I woke up with a jolt. Must have been those bad dreams again... I looked to my left where Edward laid. " Are you ok love?" he asked
"yeah" I replied. I'be had it I needed to talk to him, confront him about what he truly wanted. Damn I need answers.
"Edward I... We need to talk" I told him " I need know once and for all what are you feeling"
'Bella, you know that I love you" he answered with a crooked grin.
"that's not what I meant, I mean what are your true feelings about changing me?"
"Bella.." he warned " we've been over this, you know how I feel"
"no I don't you give me mixed signals first you tell me no but turn around and you say yes... I dont get it!"
"you really want to know" he said cautiously " I do want to change you, but a part of me says no that you need to stay human because its the right thing" he all but cried out
" you... You really want to change me? You want me forever?" I said but couldn't help a few tears from escaping me
" of course" he said holding me close that I could feel his breathing on my neck
" I've always wanted to but like I said there's that selfish part of me that thinks changing you would be Wong that I shouldn't do it" he said
" how bout this... We push that selfish part aside...Screw that part... And you...we could just follow our hearts see where it leads, I know mine leads to you it always has and always will" I poured out
" mine leads to you to and I know for sure that I want a long and happy life with you" he said as he softly kissed my lips
" now go to sleep your tired... If you want we can talk bout this in the morning" he said
" no I got all the information I needed to know... Thank you for beingthe most wonderful fiancé ever" I said while kissing his neck.
" ok...ok Bella we will have time for that later but for now go to sleep you look like you need it"
"one more thing... Could you hum my lullaby for me?" I asked
"anything for you sweetheart" he replied and with that he started humming and in the blink of an eye I was sleeping happily, seeming as I got all my questions answered tonight.