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How Can I Live Without Her?

~~~~~~~~~~Goku's P.O.V~~~~~~~~~~

Who am I?

Why am I still here?

Ever since she died, I haven't been the same. Ever since she died, I've been nothing but a piece of trash, needed to be thrown out. My friends don't visit me anymore. I suppose they're ashamed of my behavior. I don't blame them.

My sons. Gohan an Goten. They visit every once in a while. But, I can tell that they don't like to come over. I sense that they're also ashamed of me.

All day, I just sit on my bed, contemplating. Contemplating different ways for me to end my worthless life. Why would I continue to live, when no one needs me? I burden the world with my existence.

I've planned it out so perfectly. I'm ready to die now. This is the way it has to be. I want to be with my Chi-Chi again.

A Ki blast through the chest. That'll do it. No one would care anyway.

I get up from my bed. Today is the day. I put my hand to my chest, getting ready to fire. Tears start streaming down my face, as I say one last goodbye to the ones I love. They're faces start flashing through my head, as I fire a ki blast at my chest. I hit the floor with a thud. I lay there for a few minutes. The pain is decreasing with every breath I take.

Finally, I whisper to myself, "I'll see you soon, Chi" I then lose consciousness.

~~~~~~~~~~Piccolo's P.O.V~~~~~~~~~~

Ahhhh. I love meditating by the waterfall. So quiet. I could do this all day long.

Just then, something broke my concentration. What was it? It was a dying ki. Who was it? After concentrating on the ki for a short amount of time, I realized who it was. I began to panic.

"Oh no! Goku! Hang on Goku! I'm coming!" I shouted as I flew off to Goku's house.

I landed. I noticed some glass on the ground. Something broke the window from the inside. Just then, Yamcha, Krillin, Tien, and Chiaotzu landed.

We ran inside. Nothing looked out of place.

"It doesn't look like anyone broke in." Yamcha said.

"Let's just find Goku. He's in the house somewhere." I said.

They all agreed, and we started looking for Goku.

I few seconds later, Krillin screamed. "GOKU!"

We followed the scream, and ended up in Goku's bedroom. We were all horrified. Goku had a gaping hole going through his chest. I could feel Goku's life force slipping away, fast. I pulled out a senzu bean, and ran to Goku's side. I put the senzu bean in his mouth. His wounds healed. Goku was unconscious.

"What happened here?" Tien said.

"Maybe it was a villain" Yamcha said.

"I don't think it was a villain Yamcha." I said.

"How can you tell Piccolo?" asked Krillin.

"I saw glass on the outside. That means that the blast came from in here. And I didn't feel anyone else here, except for Goku, when this happened." I explained.

"Are you saying that you think Goku did this to himself?" Yamcha said. I could tell he was defending Goku.

"I don't think it. I KNOW it!" I shouted back at Yamcha.

"What do we do now?" asked Krillin.

"We need to keep an eye on him. A very close eye on him. If we leave, he's probably going to try this little stunt again. We need to call Gohan and Goten. Krillin, call Gohan's house. Goten is staying there for the weekend." I explained.

"Ok." He said.

"I have a feeling we're going to need some help with Goku." I said.

~~~~~~~~~~Gohan's P.O.V~~~~~~~~~~

I wonder how dad is doing. I got a bad feeling a little while ago. What could it be?

Goten interrupted my thoughts.

"Hey Gohan! What's up? You look so serious." He said.

"I-" I started to talk but the phone started ringing.

I answered. "This is Gohan."

"Gohan! This is Krillin!" He sounded panicked.

"Hey Krillin. What's up? Why are you calling from my dad's house?" I asked.

"Gohan. You and Goten have to come here quick! Goku tried to kill himself!" Krillin screamed.

"What? Oh no! We're on our way!" I screamed. Now I was panicking.

"Gohan? What's wrong?" Goten asked.

"We have to go to dad's house, Goten. Right now. It's an emergency." I said.

"What's going on?" He asked. I could tell he was getting scared.

"Dad tried to kill himself. We have to leave now!" I shouted.