Disclaimer: Okay, well you know how the infamous Captain Jack Sparrow has had many women, well what if, through all the women he's had, he let the "one" slip through his hands. This is a one-shot fic thing…sorry for anything wrong and for it being really short…kinda wrote this during my history class.
I own nothing and want nothing…well just a few reviews wouldn't hurt ^_^ Any characters and places mentioned here belong to Disney, except for this story, is mine. This is my first time posting up a fic…I have written many, but this is my first up, so please be kind.
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Why?
Why? That's all I asked myself.
Why? He had promised to see me again, to hold me and never let go. I had seen him a month ago, as he left on his ship to find a treasure he believed that would make us both happy. He left me back home, so no harm would come to me. How wrong I was…
Why? Now, I am in Tortuga, brought here by my own brother, to show me what he was REALLY doing. As I entered the bar, I stood in the doorway shocked. There he was, sitting on a barstool, a woman having his legs in between hers. They were kissing passionately; a mug of rum in one of his hands.
Why? I couldn't face him; I just ran. I kept running as tears fell out of my eyes; I don't really remember where I was heading. I remember falling to my knees on a shore. I cried, feeling my heart rip to shreds. I guess then, I understood he was drunk; him and his bloody rum. I have begged him to stop and he promises but as soon as I turn around, I'm getting a messenger from the local bar to pick him up from the few times he has been on land. I always do because I love him. GOD knows how much I love him; I gave up another life just to be with him. He promised me his heart and I promised him mine.
Why? I felt the tide go up, water splashing over my knees; tears still falling. I didn't care then; I just felt my world crashing down. I guess, in some way, I should have known this was going to happen again. He was a pirate and he was like this before I met him; I was a fool to think I could change him. I had heard rumors for the past month; his crew and himself visiting this god forsaken island every week. I ignored them; knowing what they did not; the promises we made each other.
Why? I feel myself stand and walk into the ocean. I continue to walk until I am up to my neck in water. I am there now, not thinking clearly as I feel the water. He will be the only man I'll ever love…ever. Never will there be another. I submerge myself in the water; swimming myself to the depths. I pull out a sword; slitting my wrists. You are probably wondering why I am acting this way. This hasn't been the first time I've been hurt by this man. Again and again he is unfaithful to me and still I am always there at the end of the day waiting for him. But this, this was the last straw; I can't handle it anymore. He was my true love and still he can't see what he is doing to me. He has said to me he loved me; more than once and I believed him. Dear god, I believed him. I feel myself sinking now; watching streams of blood heading back to the surface. My eyes are slowly closing; I can feel my last breath leaving me.
Why? It didn't…no shouldn't have ended this way. We were supposed to get married and live together on your ship. Stay on your ship because I know how much you love the sea; your first love. But now, I feel the cold arms of death wrapping around me. Even in this last moment, this horrible end, I still love you…
I love you, Captain Jack Sparrow.
I own nothing and want nothing…well just a few reviews wouldn't hurt ^_^ Any characters and places mentioned here belong to Disney, except for this story, is mine. This is my first time posting up a fic…I have written many, but this is my first up, so please be kind.
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Why?
Why? That's all I asked myself.
Why? He had promised to see me again, to hold me and never let go. I had seen him a month ago, as he left on his ship to find a treasure he believed that would make us both happy. He left me back home, so no harm would come to me. How wrong I was…
Why? Now, I am in Tortuga, brought here by my own brother, to show me what he was REALLY doing. As I entered the bar, I stood in the doorway shocked. There he was, sitting on a barstool, a woman having his legs in between hers. They were kissing passionately; a mug of rum in one of his hands.
Why? I couldn't face him; I just ran. I kept running as tears fell out of my eyes; I don't really remember where I was heading. I remember falling to my knees on a shore. I cried, feeling my heart rip to shreds. I guess then, I understood he was drunk; him and his bloody rum. I have begged him to stop and he promises but as soon as I turn around, I'm getting a messenger from the local bar to pick him up from the few times he has been on land. I always do because I love him. GOD knows how much I love him; I gave up another life just to be with him. He promised me his heart and I promised him mine.
Why? I felt the tide go up, water splashing over my knees; tears still falling. I didn't care then; I just felt my world crashing down. I guess, in some way, I should have known this was going to happen again. He was a pirate and he was like this before I met him; I was a fool to think I could change him. I had heard rumors for the past month; his crew and himself visiting this god forsaken island every week. I ignored them; knowing what they did not; the promises we made each other.
Why? I feel myself stand and walk into the ocean. I continue to walk until I am up to my neck in water. I am there now, not thinking clearly as I feel the water. He will be the only man I'll ever love…ever. Never will there be another. I submerge myself in the water; swimming myself to the depths. I pull out a sword; slitting my wrists. You are probably wondering why I am acting this way. This hasn't been the first time I've been hurt by this man. Again and again he is unfaithful to me and still I am always there at the end of the day waiting for him. But this, this was the last straw; I can't handle it anymore. He was my true love and still he can't see what he is doing to me. He has said to me he loved me; more than once and I believed him. Dear god, I believed him. I feel myself sinking now; watching streams of blood heading back to the surface. My eyes are slowly closing; I can feel my last breath leaving me.
Why? It didn't…no shouldn't have ended this way. We were supposed to get married and live together on your ship. Stay on your ship because I know how much you love the sea; your first love. But now, I feel the cold arms of death wrapping around me. Even in this last moment, this horrible end, I still love you…
I love you, Captain Jack Sparrow.