Darien sat in his chair, tapping his fingers against its arms nervously. The Dean of Tokyo University was scrutinizing his application and Darien couldn't understand what was taking so long. Suddenly, the Dean looked up and caught Darien's eyes.
"Well, Mr. Chiba, you seem quite qualified for our school, but I am wondering why you wish to attend here. It says in your application that you were accepted to Harvard University in the United States... Why aren't you enrolled in that institution?"
Darien swallowed. How was he supposed to answer this? Sorry Sir, but my plane was hit by a brilliant light on the way there and I died and then was brought back to life by the legendary Sailor Moon, who just happens to be my girlfriend and one true love. His jaw clenched. Yeah, the guy would laugh him right into an asylum.
"I came into financial difficulties and couldn't make the trip." Darien lied softly, not trusting to raise his eyes. The dean remained silent for a few moments and Darien grew a little afraid he had recognized his lie. He crossed his fingers behind his back.
"It's all right son. There's no need to be embarrassed. It happens to many of us." The older man said gently, a soft smile on his face. Darien's head jerked up and met the kind eyes of the Dean. He breathed a sigh of relief.
"Thank you Sir. So will you accept me?" Darien asked hopefully.
"Yes, I can safely say that you are in. Welcome to Tokyo University Darien Chiba." The man stood to his feet and took Darien's hand. Darien shook it firmly, not quite believing he had pulled it off.
"Thank you very much sir. This really means a lot to me." Darien said honestly. Yeah, his mind spoke, because it's the only option you have left. He turned to go but the Dean stopped him.
"You know Darien, I like you. I think you have great character and if you want, I might be able to get you into Harvard if you keep your grades up." The Dean said.
"You could?" Darien asked, eyes wide with disbelief. He could go to Harvard after all?
"Yes I could. Now I don't do this for all the people that attend mind you, but your track record as a student is flawless and if you manage to keep your grades up, I see no reason why you can't attend their medical school. I'll call one of my colleagues at Harvard and arrange it. In the meantime, you just work hard." The Dean said, smiling at Darien.
"Oh thank you! Thank you so much!" Darien cried, shaking the Dean's hand. The Dean laughed and gently ushered the stricken young man out of his office.
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Serena Tsukino sat in her bedroom staring at the ring Darien had given her. She sighed wistfully as she thought of him. He was the perfect man and she loved him so much. It had been two years since the day that he had given her this ring. Two years since the day when she realized he wasn't coming back from Harvard. And two years since the day she had fought Sailor Galaxia and Chaos for his life. The Negaverse hadn't shown its face since and life in Tokyo and the rest of the world was peaceful now. Serena was very happy because of this, but also quite anxious. The world was safe, she was almost finished with high school, and her life was finally starting to resemble something close to normalcy. So why hadn't Darien officially proposed? What was he waiting for? She was eighteen now and there was no longer any excuse for her not to be married. Sure her father would be angry, but he would live. She sighed in frustration.
Oh well, she thought. I don't need Darien to marry me anyway, just as long as we are together. She smiled at how nicely the relationship had been going. Darien had decided not to go to Harvard after all and to attend Tokyo University. Now he would always be close to her. She was startled from her thoughts as her father's suspicious voice came to her from down stairs.
"Serena, honey? There's a young man down here to see you."
Serena jumped to her feet and ran out of her bedroom and down the stairs. She arrived in the foyer to find Darien waiting outside nervously and her father standing in the doorway, teeth clenched. She smiled apologetically at Darien, and quickly kissed her father's cheek before she stepped outside.
"Thanks Daddy. I won't be gone long!" She took Darien's hand and swiftly led him away from her glowering father. Once they were in safe distance from the house, she began to speak. "So what's up?"
Darien turned and smiled brightly at her.
"I got into Tokyo University! I think I made a good impression on the Dean!" Darien said excitedly. He was stunned as Serena leapt into his arms and placed a kiss on his lips. After a few moments, he pulled back, breathless, and gazed into the blue tear-filled orbs of his beloved. Without a word, he pulled her close.
"I love you so much Darien." He heard her murmur. "Now we'll be together forever."
Yes, Serena. He thought silently. We will be together forever- after this Harvard offer comes through. He smiled to himself. I'm going to build you such a future, Serena. You'll be the happiest woman ever!
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"But Darien! This is my graduation day we're talking about! What do you mean you can't come? You already missed my prom, you can't possibly miss this!" Serena cried helplessly. Darien looked up from his microbiology paper and gave Serena an annoyed expression.
"Serena, I have a class that day and I can't possibly miss it. I'm really sorry but I can't go!" He said impatiently, standing up for a moment and raising his hands to emphasize his words. He fell back into his chair and ran his fingers through his blue-black hair in evident irritation. "Can we talk about this later? I've really got to finish this paper."
Serena's eyes filled with unshed tears, but she quickly blinked them away angrily. Without a word, she turned around so he couldn't see her obvious hurt. How could he be doing this to her? Now, of all times, when she needed him most?
"Fine Darien. Whenever you can pencil me in." She spat angrily, her words thick in her throat. She caught herself and swallowing hard, turned back towards him, her face sad now. "Don't push me away, Darien. You've done it too many times to me before. I can't take it if you do it again." She breathed deeply and turning swiftly, she walked out of his apartment, slamming the door behind her. Darien looked up for a moment, then shook his head and went back to work.
I'm sorry Serena, but I'm doing this for us. He thought silently. I'll make it up to you, I promise.
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Serena stalked angrily to the elevator, her pigtails swaying behind her. She pressed her finger hard against the Down button and when the door opened she went inside and sank to the floor. The tears she had been holding in finally began to fall softly from her bright blue eyes. She sniffed and tried to wipe them away.
How can he do this to me? She thought sadly. I've given him everything I can give, and this is how he repays me? Doesn't he care for me at all? She shook her head and standing up, straightened her shoulders and wiped her eyes dry. Yes, she answered silently. Of course he cares for me. He loves me for crying out loud! He's just really busy right now, that's all.
The door slid open and Serena emerged from it dry-eyed and composed. She walked home silently and reached her house in no time at all. On her doorstep was a bouquet of red roses. She smiled suddenly and running to the porch, gingerly picked them up into her arms. She breathed deeply into the flowers, filling her body with their soft scent. So Darien was sorry for hurting her after all. She smiled and read the card.
-To my little bunny. I still have not forgotten you.
"So," Came a teasing voice from behind her. "I see you got my flowers."
Serena stiffened for a moment, then whirled around. A handsome, tall, dark-haired young man with dancing blue eyes was standing a few feet away, grinning slyly.
"Seiya..." She whispered.
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"So Serena, how have you been?" Seiya asked mischievously, enjoying Serena's open-mouthed amazement.
"Seiya!" Serena cried out and suddenly enveloped him in a bone-crunching hug.
Seiya was nearly knocked to the ground by the sheer force of the beautiful blond. He was surprised at first, but quickly got over it and placed himself back into the moment, pulling the gorgeous girl closer to him. He held her lovingly in his arms and wished that he could never let her go. An embrace from her always put him in heaven. He snapped out of it quickly and replaced the dreamy attitude with his usual playful and gregarious one.
"Well, I'm glad that you're happy to see me. So how is my little bunny?" He asked laughing.
"Oh, Seiya don't tease me! I'm having the worst possible day!" She cried. A fleeting look of sadness crossed her face, but then she smiled at him. "But thank you for the flowers Seiya, they are lovely, and just what I needed right now." She turned away and he saw tears reflected in her crystal-blue eyes. He took her chin and raised her eyes to meet his own.
"Are you all right Serena?" He asked quickly, his face contorted with concern. Serena wasn't supposed to be sad. She never allowed herself.
"I-I'm fine Seiya... It's just that," She paused for a moment- as if undecided whether or not to bare some secret- then went on. "I wanted Darien to come to my high school graduation this Saturday... You see I made high honors the past two years and I'm second in my class next to Amy. When Darien die-... I mean, when Darien was gone, I dived into my studies... When he came back, I doubled my efforts. I've been accepted to a few colleges as well, but I'm not going to go because I can't leave Darien." Tears fell down her cheeks. "I wanted him to come so badly so I could surprise him, but he's too busy with his school." She said bitterly. "He is always too busy for anything now, including me."
Seiya's form had stiffened at the mention of Darien but had gradually relaxed as he listened to Serena's story. So she and Darien were having problems? Well, that just made his plan seem all the more possible. He had left his beloved Princess Fireball only because he had been unable to get another one out of his mind. He loved Serena, and had returned to Earth with the sole intentions of making her love him back. Now, it seemed that he would have a chance. He had to take it or lose her forever.
"Well, I know you really wanted Darien to come, but would an appearance from the Three Lights help?" Seiya asked hopefully. "Maybe I can work out some sort of deal with the principle and have the band play at your graduation... I don't know, what do you think? Maybe Darien can't come, but hey! You'll have the next best thing right?" Seiya gave her his best smile.
Serena stared at him, and suddenly began to laugh joyously, hugging him again.
"That would be perfect Seiya! Thank you so much! I'm so glad to know that you'll be there, even if Darien can't be. After all, you are the reason why I got through the times when he was gone anyway. You were always there to comfort me Seiya, and I would be lying if I said that your presence wouldn't be more than welcome." Serena said, pulling away and looking deeply into the midnight blue eyes that had always reminded her of Darien's.
She suddenly noticed he looked even more like Darien than before. His hair was cut short now (the long ponytail was gone) and styled much like Darien's- tousled and swept to the side. There were differences though... Seiya's features were soft and sweet while Darien's face was hard and chiseled. Seiya's body was less muscular as well and more boyish somehow, but he was definitely great looking. She turned away, realizing that she had been staring, and Seiya couldn't help but notice the blush that crept into her cheeks.
"Well Serena," Seiya said at last, "I should probably get going. I have to go set up this surprise show and let Yaten and Taiki know what's going on. I'll see you this Saturday... and maybe Serena, you could save a dance for me or something?" Seiya asked hopefully.
"Sure Seiya, no problem." Serena said, smiling with relief. Good, she thought, we're still just friends.
Seiya smiled back and after waving good-bye, jogged off towards the black sports car he had parked down the street. Serena watched him go for a moment, then with a sigh, gently picked up the roses and went inside.
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It was graduation day and Serena was a mess! She couldn't find her shoes or her graduation cap and gown, and she was supposed to be leaving for the ceremony in ten minutes! She searched her room frantically and dived under the bed, nearly ripping the billowing skirt of the short, white spaghetti-strap dress she was wearing. It was covered in small white pearls that were embroidered on the dress to look like roses, and it was absolutely lovely.
"Oh, Serena be careful! You almost ruined your dress! Hurry up! You're going to be late!" Luna warned from behind her.
"Oh, be quiet Luna! I'm trying!" Serena cried. Luna gave an annoyed sniff and headed for the door. She turned before she reached it, however, and looked at Serena with a tired smile.
"Well, good luck tonight Serena. I'm very proud of you, you know. It has been wonderful being your guardian all this time. You have really grown up." Luna said gently. Serena stopped for a moment and smiled, nodding at her feline friend. "And don't worry about Darien, Serena. He'll come around. He always does!" Luna said, smiling brightly, and without another word, she headed out the door. Serena smiled back sadly, and resumed her search.
She suddenly found her white heels and sat on her bed to slip them on. She caught a glimpse of herself in the full-length mirror and suddenly stopped. She looked different. She couldn't explain it, but she looked different. Her cheeks were flushed in her hurry to get ready and her hair was piled on her head in soft golden curls that were somehow streaked with silver. Silver? Her hair hadn't been silver before, had it? Her makeup made her look grown up and her dress accentuated her now full-blown curves. She looked every bit like the gorgeous queen she would one day become. She was startled out of her thoughts as her mother came through the door and gaped at her daughter. Serena was surprised when her mother's eyes suddenly filled with tears.
"Mommy? What's wrong?" Serena cried, jumping to her feet.
