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I wish i owned edward but i dont

god damn it

i own nothing

i live in Australia if i wrote the wrong thing im sorry not intended

chapter 1 crappy morning

BELLA

i was walking towards the bio lab. i was not in a good mood. then again i never was when it came to spending the day without Edward. today was sunny, or alice said it would be until 2.30. so alice and Edward decided not to go to school. so i was on my own and like i said, i was not happy about it. i hated being away from him, even if it was only for a few hours.

'bella' mike yelled to me from the desk.

i also hated being on my own because it meant i was suck with mike as a lab partner. Mikes partner sarah pattinson was out with apendersitis. so the good old Mr Banner stuck him with Edward and me , but since i was on my own he was just my partner.
'hey mike' i tried to make small talk but after a while i gave up, mike didnt want small talk, he wanted to ask me out so i shut up and tried to concentrate on the class.
'so today you will be using bunson burners to heat to chemicals. take it easy as its very flammable'

oh great me and flame!
where was my vampire when i needed him

mike got the bunson burner and hooked it up to the gas

'so what are you doing this weekend?' i tried to find a way out of that question

"um i think edward is taking me somewhere. you'd have to ask him'
'so where is he today?' he was measuring out the chemical, i decided to stay as far away as possible, this week my bad luck hadnt done anything too bad, but you can only push it so far.
'he and his family went hiking, they always do when its sunny'
'and you didnt go? you two are never apart'
'mike' i looked at him with rolling eyes 'i cant walk across the car park without tripping, do you really see me hiking?' he laugh, he could see my point.

several minutes later i was sitting away from the filame.

'bella can you stir this?' i reluctently got up and stired 'relax bella i did everything. nothing can go wrong. we just need to stir and then cool it, we're okay nothing can go wrong' i smiled at him and moved towards the measuring cup.

i was stiring the beaker when it started to boil.
'um mike is it suppose to be boiling?' i was nervous

'oh i'll just turn it down' he moved over to the gas and it happened. all of a sudden the chemical burst and it spilt everywhere and it got on my hands and it burnt. i let out a shreak tears forming instantly in my eyes. then a big bubble came and burst causing the chemical to fly everwhere, some went in my eyes.

i screamed.

it burnt so bad. i couldnt see 'MIKE' i screamed 'I CANT SEE' i was crying but that seemed to make it worse

'Bella i need you to stand still' mr banner said at me

'i cant it burns' hands grabbed me and pulled me somewhere. i felt cold water on my hands and up my arms. then it was on my face and in my eyes. the burning dulled a little but now it started to sting.
'aw it stings'
'i know bella' mr banner said taking me to a chair 'i need you to not cry, it will make it worse. Lauran go and get the front office to call and ambulance' i tried to stop crying, but i couldnt. i tried to breathe, but i couldnt. it just wouldnt stop stinging.

7 minutes later

i was being pulled out of the ambulance i was on the gurney. all i wanted was edward 'Bella' it was carlisle, i could hear the fear in his voice 'carlisle?' i started to cry again.
what if i cant see?
want if it was serious?
the bad thoughts came fast and hard

'easy bella it will be okay' he was calm but i could still hear the fear in his voice. i could hear mr banner talking to carlisle about what happened. he was telling carlisle the chemicals that were used. all i could do was panic. i was being pushed somewhere but i didnt know where
'carlisle wants going on? where am i going'
'easy bella, we're taking you into a room so i can look at your eyes'
'can you call charlie and Edward?' i was tearing up again
'now easy bella' all of a sudden his voice was lower and closer to my ear, i could barely hear him 'you and i both know Edward already knows, a good thing about having a sister who can see everything' i smiled.
that's right, Edward would be here any minute, he would know what was happening and he would be by my side soon
'and ill have a nurse call charlie. i need you to breathe bella, please, what ever it is we'll deal with it, as a family'

EDWARD

i was sitting in my room. everyone was here except carlisle who was at work. i was counting down the seconds until 2.30. then i could go to my bella. i was going to pick her up from school. i needed to see her. every cell in my body was screaming to go and see her, to hold her to kiss her. i hated this. i hated to be away from her.
-relax Edward your driving me insane- jasper thought. i tried but it didnt work. nothing would work but being with bella.

'EDWARD' alice screamed i ran down to the living room before i could even blink.
'what alice?' i looked into her mind as the vison came to her. i saw bella in bio, she was stiring a beaker. mike tried to turn it down but he turned it the wrong way the contence boil and spilt on bella hands. she screamed and tried to move away, but before she could the beaker boiled over and spilt. it sprayed into her eyes and she screamed. it faded.
'oh god edward' alice was sobbing. i went to the door.
'edward stop' i turned to have emmett holding me back
'you cant go out there edward, the suns out, and you go out there everyone will see you' jasper said
'I DONT CARE, ITS BELLA' i screamed i couldnt wait, i couldnt sit here and wait for this to happen
'edward its too late. its already happened' alices sobbing got worse as she said this 'no' i whispered and i fell to the floor, 'no'

Alice, esme and i sobbed as we sat there. i had to wait, it was going to be another 20minutes before i could go and see bella.

20 MINUTES LATER

'CARLISLE' i screamed coming around the corner into bellas hallway
'edward' he had his mind cut off thinking about medications 'carlisle whats going on? wheres bella? is she okay? what...'
'Edward Edward calm down, you going in like that wont help her' he said stopping me in front of him
'whats happening?' i felt like i was going to cry
'we've looked her over' he looked very calm but i could tell from jasper that he was not at all calm
'what carlisle, what?' i was close to breaking point i needed bella
'she has severe burns to her arms, but the burns to her eyes are a different matter'
'what?' panic was rising
'while there wasnt too much of the chemical that went into her eyes, the little that did has burnt her eyes, the worst is on her corneas. however she was crying before the chemical went into her eyes so it was dilated, therefore i hope the damaged wasnt as bad'
'you hope YOU HOPE' all he could do was hope, he had the meaning for my life in his hands and all he could do was hope
'easy edward' he put his hand on my shoulder
'when will you know the damage' esme asked her voice was soft
'i have rinsed her eyes out and removed the last of the chemical. i've covered her eyes. the patches will have to stay on for at least two weeks. she can only take them off for drops which will go in every night. we wont know the damage until after the patches come off'

'best case senario' i whispered
i could hear bella heartbeat, it was slow and regular, she was asleep. carlisle may have sadated her
'she will regain full use of her eyes. there will be some scaring from the chemical on her arms as it was un-diluted on contact'
'worst' i whispered looking my father in the eyes
'she'll be total blind for the rest of her life' at this esme broke and started to sob. carlisle was at her side in a heart beat.
my bella.
my beautiful bella was hurt.
she could be blind.
i walked towards the door i knew she was in. i needed to see her. i needed to be with her.

i walked into the hospital room housing the love of my existence. i was so scared. for the first time in my life i had no idea what i would say to her. how would i comfort her? there was a chance that she would never see again, how on earth was i suppose to take care of her? my heart broke when i saw her. she was so pale. she had bandages up her arms and over her face. oh god, why wasnt i at school? i should have been there. i should have stopped this. i moved forward and grabbed her hand, as gently as i could. i could see several burns that were not under the bandages.

oh god what have i done?

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