Title : Ghost Love

Pairing : USFem!UK or America X Female!England

Disclaimer : Hetalia is not mine. I own the story line though X3

Warning : Genderbending, grammatical error, misspelled

Hello, guys =D Heavel Veldargone as the authoress here =D Pleasure to meet you all in this awesome fandom XD

This is my first Hetalia fanfiction in this website =D. Believe it or not, I made this for my english project at school (That's the reason why I made England as female in here ;D)

Title for this story is a total fail. I wanted to use 'Soul Mate' but, there is a great story in this fandom with 'Soul Mate' as the title too. So.. yeah, fail title is fail... ==a

Basically, this is the prologue

Enjoy!

It's all ended and started in 1934. I remembered that day very cleary, like it was just happened yesterday. The sun was shining clearly, the sky was really blue, typical of a what a good day would happen usually. I thought like that too. It was 4 July 1934. The day when 158 years ago, America finally freed itself from the British Empire. The day in which everyone around the United Stated of America celebrate it. That date was my birthday too.

I was really proud for having the same birthday like America's independence and I was really happy for that day... since wow! You didn't turn 17 every day! Although with the current situation of world war, it was okay for having a happy, relaxing day, right?

I remembered how my younger brother, Matthew, entering my room that day and then said 'Happy Birthday' to me with a sweet smile. I remembered how my mother kissed my forehead and smiled sweetly while saying 'happy birthday'. My father was in another state right now, but he sent me letter for my birthday and he said that he was really proud of me.

I remembered how happy am I and just like every one, I imagined how my life would be like in the future. I imagined that maybe I would have a lovely girlfriend. I imagined how I would have children of my own and how I would contribute something to my country. I imagined how life would be after the war end. I imagined many things but nothing came true.

4 July of 1934 was my birthday, but also my deathday. 4 july 1934 was the last day I was able to breath, feel the sunlight and also talked to someone. I was supposed to be part of U.S. army by the end of the month and be the hero too, but I couldn't fulfill that duty because of my I remembered the whole events of that day, the odd thing was that I couldn't remember a single thing about what cause my death. It was like my memory was cut, but only for that part.

I didn't know why I was still in the life world right after my death until now. I was like stuck in my house. My mother once told me when I was still alive that people, after their death, might still stay in the world of living human. The reason was because there was something unfinished in their life... so they would wait until they had fulfilled his purposes. I thought at first that maybe it was because I felt unfair because... why I should die?

I tried to let go the feeling, because really.. it was tiring for me staying in the living world. I couldn't eat any food. I couldn't drink. I couldn't touch anything and the worst part? I couldn't talk to anybody. I couldn't talk to my friends. I couldn't talk to my poor mother. I couldn't talk to little brother. But then after some time, I realized that although I had let it go and accept the fate, that was not the reason I was still staying here.

I realized that it was because I want to feel the experience of loving someone and the feeling of being loved. Not family love... but real love, you know? With someone you were destined for by God. Sounds cliche and sounds like a melancholic teenage girl, right? I didn't want to admit it at first because that was embarassing, but when there was no one that would tease you for being such a sissy, admitting it made no significant difference. The only difference was that now I was accepting my fate that I would never go to Heaven to meet my dad, mom and Mattie later.

I believed in the term of soul-mate—sounds girly, but who cares?— in which 2 people that were destined with each other would surely fall in love with each other, but because I had died and I just realised what was the gut I was having so that I couldn't go to Heaven, I also knew that it was impossible for me to fall in true love. As my soul mate, she must be living in the same era like me, right? So now I had died, God maybe had tied his red-thread to another person that losing their soulmate too. End of story with my unknown soulmate. The other reason why I knew I would never known experience of love, because for your reminder, Ladies and Gentlemen, I WAS DEAD. It was not like I could fall in love with living woman and make love or fuck her while I was transparent. It was not like I would ever fall in love with another ghosts.

So, by this realization, I had started to plan my afterlife as a ghost in this living world. I didn't know when I would finally leave this place, my old house. Maybe it was when God finally took pity in me that was really tired and lonely in this place,and finally let me go to heaven or hell.

But, Boy... I was wrong….

So how is it?

Just like I told you above, I have prepared all the chapters until the end. We will have 6 chapters in total =D

So, like it? love it? is this story weird?

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