"Nothing sweetie... Nothing at all... You just look so lovely! My little girl is all grown up!" Her mother cried, pulling Serena into a tender embrace.
Serena held her mother back tightly, feeling her sense of identity as a child leave her heart and a strong feeling of maturity replace it. Her mother's tears wet her neck and Serena suddenly felt empty... Her mother would never hold her like this again, like a child, because she was no longer a child. Gone were the days where she would cry and carry on about nothing. Gone were the days of failed tests and scraped knees from her clumsiness. She was a woman now, and would have to start acting like one. All she had ever felt before would change after this day, and nothing would ever be the same. Her mother suddenly pulled away and wiped her eyes.
"I actually came up here to give you these." She said, laughing a little as she held up Serena's blue cap and gown. "But when I saw you, all these memories hit me... You as a little girl, and you now... I love you Serena." Her mother said softly.
"I love you too Mom. And I always will be your little girl, whether you like it or not." Serena said gently, putting her arms around her mother's neck. She pulled away and smiled at her mother, who smiled back.
"Come on," Her mother said, "let's get you into this." She delicately began buttoning up the blue gown over Serena's white one and placing the cap over her curls, careful not to mess up the style. She turned to Serena after she was done and began casually. "So, is Darien coming tonight?"
Serena felt tears sting her eyes, but she swallowed hard and shook her head.
"No. I'm afraid he can't make it." She said softly.
Her mother looked at her apprehensively, but let it pass, and gently led her daughter downstairs.
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"Oh my gosh! Serena you look terrific!" Raye cried happily, uncharacteristically throwing her arms around her friend. Serena hugged her back tightly only to be mobbed again by a vivacious blond, who looked a lot like herself.
"Our Serena is growing up so fast!" Mina cried happily, squeezing Serena around the middle. Serena laughed and pushed Mina away so she could glimpse both of her friends in their pretty summer dresses. Mina wore a bright sunny yellow one while Raye wore a light lavender dress that accentuated her dark purple eyes. Both looked lovely.
Unlike Lita, Amy, and Serena, Raye and Mina had already graduated from their own high schools and had both done very well. Mina had been captain of her volleyball team as well as head of many school organizations and coordinator for several dances. She had also been homecoming and prom queen. Raye had been president of numerous clubs, including Student Counsel, and had been valedictorian of her school. Her tenacity and hard work had paid off and she was quite proud of herself. She was now studying to be a Shinto Priestess and interestingly enough, a journalist. Mina was going to try her luck as a model. Serena had a feeling she would be very successful.
"Hey guys! Over here!" Came a husky female voice and the girls turned to see Lita and Amy approaching, both wearing a blue cap and gown. Lita's hair was down and curled around her face and Amy's was held back with a pretty silver headband.
"Lita! Amy!" Serena cried and quickly raced to join her two friends. All hugged excitedly and Mina and Raye came over to congratulate Amy on being valedictorian of Juuban High. The modest soldier of Mercury only blushed and muttered her thanks.
Amy was leaving in a few days to America to attend Cornell University for her degree in medicine, for her dream to become a doctor had not dimmed. The girls would miss her, but they knew it was what Amy wanted to do and they refused to get in her way. Lita was planning to go to a culinary arts college in Japan to perfect her cooking talents and become a word-renowned chef. Serena was the one who remained undecided. She had been accepted not only to a few colleges in Japan, but also to a few in America. Stanford University, New York University, and UCLA had all accepted her. She was tempted to take one of them up on their offer, but would not because of Darien. Serena's dream was to become a writer and to one day tell the story of Sailor Moon through fiction. But it was a pipe dream for her and she feared she would never accomplish it. She had Darien however, and that was all that mattered.
"Serena? Are you all right?" Amy suddenly asked.
"Huh?" Serena shook her head. Gosh she was being day-dreamy lately! "I'm fine Amy. I'm just going to miss everyone." She said.
"We'll miss you too Serena! But you're staying in Japan and so are we, except Amy. We'll see each other and Amy's going to be sure to keep in touch. Don't worry honey, everything will be fine!" Mina exclaimed brightly.
Serena forced a smile and her friends all surrounded her in a group hug.
"Yeah Serena. We're the Sailor Scouts! It'll take more than a few miles to tear us apart!" Raye exclaimed.
Suddenly a voice announced behind them it was time to start the ceremonies.
"Whoops! Sorry girls, but that's our cue!" Lita said sadly, grabbing Amy and Serena's wrists and leading them away.
"Good luck you guys!" Raye cried.
"Break a rib!" Mina called from behind them and Raye sweat-dropped. The girls turned and waved before heading inside.
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Serena sat in her seat next to Amy nervously. She was constantly wringing her hands underneath her gown and her eyes remained solely on her feet. She suddenly felt a warm touch on her arm and looked up to see the comforting blue eyes of Amy and she immediately felt better. She steadied herself and managed a smile for her wise friend, who gladly returned it. Suddenly, Amy was gone, and Serena realized she was going to give her graduation speech. She listened intently as one of her best friends recounted her experiences of high school and how, with the help of her family and her friends, she had managed to make it to where she was today. Serena's eyes filled with tears as Amy's speech began to come to an end.
"And the final person I want to thank tonight is my best friend, Serena." Amy said softly, turning slightly to meet Serena's shocked tear-filled eyes. "She took me under her wing on one of the worst days of my life and in a way, she saved me. She has an unshakable courage and kindness, and the purity inside of her heart is her greatest strength. I love you Serena. Stay true to yourself while I am gone. Even though you may not have known it, when you were watching my back, I was always watching yours. Because of you, I am standing here today, and because of you, I will be facing tomorrow. Be brave Serena, and always trust your feelings." She shifted her body and once again faced the audience. "Thank you everyone, for the best years of my life." Amy's eyes were filled with tears as she stepped away from the podium and Serena stood to her feet and hugged her friend before she could stop herself.
"I love you too, Amy. And I will be brave, I promise you." Serena whispered and clung tightly to her wise friend that would soon be alone in the far off world of America until she succeeded in completing her dream.
Amy gave Serena a last squeeze before taking her seat. Serena followed and sat calmly while the principle began to call the names of the students to receive their diplomas. She began to clap as a familiar face was called to the podium to shake the hand of the principle.
"Lita Kino." The principle read, and smiled at the tall brunette that approached the podium shyly, gently taking the diploma from him and shaking his hand. Four female voices could be heard over all the rest as the brunette left the stage, and the girls were stunned to hear a male voice as well. They turned to see a handsome, tall young man with brown eyes and hair up on his feet and clapping wildly.
"That must be Ken." Serena whispered to Amy.
"Yeah, I sort of remember him, but he looks really different." She glanced at Lita who stood in front of the stage with all the rest of the students that had already been called. She was blushing furiously as the young man ran up to her and enveloped her in a hug. "It is him!" Amy cried, pointing a Lita. "Check out her face!" Serena looked and both girls burst into a fit of giggles. Suddenly their moment was stopped as Amy's name was announced.
"Our own valedictorian, Amy Mizuno." The principle said. Amy rose to her feet and gave Serena a wink and she walked up to the podium and took her diploma. Again, four girls could be heard above the rest.
Serena waited patiently through the rest of the names for her own to be called. She was surprised when the principle finally called her to the podium.
"I am very pleased to introduce this next young lady. She began her high school years as one of the worst students I have ever encountered, but turned her academics around in her last two years at Juuban High. She started out as last in her class has worked her way up to second. I can say truthfully that I have never been prouder of a student in my life. Congratulations, Serena Tsukino." He said, turning around and smiling genuinely at the stricken blushing blond that huddled, embarrassed, in her seat.
The stadium erupted with cheers from Serena's family, friends, and her four fellow Sailor Scouts. Other voices joined and she turned to see Hotaru, Amara, Michelle, and Trista standing off to the side, also cheering wildly. She felt tears well in her eyes and was stunned to hear the voices of three males above the rest.
"Way to go Serena!" Seiya, Taiki, and Yaten all called out, genuine smiles on all.
Serena beamed at all of them and the tears that threatened fell from her cheeks. Without a word, she gently rose to her feet and approached the podium. The principle chuckled at her emotional state, handed her the diploma, and shook her hand.
"I meant every word, Serena. Make the best of your life. You deserve it." He said softly. Serena gazed at him for a moment, nodded, then turned and walked off the stage.
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Darien raced out of his physics classroom, raising his wrist to check his watch.
"Shit." He muttered. "I'm really, really, late!"
Thank goodness his teacher had decided to let the class out early today. He felt so guilty because he knew this was a huge thing for her, even though she probably hadn't done so well in school anyway. It didn't matter though, he'd been ignoring her for the past few months and he was sorry. There was just too much to do!
He was turning a corner when he suddenly collided with someone.
"WHOAH!" The man cried out as Darien nearly knocked him over.
"Oh shit!" He exclaimed quickly, recognizing the person he had collided into. "Dean Imada! Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry! Are you all right?" Darien apologized, worry crossing his handsome and very tired features.
The Dean of the university laughed and shrugged.
"I'm fine Mr. Chiba. I was actually looking for you. Now that I've found you I won't have to make the trip to the Physics Department. Mr. Chiba, I have great news. Your offer to Harvard has come through. They want you there in a week if you're still interested. You could even leave today, if you wanted. Your housing and food have been taken care of so they told me to tell you not to worry about anything, just to get there. Congratulations." The Dean beamed widely.
Darien gaped at him, completely shocked. They wanted him this soon? He could leave today? Everything was taken care of? His mind was spinning so fast he thought he would faint, but then he caught himself and began to laugh!
"Oh thank you, thank you Dean Imada! Thank you so much!" Darien cried, grabbing the man's hand and shaking it happily. The dean laughed again.
"You're very welcome Mr. Chiba, but you earned it. Have a wonderful trip. Goodbye." The man said, then turned and walked away.
Darien laughed again and raced out the door towards the student parking lot where his red Ferrari waited.
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Serena stood in the Banquet Hall (the school gym) and cheered with the rest of the girls as the Three Lights played their hearts out for the high school students. They wore their traditional suits, but Serena was surprised to see they had a new sound. It was less boy band and more rock and Serena quite enjoyed it. Suddenly, their song ended and Seiya leaned into the microphone. He was playing the guitar (much to Serena's surprise) and so was Taiki. Yaten was on the drums, though his keyboard was also set up.
"This song goes out to a very special girl," Seiya said softly into the microphone. "Because every time I touch her, I feel so far away."
Serena felt her cheeks burn because Seiya was staring directly at her. So he did still love her! Why didn't she see it before? How could she be so blind?
Her thoughts were broken as Seiya began to play, and Serena became caught up in the words of the song.
I try to feel the distance
That has grown between us
Open up as lonely as the space between the stars
I wish that I could find a way
To smash my fist right through these walls
Of ugliness
And emptiness
And gently touch your face
Seiya's gaze met Serena's and she blushed again. Taiki suddenly joined in singing, harmonizing with Seiya's smooth voice.
But every time that I touch you
I feel so far away
And every time that you need me
I feel so far away
Taiki dropped back and once again it was only Seiya. His midnight blue eyes burned into Serena's. Raye leaned in towards Serena.
"He's so amazing isn't he, Serena? I can't believe how gorgeous he looks!"
Serena turned to reply but Raye was already focused on Seiya, her dark purple eyes glowing brightly. Mina, Amy, and Lita were in the same state as Raye. Serena was then pulled back into the song.
I see you silently beside me
Choking back your tears
I wonder if you recognize
The silence there defines us
Desperately I try to fight
This overwhelming sense that I
May never find the strength to change
How hopeless we've become
Taiki joined again to harmonize, but Seiya's eyes never left Serena's. Serena's filled with tears at the obvious emotion in Seiya's words.
But every time that I touch you
I feel so far away
And every time that you need me
I feel so far away
Can I feel so far away?
I feel so far away
Seiya's voice became soft, then began rising in pitch as the passion grew.
I need to find a way to break this silence
I need to find a way to break this silence
I need to find a way to break this silence
That's between us
So I scream you name
I scream your name
I scream your name
I scream you name!
