Kim's POV:
I hate Bella Swan. I hate her with every fiber in my being. This girl is going to ruin my life all because she loves a sparkling freak. We had found out a few weeks ago that an army of vampires was coming to attack Forks. All because of Bella. Have I mentioned how much I hate her?
Then Jake had to drag the whole pack into a war that I wanted no part in. Of course the boys being the protectors they are had to be involved. I lay in my bed contemplating this as a pair of warm arms wound around my waist holding me securely to a chiseled stomach.
Jared. This was the entire reason I hated Bella Swan. Because of her I could lose the best thing in my life. Why couldn't she have run away with the Cullens when they had the chance?
"Whatcha thinking about?" Jared's husky voice whispered in my ear. This man had absolute control over me. If he told me to jump off a bridge I would do it.
I thought about keeping my thoughts to myself but I was too worried. "Tomorrow," I answered burying my head in his chest.
"Kim, nothing is going to happen. We have the entire pack's experience plus the Cullens. They even have that creepy one that has that dead look in his eyes all the time. He knows all about these new borns," Jared tried to comfort me. Nothing would work I knew. I would only be at ease until all this was over.
"That's what you all have been saying but what if something goes wrong? What if Paul let's his anger get the best of him and is stupid and gets killed? Or Seth being too young and inexperienced gets hurt? Or Leah trying to be tough gets killed? Or…or…what..a-about you? God, I-I c-can't live w-without you," I said trying to control my breathing and not cry.
I couldn't help the few tears that slipped out. Jared, being the sweetheart he is, carefully wiped my tears away with sweet kisses. "Kim, sweetheart, we will be fine. We have each other. Paul will be too focused on finally getting to kill a vampire and Leah will have to listen to Sam's orders no matter how much she hates it. Besides, Seth has to stay with Bella so he won't be in the "fight" anyways. And I will be focused on protecting you and getting done quick so I can come back to you," he finished with a chaste kiss to my lips.
This did little to ease my worries. "You promise not to get hurt and come back to me right away?" I asked trying to keep my words steady.
"I will do you one better and pinky promise you that I will come back to you," he said wrapping our pinkies together and kissing my hand. I took a deep breath trying to calm myself.
"Ok. Time for bed. I want you to be fully prepared for tomorrow," with one final kiss I closed my eyes and focused on Jared's breaths and heart beat not knowing if this is the last time I will hear them. My breath started to slow and I could feel myself fading but not before I heard Jared whisper, "I love you." Sighing in content, I sailed off to my dreams that would most likely be of Jared.