story. I also don't own the song that inspired me to write this.
I looked in the mirror as I put on my tuxedo. My heart was beating a million times. Today was the day. I know that from this day it won't be like any other days that we spend together. After this day, everything is about to change.
-flashback-
It was late and we we're watching her favourite movie. This is like the millionth time we watch this movie and we've memorized the lines already.
"Hey watch this, this is my favourite part!" She said. I know, you told me a million times already. I thought as I smiled and watch the scene.
The movie ended with a bowl in her lap and her head on my chest. I smiled as I tucked her hair behind her ears. I can feel her breath.She can feel my heart and fell asleep to its beat. I placed her head down and went to my bedroom to get some pillow and blanket. I went back and saw her angelic face on the couch. I placed the pillow on the empty part of the couch I sat down and grabbed the pillow and set it on my lap. I grabbed her head and placed it on the pillow above my lap. I grabbed the blanket and placed it on her. I once again tucked her blonde curls behind her ear. I inched my self closer attempting to kiss her temples. When I was close enough a sudden movement was done.
"What are you doing Fredwierd?" She said looking at me with those big blue eyes.
"N-nothing..." I said pulling my face far from hers. I look at her thinking that she would stand up and leave. She lifted her face a little bit
"Well keep your face far from my face because I need some good sleep, alright Benson?" I nodded as a reply.
She shifted the pillow a little bit and let her head fall on it again. I rubbed her head and started to drift to sleep.
-end of flashback-
I went to the car and started the engine. I smiled because that memory was 14 months and 7 days ago but who's counting? I know, me. As the car goes farther the rain started to pour. I saw her house and decided to stop over although I knew she wasn't there. I saw a light post in her house that was once with purple lighting.
-flashback-
I was driving her home when I saw a purple light in her house. I looked at her and said "Sam?"
"Hmm?" She replied
"Why is the light post's light purple?" I said, she grinned in reply
"Oh you know I love purple"
I pulled over and lead her to her house. She wasn't wiping the grin off her face which made me laughed.
"What?" She asked with a now serious face
"You were grinning all the way to your door" I said with a small laugh. She smiled and laughed.
"I must've looked crazy." Just then the rain started pouring. Good thing we're already inside the house when the rain started falling from the sky.We smiled at each other and that's when she ran to the window and looked outside a huge smile appeared on her wonderful face. My eyes widened when she ran outside leaving the door open and started dancing on the rain.
"SAM! What are you doing? You're going to get sick!" I said running to the door.
"Look!" She pointed upwards. "The light makes the rain looks purple!" She said dancing.
"You know you look crazy dancing with no music" I said smiling while leaning onto the door frame.
"Uhuh" She stopped dancing and crossed her arms while giving me a smirk "Then why don't you sing for me?" She asked running towards me and pulling me outside making me wet from the rain.
"SING! SING! SING!" She said
"Okay! Okay!" I replied and started singing her favourite song. I looked at her dance with her fist in the air. She laughed. I laughed. She can really bring out the best and worst in me. I'm not quite sure where I stand though.
-end of flashback-
I drove away from the house and started driving to where I am heading. It was a long drive but I still came the earliest. Everything was prepared some workers where there to make the place perfect. Since I was there early I've decided to walk around the place. Behind the altar was a glass door that leads to a terrace. On that terrace you can see a garden with a swing set. I smiled as I remember Sam licking one before.
"Freddie!" I heard a familiar voice called me. I looked back.
"Carly!" I hugged her and said "Long time no see. How are you?"
"How am I? How are you? Look at you!" She said pointing at me.
"Yeah look at me" I chuckled
"Sam thought you would never come. I mean, you know what happened" She smiled. I forced a smile
"Have you met the guy?" She continued.
"Just in pictures when Sam told me she was getting married."I replied
"So you've seen each other? I mean you and Sam"
"No." I said. She raised her eyebrow "We talked through mail"
"Ohh. So uhmm... People are coming you wanna grab a seat?" she asked. I nodded.
I sat at the very back. Everyone was there, even the groom. I finally see him in person. I looked at the back door and there I saw her, I saw Sam in her wedding dress. How I wish I was the one there at the altar waiting for her. She looked at me and smiled mouthing "Thank you" I smiled. I promised her I would come even though it pains me to see her get married to a perfect man. I watch her walk to the altar and I watch him as he smiles waiting for her.
-flashback-
I kissed her. I kissed her again. I don't know if she will be mad or not but she's not cutting the kiss she wasn't responding either. When I pulled away she looked at me in the eyes.
"What are we?" She asked with her blue eyes. I didn't know how to answer. I don't want to lose the friendship and the closeness; I don't want to lose her. So I said the stupidest thing a guy could ever say to the person he loves.
"We're just friends. Right?" I said
"Yeah. We're just friends" With that she walked away. I didn't know why but I just stopped seeing anyone. I'm so stupid. I'm extremely stupid.
-end of flashback-
Their hands were intertwined. I just can't take it anymore. I still love her obviously. So I stood up and walk away. I want her to be happy but I just can't take it. I'm so sorry Sam. I walked towards the garden and sat on the swing set. This place reminded me so much of her and I don't know why. I looked at the sky and for the first time in a long time a single tear rolled down my face. I tried not to think about her that much that I prevented myself from crying.
The end?
Yes. There is a question mark in there. This will be a two shot story so I really hope you like it. I'll say the song when i post chapter 2 :)
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P.S.
Thanks to my beta! :)