But every time that I touch you
I feel so far away
And every time that you need me
You feel so far away
Suddenly the words changed and Serena's eyes overflowed and Seiya closed the song. His voice had become soft again.
And every time that you reach out
You feel me pull away
And every time that I touch you
I touch you
I touch you...
You feel so far away...
His voice trailed off and the ringing of the guitar grew soft, and then died. The audience remained silent for a moment before erupting with cheers! Serena cheered along with them. Seiya had finally been truthful to her, and she couldn't ask for anything more.
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Darien entered the graduation field only to find it empty. He groaned inwardly and turned around. Serena would be so angry with him! Suddenly he heard giggles and turned to see Serena's friend, Molly, coming across the field towards him. Her boyfriend, Melvin, was with her.
"Hey Molly!" Darien called out. Molly turned and saw him, and waved. She walked over, pulling Melvin along with her.
"Hey Darien! What's up?" Molly said, smiling.
"Not much Molly, but I feel like a total jerk. I missed Serena's graduation and I feel really awful. How did it go?" He wondered.
"Oh it was great! Amy and the principle said such great things about her, it was really sweet." Molly said brightly.
"What do you mean?" Darien asked.
"Oh, Amy thanked Serena for being such a wonderful friend, which is typical because she is a wonderful friend to just about anyone." Darien smiled, that was true. "And the principle congratulated Serena on being second in her class. I have to admit, I never expected Serena to pull it off either!" Molly exclaimed.
"What?!" Darien cried out, completely taken aback. He suddenly felt sick, as if he had swallowed something horrible. "Serena finished second in her class?" He choked.
"Yeah," Melvin grumbled. "She beat me out by only a couple points. It's not my fault that I couldn't pass Auto Shop."
But Darien was no longer listening. Serena had finished second in her class? What an accomplishment! He had finished third, and that was a huge deal, but Serena had finished second! He was suddenly hit by a massive wave of guilt as he realized why Serena had been so persistent and hurt about his lack of interest. He covered his face with his hands. How could he be such an unfeeling and incredible jerk? What was the matter with him? How could he be so selfish?
But how was he supposed to know? The other part of his mind wondered. Serena had never told him about her grades and he had just assumed they had been as bad as usual. He shook his head. It didn't matter, he should have found a way to be there, but at least he had some good news to give Serena. The news of Harvard should really cheer her up. He turned to Molly and Melvin.
"Hey, do you know where Serena is now?" He asked.
"Yeah, she's in the gym. I think she-" Molly began.
"Okay thanks you guys! Bye!" Darien said, cutting her off, and before Molly could finish, he jogged off towards the gym.
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The Three Lights were on a break and a DJ was taking over for them until they rested up. Serena was sitting at a table alone when she felt a tap on her shoulder. She turned to see Seiya standing there, looking happy, but nervous.
"Can I have that dance now?" He asked sheepishly.
Serena smiled softly and nodded. She rose to her feet and she heard Seiya gasp. He gazed at her with wonder. She looked at him and shrugged.
"What?" She asked.
"Nothing," Seiya murmured. "I've just never seen you look so beautiful before."
Serena blushed crimson, but gently took Seiya's hand and led him to the dance floor. Several pairs of female eyes gazed at her enviously as the handsome young musician took Serena into his arms. And Seiya was not completely oblivious to the furious glares from the male population, either. They swayed gently to the music for a few moments before Seiya spoke.
"I meant every word you know. In the song I mean."
"Shhh." Serena shushed him. "I know you did. But you must understand Seiya, there is only one person for me. I care for you deeply, but I don't love you. I don't say this to be cruel or break your heart. If I were free Seiya, I could love you, but I'm not. Destiny holds me back, and I can't love just anyone."
Seiya glowered. "Damn Destiny. I don't care what gets in my way." He whispered furiously. He raised his hand and cupped Serena's cheek gently. "I love you."
"If only you could understand..." Serena murmured softly, laying her head against his shoulder. "Even if I agreed to be with you Seiya, Destiny would find some way to tear us apart again. Darien and I found each other when thousands of years had separated us. And because of Destiny, we will always find each other, no matter what the barrier. I feared this notion when I first learned of it, but then I accepted it. I love Darien, Seiya, and I will never love anyone else. Find someone who is free Seiya. Find someone who can love you." She pulled away and gazed into his eyes. "If you force me to love you Seiya," She whispered seriously, "you would always be Darien to me."
His heart clenched and he realized it was true. Even when he had held her so long ago, she had envisioned Darien holding her instead. Even now, he had styled his hair and worn clothes that were similar to Darien's with the hope it would get her attention. Why was this happening? Why couldn't he get her out of his head when he knew she loved someone else? His eyes filled with tears at the unfairness of it all and he turned his face from Serena's.
"I'm sorry Serena. I see what you mean now, but it doesn't comfort me at all. Please, hold me Serena, hold me just this once. You've never held me before like you hold him, and it's all I've ever wanted." He choked out.
Serena's own eyes filled with tears as she pulled Seiya into a gentle embrace. He clung to her tightly and she clung to him, feeling him quivering against her. She reached up and touched her lips to his delicately. His eyes opened wide at this action, but he pulled her closer. That was when it happened. He suddenly felt an enormous release, as if a gigantic weight had been pulled from his body, and he became calm. He relaxed in her hold and she pulled him tighter, taking his love for her into her own body, locking it away in her heart. The kiss was soft and chaste, but somehow passionate and sweet. She felt her heart tug unexpectedly, but paid no attention to it. She loved Darien, always and forever, no matter how much of a jerk he could be. Somehow, Seiya understood. When he pulled away, he felt something different for the lovely girl in front of him. He smiled at her like a sister, and she locked forever in her soul the secret that she had used the Silver Crystal to take away his self-destructive love.
I'm sorry Seiya, her mind whispered. I just can't bear to see you live your life in unhappiness. Now, you are free.
He stared at her, knowing she had done something to him, but not really caring much either way.
"Thank you," he finally whispered.
"Your welcome Seiya." Serena answered him. She once again took him into her arms to finish the dance. For the first time, they danced as friends.
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Darien glowered at the young man that was holding his beloved Serena in his arms. She looked so beautiful... It was hard to take his eyes off of her. She looked like a queen, the queen from his dreams. But that guy... Why did that guy look so familiar? Had he seen him before? He shook his head and then realized finally who it was. It was the guy he had met when he had first arrived back on Earth. The Starlight had looked at Darien with envy and obvious dislike at their first meeting. He remembered the words the young man had spoken, and the way he looked at Serena when he said it.
"Treat her right, you know you don't deserve her."
He gritted his teeth at the memory and forced his eyes back to where Serena and the young man were still dancing. They were talking now, he noticed, and the Starlight looked upset. Serena's face was calm and collected, as if she were explaining something to a small child. Suddenly, they held close for a moment, a tight embrace that caused Darien to clench his fists so tightly that his nails dug into his palm. His teeth bit into his lips as he watched Serena reach up and kiss the young man softly on the lips.
What is she doing??? Darien's mind screamed. She's my girlfriend! She can't kiss another guy like that!
He knew he was losing control as he started to walk over to them, but he stopped himself. He didn't need this! Here he was, trying to build a future for himself and Serena and she was messing around on him! How could she? Didn't he mean anything to her at all? He turned swiftly on his heels and headed for the door.
He couldn't take this anymore. He had too much to worry about. Let Serena have her little Starlight. They could be happy, the both of them. He felt tears blur his vision as he swept past crowds of people, heading for the door. He was caught off guard as he nearly knocked someone over, his second time for the day. He looked up to see Lita rubbing her shoulder gently, looking stunning in a shimmering emerald green summer dress, her hair cascading down her shoulders in an auburn waterfall. A handsome young man was on her arm with light brown hair and brown eyes that were now glaring at Darien. Amy stood behind them, looking at Darien worriedly. She also looked beautiful with her light blue strapless gown and silver jewelry.
"Darien, are you all right?" She asked.
"I'm fine Amy." He muttered. "Sorry Lita." He said quickly, turning away and practically running away from them.
"No problem." Lita answered, slightly annoyed. "What's up with him?"
"I don't know." Amy said softly. "But I don't like it. Something's not right."
"Well he better fix it because that guy needs an attitude adjustment. I'm really getting tired of the way he's treating Serena. Sure, school is important, but it isn't everything." Lita said crossly.
"I don't know if that's the only problem, Lita." Amy pointed out.
"Whatever. The point is the guy needs to pay more attention to his girlfriend, otherwise a guy like Seiya is going to steal her heart away from him." Lita answered, crossing her arms over her chest. Ken watched her silently, a small smile playing on his lips. Amy frowned sadly.
"Nothing could steal Serena's heart from Darien. Not even Seiya, as charming as he is. Serena would never allow it."
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Serena swayed gently to the music, leaning against Seiya as she did so. She loved this song and began to sing softly to it, unconsciously doing so in Seiya's ear. He suddenly pulled away from her, surprise etched on his face.
"Serena..." He murmured. "Your voice... It's amazing! Why didn't you ever tell me you were so good!" He exclaimed. Serena blushed.
"I'm not that great Seiya. Don't make a big deal about it... I sing pretty okay." She smiled a little.
"Pretty okay?! Serena, you are more than 'pretty okay!'" Seiya said incredulously. He suddenly grinned wickedly. "You have to do a song with me and the band!"
"Seiya no! I couldn't do that!" Serena protested, pulling away from him.
"Please Serena! Please do this for me! We're on in a few minutes and we could really use a new voice in the band. It's not forever, just one song. Who knows? Maybe you'll like it! I always find the stage wonderful. It's a chance for me to just let everything go." Seiya said gently, his eyes pleading with her.
Serena thought for a moment. The offer was tempting. She took one more look at Seiya's pleading face and finally nodded.
"Okay Seiya. But just one!" Serena warned.
"Okay fine! Just one." Seiya repeated.
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A few moments later, Serena joined the Three Lights onstage. She gazed at the crowd nervously, meeting the curious eyes of the Sailor Scouts. She gave them a strained smile. Suddenly, Seiya approached the microphone and spoke into it.
"I have discovered a hidden talent in a student from your very own Juuban High. She is a gorgeous young lady whom most of you know. Give it up everyone, for your very own Serena Tsukino!" He called excitedly out to the crowd.
Serena blushed nervously, but was quickly overwhelmed by the sudden roar of the crowd. She drank in that sound and never forgot it. Suddenly, she knew this was where she wanted to be.
"This ought to be interesting." Raye whispered to Mina, just loud enough for Serena to hear, for both were in the front row. Mina gaped at Raye and playfully smacked her.
Serena glared at her friend, but Raye only smiled wickedly. Serena smiled back slyly, knowing that Raye just might be surprised. Suddenly the music began to course through her, Seiya on the keyboard and Taiki on the guitar. Serena began to sing, her smooth and clear voice washing over the audience. She smiled as Raye's mouth fell open as the song unfolded.
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're, never there
But when I sleep you're, everywhere
You're everywhere
The song speeded up and Serena began to move to the music, gently gripping the microphone between both hands. Everyone was mesmerized by her beauty and stage presence. Seiya only smiled, realizing that he had been right in his assumptions about her loving the spotlight. Serena began to sing again and everyone in the audience began to dance to the music.
Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
you're never there
And every time I sleep
you're always there
Serena's voice suddenly reached a high pitch as she began to chorus. Her eyes were closed and her voice was perfect.
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
Serena began to dance to the music again, then returned to the microphone. She smiled at the amazed looks she was receiving from her friends, but continued on...
I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I am not alone
She smiled as the music speeded up and continued dancing.
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh
Suddenly the music slowed and Serena stopped dancing. She gazed out into the audience, her voice now soft and somewhat sad.
And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
Her voice picked up the pace again and came out strong and powerful, washing over the audience, getting them to dance again.
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
it's you I breathe
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
The music suddenly stopped except for Taiki playing the guitar lightly and Serena's voice became once again soft and sad.
