The Love We Share

Being with a girl is very different than being with a boy. I can tell you that now. And in my opinion, I would prefer to be with a girl over a boy. And there is one girl that I want to be with.
Her name is Kairi Summers and she has forever changed my life. I could never live without her now. I do not know what I would do if I were to lose her. She is the love of my life and my heart belongs to her. We have faced impossible odds and yet, we are still as strong as ever.
However, I am still afraid to hurt her. I love her very much and if I were to ever hurt her...I would never be able to handle the guilt. Even though she has assured me that I could never hurt her, I sometimes feel as if I am a grenade. Whenever I do feel like a grenade, I just want to separate myself from her, as I am afraid even the smallest little thing will set me off.
I have heard you should never bring secrets into love, but when you have secrets as big as mine, it is impossible not to keep secrets. However, I am trying hard not to keep secrets and I have been doing well so far.
Our story is a unique one and not many people approve it. However, that does not stop us. Kairi is the apple of my eye. And I will do anything for her.
Even so, I do have an ace up my sleeve. And I have been waiting for just the right moment to use it. I hope she'll like it.

Chapter 2

My eyes see different than everybody else or so it seems. Everybody thinks of the joy and positives of life, but what about the crashing moments that hits us like waves? My life has neither been a heaven nor a hell, its like some train that keeping running off the rails. But throughout this life, I've met people, people that changed me in ways I've never thought possible. One of those people is, Skyrela Delgado.
She's the one that held me together, and if not even pick up a few pieces once or twice. She's the thread that I hold onto or my rock. Whatever you want to call it. The point is, she's always been there for me, like I'm there for her and I couldn't ask for anything otherwise. No matter what, I will stand beside her, to be her shield and to make sure she's never harmed. I've never wanted to be the knight in the story, but I swear it seems like I'm am, and so I will play till part till death and hope all goes well.
Cause in the end, we've been through things people cant even begin to imagine and if I'm still sane through all times, then I can only think of how strong we're be if anything else comes are way. All I hope is that everything ends up okay in the end.