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
The guitar's sound slowly faded away and everyone cheered wildly, Raye above all the rest. She looked at Serena with obvious pride and leaped onto the stage to hug her friend.
"You were so amazing Serena! Why didn't you ever tell me you had such an amazing voice? We could have done so much of that sort of stuff together! Oh, you suck for not telling me!" She exclaimed excitedly. Serena only smiled, knowing working together with Raye was nearly impossible. It was always her way, or no way.
"Thanks Raye. I'm really glad that you liked it, but I'm not going to pursue it as a career or anything." Serena said, laughing.
"And why not?" Came Taiki's voice from behind her. Serena turned in surprise. "I mean it Serena, you are really good! I don't want to say this officially or anything, but would you consider joining the Three Lights? You are really amazing, and to tell you the truth, we're getting tired of Seiya's voice." He said laughing as Seiya pretended to look insulted.
Serena gaped at Taiki in amazement. She didn't even think that Taiki had even liked her and he was offering her a place in the band?
"Taiki, you want me in the Three Lights? Are you sure about that?" Serena finally choked out.
"Sure I'm sure. I mean, if you're up to it." Taiki said. Yaten and Seiya nodded eagerly behind him. "The only problem is, we're heading to America to tour there. We want to expand our audience and we're going to begin in New York working the club circuit. So what do you think? You in?"
"Yeah Serena," Yaten chimed, "you in?"
Serena gaped at them. New York? That would mean that she would have to leave Darien... But she could also go to college there! She was accepted already to New York University and that would place her in perfect location... But could she really be away from Darien? She suddenly remembered how wonderful it had felt to be onstage and smiled softly. Yes, she could do that, but only with his permission.
"Let me talk it over with Darien, okay Taiki? That way I can be sure." Serena said quickly.
"Of course. Let us know as soon as you can though, okay?" Taiki asked.
"Sure. No problem." Serena said, an excited smile playing on her lips.
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"Bye Mom! I'll be right back." Serena called over her shoulder as she left the house.
Her white, pearl encrusted gown rustled in the soft breeze and Serena was surprised to see that the sky was suddenly covered with clouds. She shivered slightly, but quickly shook it off as she remembered why she was going to see Darien so late at night. She smiled and ran swiftly towards the brand new silver convertible she had received for a graduation present. She sped out of the driveway with a soft screech, and turned towards Darien's apartment.
She was so happy! She couldn't believe she would be the next member of the Three Lights! Whoops, she thought, I guess it's the Starlights now. Taiki had thought the name should be changed because there would now be four members instead of three and that was fine with Serena- if she even joined, that is. She suddenly realized she had arrived outside Darien's posh building and leapt out of the car as soon as she parked it. She ran into Darien's elevator and was dancing around inside of it until it finally opened on his floor.
Without warning, she was apprehensive and alert. Something wasn't right. She peeked out of the elevator, expecting danger or the Negaverse, but found nothing. She shrugged it off. Maybe it was just her imagination or something. She smoothed out her curls gently and approached Darien's door. She knocked softly and waited. There was no answer. She knocked again and waited, but nobody came.
Serena was getting a bad feeling... Why wasn't he answering the door? She reached down into her purse and pulled out a key. With shaking hands, she opened the door. She stepped into his apartment and found it pitch black.
"Darien? Darien, are you here?" Serena called softly, fear beginning to grip her. She stepped even farther into his apartment. "Darien?"
"I'm right here, Serena." Came a muffled voice from another room.
Serena felt fear grip her heart. What was the matter with him? He didn't sound right... She entered his darkened living room and found him sitting on his sofa. A small lamp glowed from behind him, throwing his features in shadows. A large glass of brandy sat on the table next to him, and the bottle next to it was already halfway gone. Darien had been drinking? His head was down, but as she approached, he looked up, and she was stunned to see his eyes icy and bloodshot. She gasped. What is the matter with him? Why are his eyes so cold?
"Darien..." Serena began.
"Don't Serena." He paused and raised his hands, as if to ward her away. "Just don't!"
"Darien, what's wrong?" Serena asked, her voice quivering.
Darien's eyes raised again and Serena shrank from them. They were full of anger and malice, something that she hadn't seen since the day he had been possessed by the Negaverse.
"What's wrong Serena? What's wrong? Everything's wrong! This whole relationship is just wrong!" Darien shouted, rising to his feet.
"What are you talking about? What happened Darien?" Serena cried. "If this is about missing my graduation, don't worry I-"
"This isn't about the graduation Serena!" Darien interrupted.
"Well then what is it about? Darien, I don't know what is the matter with you, but you better explain!" Serena nearly screamed, her happiness completely gone.
"Well I'm not going to explain because you know damn well what I'm talking about!" He searched her eyes but only found complete bewilderment. Did she really not know? No, he thought shaking his head. She knew exactly what he was talking about. She was just playing stupid. Darien brushed past her angrily. "I don't have time for this, I have to study for my midterm."
Serena followed him, angry and hurt.
"Don't walk away from this Darien! Something is obviously wrong and I don't have any idea what you're talking about! You've been pushing me away for the past few months and I'm not going to take it anymore! Whether you are mad at me or not, we have to work through this. Destiny demands we do so!" Serena exclaimed, grabbing his arm. He tore it away from her. She gazed at him, her heart in her eyes. She blinked back tears furiously.
"Destiny?" Darien said softly between clenched teeth. "Destiny Serena? Fuck Destiny!" He shouted, throwing his hands in the air. "Destiny has torn us apart again and again. It has even killed me! I am so tired of hearing about Destiny! I'm tired about not being able to do what I want, love whom I want, or be what I want! I'm tired of living my life based on some preordained bull shit! I'm done Serena, I'm done!"
He turned and stopped himself short, taking in all he had just said. He slowly twisted around and stared at Serena in horror. She stood rooted to her spot, her eyes brimming with tears and her body shaking. She gulped and spoke again, her voice quivering.
"If that's the way you feel about it Darien, then you've got your wish. It's over Darien, you hear me? It's over. I can't fight you anymore and I can't take you pushing me away again, no matter how much I love you." Her eyes met his and suddenly he felt three inches tall. The tears that had threatened finally fell from her eyes. "Goodbye Darien." She said softly, and gliding past him, she walked out his apartment. Darien could only watch her go, for he had been rendered speechless.
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Darien heard the door slam and sank into his chair again. Was he just over-reacting? Was he wrong? He suddenly had a terrible feeling that he had wrecked everything. He placed his head into his hands. She had looked so beautiful... Why did she have to be so beautiful when she was crushed?
"What have I done?" He asked himself aloud. "I've ruined everything." He felt tears sting his eyes and was surprised as he heard his telephone's shrill ring. He reached over and picked it up, swallowing hard. "Darien Chiba." He said softly.
"Mr. Chiba." Came a cultured voice in English on the other end. "This is Dean Jefferson at Harvard University. I'm calling you to say that if you are still interested in attending our medical course, you must arrive at the university within the week. It is imperative that you arrive soon because your spot can be filled quickly. Do you understand?"
Darien's mind was spinning. Thoughts of Serena and his future whirled around his head in a battle. His future, despite the cry that erupted from his heart, won out.
"Yes sir. Thank you." Darien answered. "I'll come as soon as I can."
"Good. Congratulations and welcome to Harvard." Jefferson said shortly. "Goodbye."
"Goodbye." Darien answered, hanging the phone up softly. He slowly rose to his feet and entered his room to pack. He stopped in the middle of it, staring at the picture of himself with Serena.
"Serena," he whispered, "I'm sorry I have to leave like this, but I will fix it, I promise. We have our whole lives to fix this and I know we can."
He packed quickly and crawled into bed. Sleep came easily and the next morning he called his travel agent to arrange a flight for that night. He called Andrew and said goodbye, but didn't call Serena or the rest of the Scouts. Hours later, he was on a plane and looking out over the fading lights of Tokyo.
I love you still, Serena. I'm doing this for you. We're only taking a break, that's all it is. It's just a little break. Darien closed his eyes and leaned back. I'll call Serena when I get there and I'll explain everything. His mind began to drift and soon he was fast asleep. His last thoughts were about his promises to return to his beloved...
But he never did.
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Serena sped away from Darien's apartment crying hysterically. She drove for a few moments then had to pull over. She placed her head against the wheel and sobbed.
"Why?" She whispered. "Why did he have to do this? Why?"
She didn't know and she didn't care. She was so angry she could hardly think. He had broken her heart for the last time and she wasn't going to follow him around like a sick puppy anymore. She wiped her eyes and picked up her cell phone. She took a deep breath and punched in the numbers. A sleepy, male voice answered on the other end.
"Hello?"
"Hello, Seiya?" Serena asked softly. She silently willed her voice to stop shaking.
"Serena?" The voice was suddenly awake. "Are you all right?" Seiya asked worriedly.
"Oh Seiya!" Serena cried, and suddenly everything came out. The words she and Darien had exchanged between each other, the hurtful things he had said to her, and finally, their break up. Seiya listened to everything with silent patience.
"Go home Serena. I'll be there in a minute. Bye." Seiya ordered gently.
"Okay, bye." Serena sniffled. She hung up the phone and pulling herself together, she drove the rest of the way there. She found Seiya on her doorstep, waiting patiently. As she strode up the sidewalk, he stood and met her half way, wrapping his arms around her, holding her like a brother would his sister. She began to cry again.
"I was so stupid Seiya. Why is everything so wrong? Why doesn't anything ever work out the way it's supposed to?" Serena whispered, burying her face in Seiya's shoulder.
"I don't know Serena, I don't know." Seiya answered. "But don't give up on everything Serena. You have so much to live for and everything to gain."
Serena pulled away and looked into Seiya's eyes. She saw nothing but friendship and earnestness there and suddenly regretted taking away his love for her... She gasped inwardly, realizing the treachery of such thoughts. Never, she thought furiously. I will never use him that way. She suddenly remembered something and met his eyes again.
"Seiya, do you and rest of the guys still want me in the band?" Serena asked. Seiya smiled and nodded.
"Of course we do... But Serena," He said softly, "We have to leave tomorrow morning."
"That soon?" Serena exclaimed, her eyes growing wide, but then her eyelids dropped and she turned away. "So be it then. There is nothing left to keep me here and I need a change. I will see you tomorrow Seiya. Goodnight." She spoke, turning away.
As she did, her body caught the moonlight, turning her hair silver and making her eyes glow a midnight blue. Her dress shimmered and wings seemed to sprout from her back, more beautiful than her Sailor Scout uniform. Seiya felt his heart stop in his chest at the gorgeous sight of her and a shadow of his old love flickered in his eyes, but it was washed away quickly as she smiled at him.
"Goodnight Serena." He said gently.
He turned and vanished into the night. Serena watched him go silently, and then turned her gaze to the Moon. Memories from a thousand years before flashed through her mind but she shook them away. It was time to forget everything and start anew, if she could.
The next morning she awoke and picked up her packed bags. She silently kissed her sleeping cat and guardian then headed out the door of her bedroom, gathering one last glimpse of her familiar surroundings. She grabbed her acceptance letter to NYU in the foyer, and gazed at her mother and father who stood rooted in the doorway. She smiled at both and wrapped her arms around them, telling them not to worry. They kissed her fervently and asked her again not to go. When she refused, they promised tearfully she would always have a place in their home. She hugged them again, then left, leaving behind a note saying goodbye to the Scouts.
She met Seiya, Taiki, and Yaten at the airport and was greeted with hugs and kisses from each. They welcomed her to the band, now named The Starlights. She smiled at her friends and boarded the plane with them without many words. As they were soaring over Tokyo towards the East Coast, she turned and caught one last glimpse of the city that had been home to her for eighteen years. It was quickly fading behind her. Seiya took her hand gently, and she smiled at him again and laid her head softly on his shoulder.
It was now time for her life to begin anew.
(Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon or any of the characters in this story. So Far Away belongs to Stabbing Westward and Everywhere belongs to Michelle Branch. I just liked the songs and thought they would fit well in the story. Every other song in this story will not belong to me.)
"Well, Mr. Chiba, you seem quite qualified for our school, but I am wondering why you wish to attend here. It says in your application that you were accepted to Harvard University in the United States... Why aren't you enrolled in that institution?"
Darien swallowed. How was he supposed to answer this? Sorry Sir, but my plane was hit by a brilliant light on the way there and I died and then was brought back to life by the legendary Sailor Moon, who just happens to be my girlfriend and one true love. His jaw clenched. Yeah, the guy would laugh him right into an asylum.
"I came into financial difficulties and couldn't make the trip." Darien lied softly, not trusting to raise his eyes. The dean remained silent for a few moments and Darien grew a little afraid he had recognized his lie. He crossed his fingers behind his back.
"It's all right son. There's no need to be embarrassed. It happens to many of us." The older man said gently, a soft smile on his face. Darien's head jerked up and met the kind eyes of the Dean. He breathed a sigh of relief.
"Thank you Sir. So will you accept me?" Darien asked hopefully.
"Yes, I can safely say that you are in. Welcome to Tokyo University Darien Chiba." The man stood to his feet and took Darien's hand. Darien shook it firmly, not quite believing he had pulled it off.
"Thank you very much sir. This really means a lot to me." Darien said honestly. Yeah, his mind spoke, because it's the only option you have left. He turned to go but the Dean stopped him.
"You know Darien, I like you. I think you have great character and if you want, I might be able to get you into Harvard if you keep your grades up." The Dean said.
"You could?" Darien asked, eyes wide with disbelief. He could go to Harvard after all?
"Yes I could. Now I don't do this for all the people that attend mind you, but your track record as a student is flawless and if you manage to keep your grades up, I see no reason why you can't attend their medical school. I'll call one of my colleagues at Harvard and arrange it. In the meantime, you just work hard." The Dean said, smiling at Darien.
"Oh thank you! Thank you so much!" Darien cried, shaking the Dean's hand. The Dean laughed and gently ushered the stricken young man out of his office.
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Serena Tsukino sat in her bedroom staring at the ring Darien had given her. She sighed wistfully as she thought of him. He was the perfect man and she loved him so much. It had been two years since the day that he had given her this ring. Two years since the day when she realized he wasn't coming back from Harvard. And two years since the day she had fought Sailor Galaxia and Chaos for his life. The Negaverse hadn't shown its face since and life in Tokyo and the rest of the world was peaceful now. Serena was very happy because of this, but also quite anxious. The world was safe, she was almost finished with high school, and her life was finally starting to resemble something close to normalcy. So why hadn't Darien officially proposed? What was he waiting for? She was eighteen now and there was no longer any excuse for her not to be married. Sure her father would be angry, but he would live. She sighed in frustration.
Oh well, she thought. I don't need Darien to marry me anyway, just as long as we are together. She smiled at how nicely the relationship had been going. Darien had decided not to go to Harvard after all and to attend Tokyo University. Now he would always be close to her. She was startled from her thoughts as her father's suspicious voice came to her from down stairs.
"Serena, honey? There's a young man down here to see you."
Serena jumped to her feet and ran out of her bedroom and down the stairs. She arrived in the foyer to find Darien waiting outside nervously and her father standing in the doorway, teeth clenched. She smiled apologetically at Darien, and quickly kissed her father's cheek before she stepped outside.
"Thanks Daddy. I won't be gone long!" She took Darien's hand and swiftly led him away from her glowering father. Once they were in safe distance from the house, she began to speak. "So what's up?"
Darien turned and smiled brightly at her.
"I got into Tokyo University! I think I made a good impression on the Dean!" Darien said excitedly. He was stunned as Serena leapt into his arms and placed a kiss on his lips. After a few moments, he pulled back, breathless, and gazed into the blue tear-filled orbs of his beloved. Without a word, he pulled her close.
"I love you so much Darien." He heard her murmur. "Now we'll be together forever."
Yes, Serena. He thought silently. We will be together forever- after this Harvard offer comes through. He smiled to himself. I'm going to build you such a future, Serena. You'll be the happiest woman ever!
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"But Darien! This is my graduation day we're talking about! What do you mean you can't come? You already missed my prom, you can't possibly miss this!" Serena cried helplessly. Darien looked up from his microbiology paper and gave Serena an annoyed expression.
"Serena, I have a class that day and I can't possibly miss it. I'm really sorry but I can't go!" He said impatiently, standing up for a moment and raising his hands to emphasize his words. He fell back into his chair and ran his fingers through his blue-black hair in evident irritation. "Can we talk about this later? I've really got to finish this paper."
Serena's eyes filled with unshed tears, but she quickly blinked them away angrily. Without a word, she turned around so he couldn't see her obvious hurt. How could he be doing this to her? Now, of all times, when she needed him most?
"Fine Darien. Whenever you can pencil me in." She spat angrily, her words thick in her throat. She caught herself and swallowing hard, turned back towards him, her face sad now. "Don't push me away, Darien. You've done it too many times to me before. I can't take it if you do it again." She breathed deeply and turning swiftly, she walked out of his apartment, slamming the door behind her. Darien looked up for a moment, then shook his head and went back to work.
I'm sorry Serena, but I'm doing this for us. He thought silently. I'll make it up to you, I promise.
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Serena stalked angrily to the elevator, her pigtails swaying behind her. She pressed her finger hard against the Down button and when the door opened she went inside and sank to the floor. The tears she had been holding in finally began to fall softly from her bright blue eyes. She sniffed and tried to wipe them away.
How can he do this to me? She thought sadly. I've given him everything I can give, and this is how he repays me? Doesn't he care for me at all? She shook her head and standing up, straightened her shoulders and wiped her eyes dry. Yes, she answered silently. Of course he cares for me. He loves me for crying out loud! He's just really busy right now, that's all.
The door slid open and Serena emerged from it dry-eyed and composed. She walked home silently and reached her house in no time at all. On her doorstep was a bouquet of red roses. She smiled suddenly and running to the porch, gingerly picked them up into her arms. She breathed deeply into the flowers, filling her body with their soft scent. So Darien was sorry for hurting her after all. She smiled and read the card.
-To my little bunny. I still have not forgotten you.
"So," Came a teasing voice from behind her. "I see you got my flowers."
Serena stiffened for a moment, then whirled around. A handsome, tall, dark-haired young man with dancing blue eyes was standing a few feet away, grinning slyly.
"Seiya..." She whispered.
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"So Serena, how have you been?" Seiya asked mischievously, enjoying Serena's open-mouthed amazement.
"Seiya!" Serena cried out and suddenly enveloped him in a bone-crunching hug.
Seiya was nearly knocked to the ground by the sheer force of the beautiful blond. He was surprised at first, but quickly got over it and placed himself back into the moment, pulling the gorgeous girl closer to him. He held her lovingly in his arms and wished that he could never let her go. An embrace from her always put him in heaven. He snapped out of it quickly and replaced the dreamy attitude with his usual playful and gregarious one.
"Well, I'm glad that you're happy to see me. So how is my little bunny?" He asked laughing.
"Oh, Seiya don't tease me! I'm having the worst possible day!" She cried. A fleeting look of sadness crossed her face, but then she smiled at him. "But thank you for the flowers Seiya, they are lovely, and just what I needed right now." She turned away and he saw tears reflected in her crystal-blue eyes. He took her chin and raised her eyes to meet his own.
"Are you all right Serena?" He asked quickly, his face contorted with concern. Serena wasn't supposed to be sad. She never allowed herself.
"I-I'm fine Seiya... It's just that," She paused for a moment- as if undecided whether or not to bare some secret- then went on. "I wanted Darien to come to my high school graduation this Saturday... You see I made high honors the past two years and I'm second in my class next to Amy. When Darien die-... I mean, when Darien was gone, I dived into my studies... When he came back, I doubled my efforts. I've been accepted to a few colleges as well, but I'm not going to go because I can't leave Darien." Tears fell down her cheeks. "I wanted him to come so badly so I could surprise him, but he's too busy with his school." She said bitterly. "He is always too busy for anything now, including me."
Seiya's form had stiffened at the mention of Darien but had gradually relaxed as he listened to Serena's story. So she and Darien were having problems? Well, that just made his plan seem all the more possible. He had left his beloved Princess Fireball only because he had been unable to get another one out of his mind. He loved Serena, and had returned to Earth with the sole intentions of making her love him back. Now, it seemed that he would have a chance. He had to take it or lose her forever.
"Well, I know you really wanted Darien to come, but would an appearance from the Three Lights help?" Seiya asked hopefully. "Maybe I can work out some sort of deal with the principle and have the band play at your graduation... I don't know, what do you think? Maybe Darien can't come, but hey! You'll have the next best thing right?" Seiya gave her his best smile.
Serena stared at him, and suddenly began to laugh joyously, hugging him again.
"That would be perfect Seiya! Thank you so much! I'm so glad to know that you'll be there, even if Darien can't be. After all, you are the reason why I got through the times when he was gone anyway. You were always there to comfort me Seiya, and I would be lying if I said that your presence wouldn't be more than welcome." Serena said, pulling away and looking deeply into the midnight blue eyes that had always reminded her of Darien's.
She suddenly noticed he looked even more like Darien than before. His hair was cut short now (the long ponytail was gone) and styled much like Darien's- tousled and swept to the side. There were differences though... Seiya's features were soft and sweet while Darien's face was hard and chiseled. Seiya's body was less muscular as well and more boyish somehow, but he was definitely great looking. She turned away, realizing that she had been staring, and Seiya couldn't help but notice the blush that crept into her cheeks.
"Well Serena," Seiya said at last, "I should probably get going. I have to go set up this surprise show and let Yaten and Taiki know what's going on. I'll see you this Saturday... and maybe Serena, you could save a dance for me or something?" Seiya asked hopefully.
"Sure Seiya, no problem." Serena said, smiling with relief. Good, she thought, we're still just friends.
Seiya smiled back and after waving good-bye, jogged off towards the black sports car he had parked down the street. Serena watched him go for a moment, then with a sigh, gently picked up the roses and went inside.
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It was graduation day and Serena was a mess! She couldn't find her shoes or her graduation cap and gown, and she was supposed to be leaving for the ceremony in ten minutes! She searched her room frantically and dived under the bed, nearly ripping the billowing skirt of the short, white spaghetti-strap dress she was wearing. It was covered in small white pearls that were embroidered on the dress to look like roses, and it was absolutely lovely.
"Oh, Serena be careful! You almost ruined your dress! Hurry up! You're going to be late!" Luna warned from behind her.
"Oh, be quiet Luna! I'm trying!" Serena cried. Luna gave an annoyed sniff and headed for the door. She turned before she reached it, however, and looked at Serena with a tired smile.
"Well, good luck tonight Serena. I'm very proud of you, you know. It has been wonderful being your guardian all this time. You have really grown up." Luna said gently. Serena stopped for a moment and smiled, nodding at her feline friend. "And don't worry about Darien, Serena. He'll come around. He always does!" Luna said, smiling brightly, and without another word, she headed out the door. Serena smiled back sadly, and resumed her search.
She suddenly found her white heels and sat on her bed to slip them on. She caught a glimpse of herself in the full-length mirror and suddenly stopped. She looked different. She couldn't explain it, but she looked different. Her cheeks were flushed in her hurry to get ready and her hair was piled on her head in soft golden curls that were somehow streaked with silver. Silver? Her hair hadn't been silver before, had it? Her makeup made her look grown up and her dress accentuated her now full-blown curves. She looked every bit like the gorgeous queen she would one day become. She was startled out of her thoughts as her mother came through the door and gaped at her daughter. Serena was surprised when her mother's eyes suddenly filled with tears.
"Mommy? What's wrong?" Serena cried, jumping to her feet.
"Nothing sweetie... Nothing at all... You just look so lovely! My little girl is all grown up!" Her mother cried, pulling Serena into a tender embrace.
Serena held her mother back tightly, feeling her sense of identity as a child leave her heart and a strong feeling of maturity replace it. Her mother's tears wet her neck and Serena suddenly felt empty... Her mother would never hold her like this again, like a child, because she was no longer a child. Gone were the days where she would cry and carry on about nothing. Gone were the days of failed tests and scraped knees from her clumsiness. She was a woman now, and would have to start acting like one. All she had ever felt before would change after this day, and nothing would ever be the same. Her mother suddenly pulled away and wiped her eyes.
"I actually came up here to give you these." She said, laughing a little as she held up Serena's blue cap and gown. "But when I saw you, all these memories hit me... You as a little girl, and you now... I love you Serena." Her mother said softly.
"I love you too Mom. And I always will be your little girl, whether you like it or not." Serena said gently, putting her arms around her mother's neck. She pulled away and smiled at her mother, who smiled back.
"Come on," Her mother said, "let's get you into this." She delicately began buttoning up the blue gown over Serena's white one and placing the cap over her curls, careful not to mess up the style. She turned to Serena after she was done and began casually. "So, is Darien coming tonight?"
Serena felt tears sting her eyes, but she swallowed hard and shook her head.
"No. I'm afraid he can't make it." She said softly.
Her mother looked at her apprehensively, but let it pass, and gently led her daughter downstairs.
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"Oh my gosh! Serena you look terrific!" Raye cried happily, uncharacteristically throwing her arms around her friend. Serena hugged her back tightly only to be mobbed again by a vivacious blond, who looked a lot like herself.
"Our Serena is growing up so fast!" Mina cried happily, squeezing Serena around the middle. Serena laughed and pushed Mina away so she could glimpse both of her friends in their pretty summer dresses. Mina wore a bright sunny yellow one while Raye wore a light lavender dress that accentuated her dark purple eyes. Both looked lovely.
Unlike Lita, Amy, and Serena, Raye and Mina had already graduated from their own high schools and had both done very well. Mina had been captain of her volleyball team as well as head of many school organizations and coordinator for several dances. She had also been homecoming and prom queen. Raye had been president of numerous clubs, including Student Counsel, and had been valedictorian of her school. Her tenacity and hard work had paid off and she was quite proud of herself. She was now studying to be a Shinto Priestess and interestingly enough, a journalist. Mina was going to try her luck as a model. Serena had a feeling she would be very successful.
"Hey guys! Over here!" Came a husky female voice and the girls turned to see Lita and Amy approaching, both wearing a blue cap and gown. Lita's hair was down and curled around her face and Amy's was held back with a pretty silver headband.
"Lita! Amy!" Serena cried and quickly raced to join her two friends. All hugged excitedly and Mina and Raye came over to congratulate Amy on being valedictorian of Juuban High. The modest soldier of Mercury only blushed and muttered her thanks.
Amy was leaving in a few days to America to attend Cornell University for her degree in medicine, for her dream to become a doctor had not dimmed. The girls would miss her, but they knew it was what Amy wanted to do and they refused to get in her way. Lita was planning to go to a culinary arts college in Japan to perfect her cooking talents and become a word-renowned chef. Serena was the one who remained undecided. She had been accepted not only to a few colleges in Japan, but also to a few in America. Stanford University, New York University, and UCLA had all accepted her. She was tempted to take one of them up on their offer, but would not because of Darien. Serena's dream was to become a writer and to one day tell the story of Sailor Moon through fiction. But it was a pipe dream for her and she feared she would never accomplish it. She had Darien however, and that was all that mattered.
"Serena? Are you all right?" Amy suddenly asked.
"Huh?" Serena shook her head. Gosh she was being day-dreamy lately! "I'm fine Amy. I'm just going to miss everyone." She said.
"We'll miss you too Serena! But you're staying in Japan and so are we, except Amy. We'll see each other and Amy's going to be sure to keep in touch. Don't worry honey, everything will be fine!" Mina exclaimed brightly.
Serena forced a smile and her friends all surrounded her in a group hug.
"Yeah Serena. We're the Sailor Scouts! It'll take more than a few miles to tear us apart!" Raye exclaimed.
Suddenly a voice announced behind them it was time to start the ceremonies.
"Whoops! Sorry girls, but that's our cue!" Lita said sadly, grabbing Amy and Serena's wrists and leading them away.
"Good luck you guys!" Raye cried.
"Break a rib!" Mina called from behind them and Raye sweat-dropped. The girls turned and waved before heading inside.
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Serena sat in her seat next to Amy nervously. She was constantly wringing her hands underneath her gown and her eyes remained solely on her feet. She suddenly felt a warm touch on her arm and looked up to see the comforting blue eyes of Amy and she immediately felt better. She steadied herself and managed a smile for her wise friend, who gladly returned it. Suddenly, Amy was gone, and Serena realized she was going to give her graduation speech. She listened intently as one of her best friends recounted her experiences of high school and how, with the help of her family and her friends, she had managed to make it to where she was today. Serena's eyes filled with tears as Amy's speech began to come to an end.
"And the final person I want to thank tonight is my best friend, Serena." Amy said softly, turning slightly to meet Serena's shocked tear-filled eyes. "She took me under her wing on one of the worst days of my life and in a way, she saved me. She has an unshakable courage and kindness, and the purity inside of her heart is her greatest strength. I love you Serena. Stay true to yourself while I am gone. Even though you may not have known it, when you were watching my back, I was always watching yours. Because of you, I am standing here today, and because of you, I will be facing tomorrow. Be brave Serena, and always trust your feelings." She shifted her body and once again faced the audience. "Thank you everyone, for the best years of my life." Amy's eyes were filled with tears as she stepped away from the podium and Serena stood to her feet and hugged her friend before she could stop herself.
"I love you too, Amy. And I will be brave, I promise you." Serena whispered and clung tightly to her wise friend that would soon be alone in the far off world of America until she succeeded in completing her dream.
Amy gave Serena a last squeeze before taking her seat. Serena followed and sat calmly while the principle began to call the names of the students to receive their diplomas. She began to clap as a familiar face was called to the podium to shake the hand of the principle.
"Lita Kino." The principle read, and smiled at the tall brunette that approached the podium shyly, gently taking the diploma from him and shaking his hand. Four female voices could be heard over all the rest as the brunette left the stage, and the girls were stunned to hear a male voice as well. They turned to see a handsome, tall young man with brown eyes and hair up on his feet and clapping wildly.
"That must be Ken." Serena whispered to Amy.
"Yeah, I sort of remember him, but he looks really different." She glanced at Lita who stood in front of the stage with all the rest of the students that had already been called. She was blushing furiously as the young man ran up to her and enveloped her in a hug. "It is him!" Amy cried, pointing a Lita. "Check out her face!" Serena looked and both girls burst into a fit of giggles. Suddenly their moment was stopped as Amy's name was announced.
"Our own valedictorian, Amy Mizuno." The principle said. Amy rose to her feet and gave Serena a wink and she walked up to the podium and took her diploma. Again, four girls could be heard above the rest.
Serena waited patiently through the rest of the names for her own to be called. She was surprised when the principle finally called her to the podium.
"I am very pleased to introduce this next young lady. She began her high school years as one of the worst students I have ever encountered, but turned her academics around in her last two years at Juuban High. She started out as last in her class has worked her way up to second. I can say truthfully that I have never been prouder of a student in my life. Congratulations, Serena Tsukino." He said, turning around and smiling genuinely at the stricken blushing blond that huddled, embarrassed, in her seat.
The stadium erupted with cheers from Serena's family, friends, and her four fellow Sailor Scouts. Other voices joined and she turned to see Hotaru, Amara, Michelle, and Trista standing off to the side, also cheering wildly. She felt tears well in her eyes and was stunned to hear the voices of three males above the rest.
"Way to go Serena!" Seiya, Taiki, and Yaten all called out, genuine smiles on all.
Serena beamed at all of them and the tears that threatened fell from her cheeks. Without a word, she gently rose to her feet and approached the podium. The principle chuckled at her emotional state, handed her the diploma, and shook her hand.
"I meant every word, Serena. Make the best of your life. You deserve it." He said softly. Serena gazed at him for a moment, nodded, then turned and walked off the stage.
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Darien raced out of his physics classroom, raising his wrist to check his watch.
"Shit." He muttered. "I'm really, really, late!"
Thank goodness his teacher had decided to let the class out early today. He felt so guilty because he knew this was a huge thing for her, even though she probably hadn't done so well in school anyway. It didn't matter though, he'd been ignoring her for the past few months and he was sorry. There was just too much to do!
He was turning a corner when he suddenly collided with someone.
"WHOAH!" The man cried out as Darien nearly knocked him over.
"Oh shit!" He exclaimed quickly, recognizing the person he had collided into. "Dean Imada! Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry! Are you all right?" Darien apologized, worry crossing his handsome and very tired features.
The Dean of the university laughed and shrugged.
"I'm fine Mr. Chiba. I was actually looking for you. Now that I've found you I won't have to make the trip to the Physics Department. Mr. Chiba, I have great news. Your offer to Harvard has come through. They want you there in a week if you're still interested. You could even leave today, if you wanted. Your housing and food have been taken care of so they told me to tell you not to worry about anything, just to get there. Congratulations." The Dean beamed widely.
Darien gaped at him, completely shocked. They wanted him this soon? He could leave today? Everything was taken care of? His mind was spinning so fast he thought he would faint, but then he caught himself and began to laugh!
"Oh thank you, thank you Dean Imada! Thank you so much!" Darien cried, grabbing the man's hand and shaking it happily. The dean laughed again.
"You're very welcome Mr. Chiba, but you earned it. Have a wonderful trip. Goodbye." The man said, then turned and walked away.
Darien laughed again and raced out the door towards the student parking lot where his red Ferrari waited.
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Serena stood in the Banquet Hall (the school gym) and cheered with the rest of the girls as the Three Lights played their hearts out for the high school students. They wore their traditional suits, but Serena was surprised to see they had a new sound. It was less boy band and more rock and Serena quite enjoyed it. Suddenly, their song ended and Seiya leaned into the microphone. He was playing the guitar (much to Serena's surprise) and so was Taiki. Yaten was on the drums, though his keyboard was also set up.
"This song goes out to a very special girl," Seiya said softly into the microphone. "Because every time I touch her, I feel so far away."
Serena felt her cheeks burn because Seiya was staring directly at her. So he did still love her! Why didn't she see it before? How could she be so blind?
Her thoughts were broken as Seiya began to play, and Serena became caught up in the words of the song.
I try to feel the distance
That has grown between us
Open up as lonely as the space between the stars
I wish that I could find a way
To smash my fist right through these walls
Of ugliness
And emptiness
And gently touch your face
Seiya's gaze met Serena's and she blushed again. Taiki suddenly joined in singing, harmonizing with Seiya's smooth voice.
But every time that I touch you
I feel so far away
And every time that you need me
I feel so far away
Taiki dropped back and once again it was only Seiya. His midnight blue eyes burned into Serena's. Raye leaned in towards Serena.
"He's so amazing isn't he, Serena? I can't believe how gorgeous he looks!"
Serena turned to reply but Raye was already focused on Seiya, her dark purple eyes glowing brightly. Mina, Amy, and Lita were in the same state as Raye. Serena was then pulled back into the song.
I see you silently beside me
Choking back your tears
I wonder if you recognize
The silence there defines us
Desperately I try to fight
This overwhelming sense that I
May never find the strength to change
How hopeless we've become
Taiki joined again to harmonize, but Seiya's eyes never left Serena's. Serena's filled with tears at the obvious emotion in Seiya's words.
But every time that I touch you
I feel so far away
And every time that you need me
I feel so far away
Can I feel so far away?
I feel so far away
Seiya's voice became soft, then began rising in pitch as the passion grew.
I need to find a way to break this silence
I need to find a way to break this silence
I need to find a way to break this silence
That's between us
So I scream you name
I scream your name
I scream your name
I scream you name!
But every time that I touch you
I feel so far away
And every time that you need me
You feel so far away
Suddenly the words changed and Serena's eyes overflowed and Seiya closed the song. His voice had become soft again.
And every time that you reach out
You feel me pull away
And every time that I touch you
I touch you
I touch you...
You feel so far away...
His voice trailed off and the ringing of the guitar grew soft, and then died. The audience remained silent for a moment before erupting with cheers! Serena cheered along with them. Seiya had finally been truthful to her, and she couldn't ask for anything more.
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Darien entered the graduation field only to find it empty. He groaned inwardly and turned around. Serena would be so angry with him! Suddenly he heard giggles and turned to see Serena's friend, Molly, coming across the field towards him. Her boyfriend, Melvin, was with her.
"Hey Molly!" Darien called out. Molly turned and saw him, and waved. She walked over, pulling Melvin along with her.
"Hey Darien! What's up?" Molly said, smiling.
"Not much Molly, but I feel like a total jerk. I missed Serena's graduation and I feel really awful. How did it go?" He wondered.
"Oh it was great! Amy and the principle said such great things about her, it was really sweet." Molly said brightly.
"What do you mean?" Darien asked.
"Oh, Amy thanked Serena for being such a wonderful friend, which is typical because she is a wonderful friend to just about anyone." Darien smiled, that was true. "And the principle congratulated Serena on being second in her class. I have to admit, I never expected Serena to pull it off either!" Molly exclaimed.
"What?!" Darien cried out, completely taken aback. He suddenly felt sick, as if he had swallowed something horrible. "Serena finished second in her class?" He choked.
"Yeah," Melvin grumbled. "She beat me out by only a couple points. It's not my fault that I couldn't pass Auto Shop."
But Darien was no longer listening. Serena had finished second in her class? What an accomplishment! He had finished third, and that was a huge deal, but Serena had finished second! He was suddenly hit by a massive wave of guilt as he realized why Serena had been so persistent and hurt about his lack of interest. He covered his face with his hands. How could he be such an unfeeling and incredible jerk? What was the matter with him? How could he be so selfish?
But how was he supposed to know? The other part of his mind wondered. Serena had never told him about her grades and he had just assumed they had been as bad as usual. He shook his head. It didn't matter, he should have found a way to be there, but at least he had some good news to give Serena. The news of Harvard should really cheer her up. He turned to Molly and Melvin.
"Hey, do you know where Serena is now?" He asked.
"Yeah, she's in the gym. I think she-" Molly began.
"Okay thanks you guys! Bye!" Darien said, cutting her off, and before Molly could finish, he jogged off towards the gym.
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The Three Lights were on a break and a DJ was taking over for them until they rested up. Serena was sitting at a table alone when she felt a tap on her shoulder. She turned to see Seiya standing there, looking happy, but nervous.
"Can I have that dance now?" He asked sheepishly.
Serena smiled softly and nodded. She rose to her feet and she heard Seiya gasp. He gazed at her with wonder. She looked at him and shrugged.
"What?" She asked.
"Nothing," Seiya murmured. "I've just never seen you look so beautiful before."
Serena blushed crimson, but gently took Seiya's hand and led him to the dance floor. Several pairs of female eyes gazed at her enviously as the handsome young musician took Serena into his arms. And Seiya was not completely oblivious to the furious glares from the male population, either. They swayed gently to the music for a few moments before Seiya spoke.
"I meant every word you know. In the song I mean."
"Shhh." Serena shushed him. "I know you did. But you must understand Seiya, there is only one person for me. I care for you deeply, but I don't love you. I don't say this to be cruel or break your heart. If I were free Seiya, I could love you, but I'm not. Destiny holds me back, and I can't love just anyone."
Seiya glowered. "Damn Destiny. I don't care what gets in my way." He whispered furiously. He raised his hand and cupped Serena's cheek gently. "I love you."
"If only you could understand..." Serena murmured softly, laying her head against his shoulder. "Even if I agreed to be with you Seiya, Destiny would find some way to tear us apart again. Darien and I found each other when thousands of years had separated us. And because of Destiny, we will always find each other, no matter what the barrier. I feared this notion when I first learned of it, but then I accepted it. I love Darien, Seiya, and I will never love anyone else. Find someone who is free Seiya. Find someone who can love you." She pulled away and gazed into his eyes. "If you force me to love you Seiya," She whispered seriously, "you would always be Darien to me."
His heart clenched and he realized it was true. Even when he had held her so long ago, she had envisioned Darien holding her instead. Even now, he had styled his hair and worn clothes that were similar to Darien's with the hope it would get her attention. Why was this happening? Why couldn't he get her out of his head when he knew she loved someone else? His eyes filled with tears at the unfairness of it all and he turned his face from Serena's.
"I'm sorry Serena. I see what you mean now, but it doesn't comfort me at all. Please, hold me Serena, hold me just this once. You've never held me before like you hold him, and it's all I've ever wanted." He choked out.
Serena's own eyes filled with tears as she pulled Seiya into a gentle embrace. He clung to her tightly and she clung to him, feeling him quivering against her. She reached up and touched her lips to his delicately. His eyes opened wide at this action, but he pulled her closer. That was when it happened. He suddenly felt an enormous release, as if a gigantic weight had been pulled from his body, and he became calm. He relaxed in her hold and she pulled him tighter, taking his love for her into her own body, locking it away in her heart. The kiss was soft and chaste, but somehow passionate and sweet. She felt her heart tug unexpectedly, but paid no attention to it. She loved Darien, always and forever, no matter how much of a jerk he could be. Somehow, Seiya understood. When he pulled away, he felt something different for the lovely girl in front of him. He smiled at her like a sister, and she locked forever in her soul the secret that she had used the Silver Crystal to take away his self-destructive love.
I'm sorry Seiya, her mind whispered. I just can't bear to see you live your life in unhappiness. Now, you are free.
He stared at her, knowing she had done something to him, but not really caring much either way.
"Thank you," he finally whispered.
"Your welcome Seiya." Serena answered him. She once again took him into her arms to finish the dance. For the first time, they danced as friends.
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Darien glowered at the young man that was holding his beloved Serena in his arms. She looked so beautiful... It was hard to take his eyes off of her. She looked like a queen, the queen from his dreams. But that guy... Why did that guy look so familiar? Had he seen him before? He shook his head and then realized finally who it was. It was the guy he had met when he had first arrived back on Earth. The Starlight had looked at Darien with envy and obvious dislike at their first meeting. He remembered the words the young man had spoken, and the way he looked at Serena when he said it.
"Treat her right, you know you don't deserve her."
He gritted his teeth at the memory and forced his eyes back to where Serena and the young man were still dancing. They were talking now, he noticed, and the Starlight looked upset. Serena's face was calm and collected, as if she were explaining something to a small child. Suddenly, they held close for a moment, a tight embrace that caused Darien to clench his fists so tightly that his nails dug into his palm. His teeth bit into his lips as he watched Serena reach up and kiss the young man softly on the lips.
What is she doing??? Darien's mind screamed. She's my girlfriend! She can't kiss another guy like that!
He knew he was losing control as he started to walk over to them, but he stopped himself. He didn't need this! Here he was, trying to build a future for himself and Serena and she was messing around on him! How could she? Didn't he mean anything to her at all? He turned swiftly on his heels and headed for the door.
He couldn't take this anymore. He had too much to worry about. Let Serena have her little Starlight. They could be happy, the both of them. He felt tears blur his vision as he swept past crowds of people, heading for the door. He was caught off guard as he nearly knocked someone over, his second time for the day. He looked up to see Lita rubbing her shoulder gently, looking stunning in a shimmering emerald green summer dress, her hair cascading down her shoulders in an auburn waterfall. A handsome young man was on her arm with light brown hair and brown eyes that were now glaring at Darien. Amy stood behind them, looking at Darien worriedly. She also looked beautiful with her light blue strapless gown and silver jewelry.
"Darien, are you all right?" She asked.
"I'm fine Amy." He muttered. "Sorry Lita." He said quickly, turning away and practically running away from them.
"No problem." Lita answered, slightly annoyed. "What's up with him?"
"I don't know." Amy said softly. "But I don't like it. Something's not right."
"Well he better fix it because that guy needs an attitude adjustment. I'm really getting tired of the way he's treating Serena. Sure, school is important, but it isn't everything." Lita said crossly.
"I don't know if that's the only problem, Lita." Amy pointed out.
"Whatever. The point is the guy needs to pay more attention to his girlfriend, otherwise a guy like Seiya is going to steal her heart away from him." Lita answered, crossing her arms over her chest. Ken watched her silently, a small smile playing on his lips. Amy frowned sadly.
"Nothing could steal Serena's heart from Darien. Not even Seiya, as charming as he is. Serena would never allow it."
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Serena swayed gently to the music, leaning against Seiya as she did so. She loved this song and began to sing softly to it, unconsciously doing so in Seiya's ear. He suddenly pulled away from her, surprise etched on his face.
"Serena..." He murmured. "Your voice... It's amazing! Why didn't you ever tell me you were so good!" He exclaimed. Serena blushed.
"I'm not that great Seiya. Don't make a big deal about it... I sing pretty okay." She smiled a little.
"Pretty okay?! Serena, you are more than 'pretty okay!'" Seiya said incredulously. He suddenly grinned wickedly. "You have to do a song with me and the band!"
"Seiya no! I couldn't do that!" Serena protested, pulling away from him.
"Please Serena! Please do this for me! We're on in a few minutes and we could really use a new voice in the band. It's not forever, just one song. Who knows? Maybe you'll like it! I always find the stage wonderful. It's a chance for me to just let everything go." Seiya said gently, his eyes pleading with her.
Serena thought for a moment. The offer was tempting. She took one more look at Seiya's pleading face and finally nodded.
"Okay Seiya. But just one!" Serena warned.
"Okay fine! Just one." Seiya repeated.
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A few moments later, Serena joined the Three Lights onstage. She gazed at the crowd nervously, meeting the curious eyes of the Sailor Scouts. She gave them a strained smile. Suddenly, Seiya approached the microphone and spoke into it.
"I have discovered a hidden talent in a student from your very own Juuban High. She is a gorgeous young lady whom most of you know. Give it up everyone, for your very own Serena Tsukino!" He called excitedly out to the crowd.
Serena blushed nervously, but was quickly overwhelmed by the sudden roar of the crowd. She drank in that sound and never forgot it. Suddenly, she knew this was where she wanted to be.
"This ought to be interesting." Raye whispered to Mina, just loud enough for Serena to hear, for both were in the front row. Mina gaped at Raye and playfully smacked her.
Serena glared at her friend, but Raye only smiled wickedly. Serena smiled back slyly, knowing that Raye just might be surprised. Suddenly the music began to course through her, Seiya on the keyboard and Taiki on the guitar. Serena began to sing, her smooth and clear voice washing over the audience. She smiled as Raye's mouth fell open as the song unfolded.
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're, never there
But when I sleep you're, everywhere
You're everywhere
The song speeded up and Serena began to move to the music, gently gripping the microphone between both hands. Everyone was mesmerized by her beauty and stage presence. Seiya only smiled, realizing that he had been right in his assumptions about her loving the spotlight. Serena began to sing again and everyone in the audience began to dance to the music.
Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
you're never there
And every time I sleep
you're always there
Serena's voice suddenly reached a high pitch as she began to chorus. Her eyes were closed and her voice was perfect.
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
Serena began to dance to the music again, then returned to the microphone. She smiled at the amazed looks she was receiving from her friends, but continued on...
I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I am not alone
She smiled as the music speeded up and continued dancing.
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh
Suddenly the music slowed and Serena stopped dancing. She gazed out into the audience, her voice now soft and somewhat sad.
And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
Her voice picked up the pace again and came out strong and powerful, washing over the audience, getting them to dance again.
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
it's you I breathe
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
The music suddenly stopped except for Taiki playing the guitar lightly and Serena's voice became once again soft and sad.
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
The guitar's sound slowly faded away and everyone cheered wildly, Raye above all the rest. She looked at Serena with obvious pride and leaped onto the stage to hug her friend.
"You were so amazing Serena! Why didn't you ever tell me you had such an amazing voice? We could have done so much of that sort of stuff together! Oh, you suck for not telling me!" She exclaimed excitedly. Serena only smiled, knowing working together with Raye was nearly impossible. It was always her way, or no way.
"Thanks Raye. I'm really glad that you liked it, but I'm not going to pursue it as a career or anything." Serena said, laughing.
"And why not?" Came Taiki's voice from behind her. Serena turned in surprise. "I mean it Serena, you are really good! I don't want to say this officially or anything, but would you consider joining the Three Lights? You are really amazing, and to tell you the truth, we're getting tired of Seiya's voice." He said laughing as Seiya pretended to look insulted.
Serena gaped at Taiki in amazement. She didn't even think that Taiki had even liked her and he was offering her a place in the band?
"Taiki, you want me in the Three Lights? Are you sure about that?" Serena finally choked out.
"Sure I'm sure. I mean, if you're up to it." Taiki said. Yaten and Seiya nodded eagerly behind him. "The only problem is, we're heading to America to tour there. We want to expand our audience and we're going to begin in New York working the club circuit. So what do you think? You in?"
"Yeah Serena," Yaten chimed, "you in?"
Serena gaped at them. New York? That would mean that she would have to leave Darien... But she could also go to college there! She was accepted already to New York University and that would place her in perfect location... But could she really be away from Darien? She suddenly remembered how wonderful it had felt to be onstage and smiled softly. Yes, she could do that, but only with his permission.
"Let me talk it over with Darien, okay Taiki? That way I can be sure." Serena said quickly.
"Of course. Let us know as soon as you can though, okay?" Taiki asked.
"Sure. No problem." Serena said, an excited smile playing on her lips.
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"Bye Mom! I'll be right back." Serena called over her shoulder as she left the house.
Her white, pearl encrusted gown rustled in the soft breeze and Serena was surprised to see that the sky was suddenly covered with clouds. She shivered slightly, but quickly shook it off as she remembered why she was going to see Darien so late at night. She smiled and ran swiftly towards the brand new silver convertible she had received for a graduation present. She sped out of the driveway with a soft screech, and turned towards Darien's apartment.
She was so happy! She couldn't believe she would be the next member of the Three Lights! Whoops, she thought, I guess it's the Starlights now. Taiki had thought the name should be changed because there would now be four members instead of three and that was fine with Serena- if she even joined, that is. She suddenly realized she had arrived outside Darien's posh building and leapt out of the car as soon as she parked it. She ran into Darien's elevator and was dancing around inside of it until it finally opened on his floor.
Without warning, she was apprehensive and alert. Something wasn't right. She peeked out of the elevator, expecting danger or the Negaverse, but found nothing. She shrugged it off. Maybe it was just her imagination or something. She smoothed out her curls gently and approached Darien's door. She knocked softly and waited. There was no answer. She knocked again and waited, but nobody came.
Serena was getting a bad feeling... Why wasn't he answering the door? She reached down into her purse and pulled out a key. With shaking hands, she opened the door. She stepped into his apartment and found it pitch black.
"Darien? Darien, are you here?" Serena called softly, fear beginning to grip her. She stepped even farther into his apartment. "Darien?"
"I'm right here, Serena." Came a muffled voice from another room.
Serena felt fear grip her heart. What was the matter with him? He didn't sound right... She entered his darkened living room and found him sitting on his sofa. A small lamp glowed from behind him, throwing his features in shadows. A large glass of brandy sat on the table next to him, and the bottle next to it was already halfway gone. Darien had been drinking? His head was down, but as she approached, he looked up, and she was stunned to see his eyes icy and bloodshot. She gasped. What is the matter with him? Why are his eyes so cold?
"Darien..." Serena began.
"Don't Serena." He paused and raised his hands, as if to ward her away. "Just don't!"
"Darien, what's wrong?" Serena asked, her voice quivering.
Darien's eyes raised again and Serena shrank from them. They were full of anger and malice, something that she hadn't seen since the day he had been possessed by the Negaverse.
"What's wrong Serena? What's wrong? Everything's wrong! This whole relationship is just wrong!" Darien shouted, rising to his feet.
"What are you talking about? What happened Darien?" Serena cried. "If this is about missing my graduation, don't worry I-"
"This isn't about the graduation Serena!" Darien interrupted.
"Well then what is it about? Darien, I don't know what is the matter with you, but you better explain!" Serena nearly screamed, her happiness completely gone.
"Well I'm not going to explain because you know damn well what I'm talking about!" He searched her eyes but only found complete bewilderment. Did she really not know? No, he thought shaking his head. She knew exactly what he was talking about. She was just playing stupid. Darien brushed past her angrily. "I don't have time for this, I have to study for my midterm."
Serena followed him, angry and hurt.
"Don't walk away from this Darien! Something is obviously wrong and I don't have any idea what you're talking about! You've been pushing me away for the past few months and I'm not going to take it anymore! Whether you are mad at me or not, we have to work through this. Destiny demands we do so!" Serena exclaimed, grabbing his arm. He tore it away from her. She gazed at him, her heart in her eyes. She blinked back tears furiously.
"Destiny?" Darien said softly between clenched teeth. "Destiny Serena? Fuck Destiny!" He shouted, throwing his hands in the air. "Destiny has torn us apart again and again. It has even killed me! I am so tired of hearing about Destiny! I'm tired about not being able to do what I want, love whom I want, or be what I want! I'm tired of living my life based on some preordained bull shit! I'm done Serena, I'm done!"
He turned and stopped himself short, taking in all he had just said. He slowly twisted around and stared at Serena in horror. She stood rooted to her spot, her eyes brimming with tears and her body shaking. She gulped and spoke again, her voice quivering.
"If that's the way you feel about it Darien, then you've got your wish. It's over Darien, you hear me? It's over. I can't fight you anymore and I can't take you pushing me away again, no matter how much I love you." Her eyes met his and suddenly he felt three inches tall. The tears that had threatened finally fell from her eyes. "Goodbye Darien." She said softly, and gliding past him, she walked out his apartment. Darien could only watch her go, for he had been rendered speechless.
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Darien heard the door slam and sank into his chair again. Was he just over-reacting? Was he wrong? He suddenly had a terrible feeling that he had wrecked everything. He placed his head into his hands. She had looked so beautiful... Why did she have to be so beautiful when she was crushed?
"What have I done?" He asked himself aloud. "I've ruined everything." He felt tears sting his eyes and was surprised as he heard his telephone's shrill ring. He reached over and picked it up, swallowing hard. "Darien Chiba." He said softly.
"Mr. Chiba." Came a cultured voice in English on the other end. "This is Dean Jefferson at Harvard University. I'm calling you to say that if you are still interested in attending our medical course, you must arrive at the university within the week. It is imperative that you arrive soon because your spot can be filled quickly. Do you understand?"
Darien's mind was spinning. Thoughts of Serena and his future whirled around his head in a battle. His future, despite the cry that erupted from his heart, won out.
"Yes sir. Thank you." Darien answered. "I'll come as soon as I can."
"Good. Congratulations and welcome to Harvard." Jefferson said shortly. "Goodbye."
"Goodbye." Darien answered, hanging the phone up softly. He slowly rose to his feet and entered his room to pack. He stopped in the middle of it, staring at the picture of himself with Serena.
"Serena," he whispered, "I'm sorry I have to leave like this, but I will fix it, I promise. We have our whole lives to fix this and I know we can."
He packed quickly and crawled into bed. Sleep came easily and the next morning he called his travel agent to arrange a flight for that night. He called Andrew and said goodbye, but didn't call Serena or the rest of the Scouts. Hours later, he was on a plane and looking out over the fading lights of Tokyo.
I love you still, Serena. I'm doing this for you. We're only taking a break, that's all it is. It's just a little break. Darien closed his eyes and leaned back. I'll call Serena when I get there and I'll explain everything. His mind began to drift and soon he was fast asleep. His last thoughts were about his promises to return to his beloved...
But he never did.
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Serena sped away from Darien's apartment crying hysterically. She drove for a few moments then had to pull over. She placed her head against the wheel and sobbed.
"Why?" She whispered. "Why did he have to do this? Why?"
She didn't know and she didn't care. She was so angry she could hardly think. He had broken her heart for the last time and she wasn't going to follow him around like a sick puppy anymore. She wiped her eyes and picked up her cell phone. She took a deep breath and punched in the numbers. A sleepy, male voice answered on the other end.
"Hello?"
"Hello, Seiya?" Serena asked softly. She silently willed her voice to stop shaking.
"Serena?" The voice was suddenly awake. "Are you all right?" Seiya asked worriedly.
"Oh Seiya!" Serena cried, and suddenly everything came out. The words she and Darien had exchanged between each other, the hurtful things he had said to her, and finally, their break up. Seiya listened to everything with silent patience.
"Go home Serena. I'll be there in a minute. Bye." Seiya ordered gently.
"Okay, bye." Serena sniffled. She hung up the phone and pulling herself together, she drove the rest of the way there. She found Seiya on her doorstep, waiting patiently. As she strode up the sidewalk, he stood and met her half way, wrapping his arms around her, holding her like a brother would his sister. She began to cry again.
"I was so stupid Seiya. Why is everything so wrong? Why doesn't anything ever work out the way it's supposed to?" Serena whispered, burying her face in Seiya's shoulder.
"I don't know Serena, I don't know." Seiya answered. "But don't give up on everything Serena. You have so much to live for and everything to gain."
Serena pulled away and looked into Seiya's eyes. She saw nothing but friendship and earnestness there and suddenly regretted taking away his love for her... She gasped inwardly, realizing the treachery of such thoughts. Never, she thought furiously. I will never use him that way. She suddenly remembered something and met his eyes again.
"Seiya, do you and rest of the guys still want me in the band?" Serena asked. Seiya smiled and nodded.
"Of course we do... But Serena," He said softly, "We have to leave tomorrow morning."
"That soon?" Serena exclaimed, her eyes growing wide, but then her eyelids dropped and she turned away. "So be it then. There is nothing left to keep me here and I need a change. I will see you tomorrow Seiya. Goodnight." She spoke, turning away.
As she did, her body caught the moonlight, turning her hair silver and making her eyes glow a midnight blue. Her dress shimmered and wings seemed to sprout from her back, more beautiful than her Sailor Scout uniform. Seiya felt his heart stop in his chest at the gorgeous sight of her and a shadow of his old love flickered in his eyes, but it was washed away quickly as she smiled at him.
"Goodnight Serena." He said gently.
He turned and vanished into the night. Serena watched him go silently, and then turned her gaze to the Moon. Memories from a thousand years before flashed through her mind but she shook them away. It was time to forget everything and start anew, if she could.
The next morning she awoke and picked up her packed bags. She silently kissed her sleeping cat and guardian then headed out the door of her bedroom, gathering one last glimpse of her familiar surroundings. She grabbed her acceptance letter to NYU in the foyer, and gazed at her mother and father who stood rooted in the doorway. She smiled at both and wrapped her arms around them, telling them not to worry. They kissed her fervently and asked her again not to go. When she refused, they promised tearfully she would always have a place in their home. She hugged them again, then left, leaving behind a note saying goodbye to the Scouts.
She met Seiya, Taiki, and Yaten at the airport and was greeted with hugs and kisses from each. They welcomed her to the band, now named The Starlights. She smiled at her friends and boarded the plane with them without many words. As they were soaring over Tokyo towards the East Coast, she turned and caught one last glimpse of the city that had been home to her for eighteen years. It was quickly fading behind her. Seiya took her hand gently, and she smiled at him again and laid her head softly on his shoulder.
It was now time for her life to begin anew.
(Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon or any of the characters in this story. So Far Away belongs to Stabbing Westward and Everywhere belongs to Michelle Branch. I just liked the songs and thought they would fit well in the story. Every other song in this story will not belong to me.)